Will it, Won't it?

"Yea I just landed, go back to sleep I'll text you when I'm home"
"Ok love you". Niall says to me over the phone. He is in Hong Kong and I have just come back to Australia I will be working on my music here as well. It is 2am here in Australia lucky there isn't any paps around, Niall has organised a driver to pick me up and take me home.
I get in the front door of my house, I still live with my parents and leave my luggage downstairs and make my way up to my room I don't want to wake my parents so I'll see them in the morning, I send Niall a quick text to let him know I am home in bed and finally drift off to sleep.

The familiar Australian heat wakes me up with the sun streaming through the window, I get up, go to the bathroom, wash my face, tie my hair up, send Niall a quick text I'll call him later and make my way down stairs where I am greeted my parents, we chat about my trip to Europe, I inform them what happened with Zayn also and my mum being my mum thinks maybe he isn't coping with fame and needs to take a step back. My mum and I then decide to go for a walk around my neighbourhood that I have been away from for so long, we have a girl chat, as we keep walking I notice a few photographers from a distance but mum and I just keep walking. After our walk mum and I have lunch on the corner which we always do I have missed my old routine to be honest and I am glad to be back home, I am just worried when Niall has breaks who will go where will he come here or will I go to London or Ireland and the fact Australia is literally on the other side of the world doesn't help.
I am laying up in my bed with my notebook writing possible song ideas tomorrow I am in the studio which I am looking forward too, I look at the time in Philippines where the boys are playing and see it's early afternoon, so I decide to give Niall a call.

"Hey babe"
"Hey darling" He replies
"Hows it going?" I ask
"Good, sounds different without Zayn but were managing." He says




A couple of weeks later I am woken up by my dad coming into my room and he tells me to turn the tv on, which I do and on every station has ZAYN MALIK HAS LEFT ONE DIRECTION! I then check social media and it confirms it as well, I then try call Niall but he doesn't answer. I can't believe this is happening maybe it's just a rumour but Zayn has been off lately I wonder how the boys are I wish I could be there right now but I am heading out next week. Dad and I are on the way to the hospital to see my brother who has gotten his wisdom teeth out the car ride I am just thinking I try calling Niall and the rest of the boys again but no one answers. As I step out of the car the paps have come out of no where and bombarding me
"DO YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ZAYN LEAVING?
"PLEASE CAN YOU CONFIRM HE HAS LEFT?"
I finally pass them and ignore their questions because the truth is I know nothing. I grab my phone out of my pocket and see a text from Niall

From Niall:
How did Anth go?? I'll call you later, a lot going on. Love you xxx

I respond to the message saying Anthony went fine and it was just his wisdom teeth and I said call me when you can, when he says a lot going on I think that confirms everything. I am sitting with my brother and his house and he actually wants to talk about this whole Zayn thing but I tell him I know nothing which is true at this point, he also tells me that he and Kylie are coming to Cape Town with me next week, which will be good.

"Niall what's going on?" I say as I get up from the couch
"He just left" is all he says
"Are you serious just like that?" I say
"Yepp!" Niall says popping the P.
"Look I gotta go, I'll speak to you later, Love you" you can hear the sadness in Niall's voice.
"Love you too," I say and hang up.

I am laying down in bed not being able to sleep I debate whether to message Zayn, na I'll just let him be for now. I have no idea what is going to happen now and I don't think the boys even know I think that's the scary part for them. I do understand Zayn's choice he needs to what is right for him and if leaving the band is it then so be it. But then the boys all five of them there brothers they grew their success together and have always stood by each other no matter what.

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