Can we do it all over, over, and over again?
Weird days
Evie's POV:
From Nathan:
Hey I'm outside the front :)
I smile and I am all dressed and Nathan is taking me out.
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Oscar is at the boys house so I don't have to worry about him, when I told everyone that I was going out with Nathan they were all so happy.
"You look beautiful" Nathan says and kisses my cheek and I bite my bottom lip. I step into the car and put my seatbelt on and he starts driving. About a ten minute drive we pull up at a nice park and he has a lovely picnic laid out. We both sit down and just start talking about random things mostly music. I am having such a great time with Nathan our conversations are easy and everything is so simple and there is no baggage between us. He then moves a bit closer to me and I get a bit nervous, I mean my first kiss was Harry, gosh Evie why are you still thinking about him. He tucks a piece of my hair behind my ear and has his hand on my cheek, "your beautiful Evie." he says and I look down and blush.
"Why do you look down , you have a pretty face babe." He then leans in to kiss me but I back away. "I'm sorry, I can't." I stand up.
"What why not?" He stands up and is towering over me. "It's complicated" I say and try to walk away but he grabs my arm. "Evie, come on" he puts his lips on mine and then I push him off.
"I said, I can't" I wipe my lips. "EVIE, COME ON" he yells and grabs my arm again and this time it hurts. "NATHAN LET ME GO" I yell and he takes his hand off me and I start to run away.
After a painful twenty minute walk I finally arrive home and see some one sitting on my doorstep. "Have a nice date?" Harry stands up and walks closer to me. I just stand there and remain silent this is the most we have spoken in months and I am not even reacting, I guess I am still shaken up about what happened before. I sniffle and try not to cry and brush past him but he steps in front of me. "Evie please talk to me" he says and that's when I snap.
"TALK TO YOU HARRY, REALLY? I shake my head and get back inside my house and slam the door shut and slide down the door and break down and cry. I can hear him knocking on the door that I am leaning against. "Evie please I am so sorry, I really want to talk to you" he says, I get up and go to my room and try to get some sleep.
I arrive to school late, I am so tired and confused and angry especially today.
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I step into maths class and see El signalling me and I go and sit next to her, "You ok love?" she asks and I nod my head.
"Evie, the answer please" the teacher snaps me out of my day dream.
"Don't know" I say.
"Oh come on Evie, you aced this on the last test" he says and is getting on my nerves.
"I SAID I DON'T KNOW THE ANSWER" I yell and the whole class turns their heads and looks at me, but I don't care.
"Evie, maybe you should step outside."
I get out of my chair knocking it to the floor I walk past the teachers desk and anger takes over and i throw everything off it and storm out.
"EVIE, EVIE" I turn my head and see Harry calling out, but I keep walking.
I run to the place where I want to be.
"Hey mum, hey dad, hey joe" I sit on the hard ground and sit and cry.
"I am so sorry, if it wasn't for me you would all still be here, I am so sorry" I say not controlling my crying. I sit here at the cemetery for a good hour and sit and cry, today is the day they died. I finally get up and wipe the dirt off me and start to walk.
I see a car beeping behind me but choose to ignore it. "Evie" they roll their window down oh great what does he want. "What Harry" I say with my arms crossed and keep walking and he follows at the same pace in his car. "What happened back there" he says referring to me storming out of maths class. "None of your business" I stop and walk up to his window. I look into his green eyes and start to cry a little. "Let me take you home" he says and I nod and get in the car. The drive is very silent and none of us talk there a few glances at each other. We finally get home and we go inside Harry's house and I sit on his couch, he comes and sits beside me.
"Do you want to tell me what's going on?" he whispers and I shake my head.
"Ok, whatever you need" he puts his hand on my thigh and I look at him. I move closer to him and look in his eyes, he then places his hand on my cheek and he moves closer to me and I close my eyes but before anything can happen there is a knock at the door. Our foreheads are touching and he places a kiss on my forehead and stands up and answers the door.
"Styles I have your special delivery" some guy walks in and notices me. I just sit there and smile. "Oh who is this?" he comes and sits next to me, a little to close for my liking.
"Ah no one" Harry replies and I look at him. "Um I'll leave you guys to it then" I stand up and leave.
I am laying on my bed and decide to have a nap before I have to pick Oscar up from school. I can't get to sleep all my thoughts are interrupted as I reflect what has happened these past weird days.
From Nathan:
Hey I'm outside the front :)
I smile and I am all dressed and Nathan is taking me out.
http://cdn2.thegloss.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/06/outdoor-date2.jpg
Oscar is at the boys house so I don't have to worry about him, when I told everyone that I was going out with Nathan they were all so happy.
"You look beautiful" Nathan says and kisses my cheek and I bite my bottom lip. I step into the car and put my seatbelt on and he starts driving. About a ten minute drive we pull up at a nice park and he has a lovely picnic laid out. We both sit down and just start talking about random things mostly music. I am having such a great time with Nathan our conversations are easy and everything is so simple and there is no baggage between us. He then moves a bit closer to me and I get a bit nervous, I mean my first kiss was Harry, gosh Evie why are you still thinking about him. He tucks a piece of my hair behind my ear and has his hand on my cheek, "your beautiful Evie." he says and I look down and blush.
"Why do you look down , you have a pretty face babe." He then leans in to kiss me but I back away. "I'm sorry, I can't." I stand up.
"What why not?" He stands up and is towering over me. "It's complicated" I say and try to walk away but he grabs my arm. "Evie, come on" he puts his lips on mine and then I push him off.
"I said, I can't" I wipe my lips. "EVIE, COME ON" he yells and grabs my arm again and this time it hurts. "NATHAN LET ME GO" I yell and he takes his hand off me and I start to run away.
After a painful twenty minute walk I finally arrive home and see some one sitting on my doorstep. "Have a nice date?" Harry stands up and walks closer to me. I just stand there and remain silent this is the most we have spoken in months and I am not even reacting, I guess I am still shaken up about what happened before. I sniffle and try not to cry and brush past him but he steps in front of me. "Evie please talk to me" he says and that's when I snap.
"TALK TO YOU HARRY, REALLY? I shake my head and get back inside my house and slam the door shut and slide down the door and break down and cry. I can hear him knocking on the door that I am leaning against. "Evie please I am so sorry, I really want to talk to you" he says, I get up and go to my room and try to get some sleep.
I arrive to school late, I am so tired and confused and angry especially today.
http://s7.favim.com/orig/150329/cute-fashion-girl-outfit-Favim.com-2603814.jpg
I step into maths class and see El signalling me and I go and sit next to her, "You ok love?" she asks and I nod my head.
"Evie, the answer please" the teacher snaps me out of my day dream.
"Don't know" I say.
"Oh come on Evie, you aced this on the last test" he says and is getting on my nerves.
"I SAID I DON'T KNOW THE ANSWER" I yell and the whole class turns their heads and looks at me, but I don't care.
"Evie, maybe you should step outside."
I get out of my chair knocking it to the floor I walk past the teachers desk and anger takes over and i throw everything off it and storm out.
"EVIE, EVIE" I turn my head and see Harry calling out, but I keep walking.
I run to the place where I want to be.
"Hey mum, hey dad, hey joe" I sit on the hard ground and sit and cry.
"I am so sorry, if it wasn't for me you would all still be here, I am so sorry" I say not controlling my crying. I sit here at the cemetery for a good hour and sit and cry, today is the day they died. I finally get up and wipe the dirt off me and start to walk.
I see a car beeping behind me but choose to ignore it. "Evie" they roll their window down oh great what does he want. "What Harry" I say with my arms crossed and keep walking and he follows at the same pace in his car. "What happened back there" he says referring to me storming out of maths class. "None of your business" I stop and walk up to his window. I look into his green eyes and start to cry a little. "Let me take you home" he says and I nod and get in the car. The drive is very silent and none of us talk there a few glances at each other. We finally get home and we go inside Harry's house and I sit on his couch, he comes and sits beside me.
"Do you want to tell me what's going on?" he whispers and I shake my head.
"Ok, whatever you need" he puts his hand on my thigh and I look at him. I move closer to him and look in his eyes, he then places his hand on my cheek and he moves closer to me and I close my eyes but before anything can happen there is a knock at the door. Our foreheads are touching and he places a kiss on my forehead and stands up and answers the door.
"Styles I have your special delivery" some guy walks in and notices me. I just sit there and smile. "Oh who is this?" he comes and sits next to me, a little to close for my liking.
"Ah no one" Harry replies and I look at him. "Um I'll leave you guys to it then" I stand up and leave.
I am laying on my bed and decide to have a nap before I have to pick Oscar up from school. I can't get to sleep all my thoughts are interrupted as I reflect what has happened these past weird days.
