Taking Europe

After breakfast I made my way back to the room. I can't believe Luke actually did that. Why? I couldn't even look at him during breakfast I pretty much kept to myself but he seemed pissed. How did he even get in? I got inside and collapsed on my bed. None of the other can know. I just hope he doesn't tell anyone. I like him I do I just,I don't know. I know how he is and i don't want to end up like the rest of his girlfriends.

I go out to the balcony with a book and I sit o a fold out chair. I love the salty smell of the ocean and the cool breeze that blows my hair.

I am disrupted by a light knock at the door. Thinking it's one of the girls who probably forgot their keys, I open the door, and its Luke. The last person I wanted to see. He has no expression on his face but I could see sadness in his eyes.

“Do you not like me?” he asks I just look at him. “Of course I like you I-” I was cut off by his lips crashing into mine and he pushed me inside the room. I pull away “Luke,listen I like you but I don't want you like that right now.” he attaches his lips to my neck. “But you liked it at Mikey’s party last year.” he says and I can feel his smirk on my neck. “I was drunk!” I yell.

He pulled away “So, what am I your toy now! You can't just use me when you feel like you want me or when you're drunk!” he yells back. “I wasn't using you! I told you I like you!” I say. He stands there looking at me the sadness turned to rage.

“Prove it.” he say crossing his arms. “Oh Luke, I already have. What did I buy you for your birthday?” I ask. He look down and says “A pig stuffed animal penguin…..and the new Fifa.” he mumbles. “Exactly and who cuddled with you and bought you ice cream when Samantha Banks broke up with you?” I ask. He quietly mumbles “You did.”

“So don't even try that Luke. I’m not like all those other whore’s you date. I don't want to sleep with you and wake up the next morning to an empty bed and you never speaking to me again.” I yell.

“It won't be like that.” he say calmly. “I know you Luke Hemmings, and that sure as hell not how you operate.” I say walking past him. He doesn't say anything because he knows I am right.

I grab my bag and my camera and I walk out of the room. I am so done fighting with him. I make my way out of the hotel and onto the beach.


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I walk by the water taking pictures of pretty shells. I draw a perfect heart in the sand and I put tiny shells on the lines so it is outlined. I snap a quick picture then without thinking I
write Luke in the sand. I write out my name directly underwrite putting a small shell to dot the i. I finally realized what I did and I quickly rub it away with my foot. No more thinking about Luke right now.


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Luke’s POV

I stand in the middle of her room completely heartbroken. I should have told her I lover, because I finally know I do. It feels like my lungs are filling with water. It's like I’m caught in the tide.

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