Can we do it all over, over, and over again?
Back to reality.
Today I am dreading it so much, back to school since I've been back. Lucky I had the weekend to rest and get back into my normal routine. Monday morning it is, I have just finished getting dressed https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/40/e7/1a/40e71ac722cd301d743898262b82a80e.jpg
and Oscar is on the couch watching some tv while I get our lunch ready, I just make some ham, cheese and pickle sandwiches.
"So Evie are like really famous now?" Oscars asks me as I am walking him to school. I laugh "No not quite buddy".
We pull up to the gates and I give him a hug "I'll see you later" I wave and he waves back.
I start walking to school and each step I get more nervous. As I can see my school in sight I make each step slower, as I enter the front gates and walk in I can hear people whispering and laughing. I ignore it and keep walking, I get to the halls and immediately start looking for him. I reach my locker and get my English books out as I am picking them up I hear someone clear their throat, I close my locker door and a smile sweeps across my face. "Harry" I whisper and look into his eyes and step closer to him. But then all of a sudden he grabs the chain from my neck and rips the necklace off and walks away. The music note necklace he gave me the night I left I have never taken it off the whole tour I aways wore it but now, well it's gone.
I wipe my tears away and walk to English, and to my surprise Harry is in the class with me along with Louis and Liam, they sup nod me when they walk in and Louis sits next to Harry and Liam is behind me, I turn around and smile.
"Ok class so in few weeks you will have your oral presentation, and the topic you must talk about is LOVE" the teacher highlights that word. I mentally groan to myself of course we have to talk about love. How am I supposed to talk about love when the person I love won't even acknowledge me. I look down to my chest where my necklace used to rest and try not to cry. I turn my head to face Harry and he is just in the corner silently while Louis is talking to him but he isn't paying any attention. The bell finally goes and we all bolt out of the classroom and I will try and talk to Harry.
"HARRY WAI" I catch up to him, he turns around to face me to my surprise.
"Can we umm talk?" I ask him looking at the ground. He is just looking at me as I am waiting for a response which he doesn't and just walks away.
I am standing in the middle of the hallway like an idiot about to cry and everyone is gone to their next class probably. I grab my books from my locker which is maths great being ignored by Harry great. The teacher is discussing about a test we have next week and I know I can't make the same mistake as last time I need to focus on my study and return to being a loner in this sad excuse of a school. As the teacher is writing notes on the white board I notice my phone light up so I pull it out of my pencil case and see a text from my aunt
From Nina:
I am away for a couple of days for work, it's just Oscar, Colin and yourself. Be nice!
I feel like I can't breathe god knows what that weirdo will do when my aunty isn't home , we can't be in the house maybe I'll take Oscar to Ed's apartment I think we will be safe there.
After school is over I pick up Oscar and we walk home and luckily no one is home yet, "Evie are the boys going to play soccer with me tonight?" Oscar ask me as I quickly find some clothe of his and throw into a bag. "Um no not tonight, sorry."
"What why not?" he asks, "NOT TONIGHT OSCAR" I yell and find some more of his clothes. Then I hear the front door slam loudly. SHIT HIS HOME!
I pass the bag to Oscar "Oscar do me a favour you leave through the back door and go and knock on Harry's door and stay there until I come get you. Can you do that for me?" I ask him and he nods and I kiss his head. "I'll be there soon." Oscar leaves the room.
I make my way down stairs and see my uncle on the couch with a bottle of wine and no glass him just chugging it down. "EVELYN, YOUR HERE IT"S TIME FOR OUR USUAL CHATS" He stands up and slaps me right across the face. He slaps me again and again and eventually I am knocked to the ground, and he starts violently kicking me. He then picks me up and throws me on the couch and starts smelling my hair what a weirdo, "NO one is here so we can do whatever we want sweetheart". he whispers in my ear and I am officially scared fro my life, he has never done this before. He then traces his finger across my face and down near my cleavage he then pins both my arms back and starts kissing my neck. I am stuck everywhere I am numb and pinned down.
Harry's POV:
I am trying to study for this stupid maths test we have next week but nothing makes sense. When I saw Evie today for a couple of minutes I just wanted to hug her and let her have the chance to explain, but then I realise how much she hurt me and I can just let it go. I have and do miss her so much but why can't I just move on, maybe because I have never been in love before. Ahh none of this crap makes sense I need Evie she was the best tutor and I actually understand when she explains things to me. I feel so terrible for ripping the necklace away from her but I was just so angry and I don't know what took over me, as I try and start my second equation I hear the doorbell thank god a distraction. I drop my pencil and make my way down and open the front door and it is Oscar with a big bag he is trying to hold but seems to heavy. "Oscar" I bend down to his level "Is everything ok?" he has his head to the ground and shakes it.
