Will it, Won't it?

"Here take some." Niall hands me a plastic cup pf water, and I bring it to my lips and take a slow slip.
"What happened?"
"Your dehydrated and fainted." Niall informs me.

I am beyond frustrated and annoyed I mean is this going to be my life always passing out randomly. I can't look after myself how will I ever look after Eliza.

My anger and frustration builds up so I throw the cup across the room and start to sob.
"Hey, hey. Whats wrong?" Niall rushes to my side.
"I'm going to be such a crap mum. I can't even look after myself" I vent to him

"Hey you have experienced a very difficult labor, it won't be like this all the time. I promise you" Niall strokes my cheek and automatically I feel at ease. I smile at his sincere ocean blue eyes.

"I'm gonna get going let you rest ok love" Niall gets up.
"Wait Niall, can you please stay for a bit?" I beg him, looking like a love struck teenage girl. "Yea of course"
He takes his shoes off, and climbs into bed next to me.

All my life
You stood by me
When no one else was ever behind me
All these lights
They can't blind me
With your love, nobody can drag me down

Niall softly sings to me, and draws circular patterns on my arm.

We then both fall asleep in each others arms.


It is the next day and I am walking around the hospital for some excise. I have Kylie next to me "So how are you and Horan going?" she asks me.
I smirk "Were just concentrating on Eliza right now, nothing more". "Ok" she smiles.


I get back to my room and Niall walks in and passes Eliza to me.
"Hey angel" I kiss her tiny cheek. She has your smile, Niall says.
"Yea but she has your piercing blue eyes." I look up at him.

We look at each other and get lost in each others eyes I can see him come in a but closer. But are again interrupted by Eliza's cries. I hand her to Niall and she sways her side by side.

After five minutes she calms down. I see him look at his watch. "I need to go, I have to pack I leave to go back home, then go back on tour." My heart sinks. "yea no of course"
"Call me, Skype me if you need me." he smiles and places a kiss on my forehead.

"Bye Niall" I say and he leaves


It's been a couple of hours since he left. I honestly thought we would be back in each other's arms before he had to leave, well guess that only happens in fairytales.

Eliza starts to cry. I slowly pick her up. "Hey baby girl." I hug her and her tiny head is over my shoulder and I pat her back . "I know I miss him too" I say to my daughter and a falls from my right eye.

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