Will it, Won't it?
Eliza Maura Horan
Main Character's POV:
I want to open my eyes I want to so bad, but something isn't letting me. I want to meet my baby girl and hold her. I know Niall has been here always I can hear him speaking to me the other day he bought Eliza in I am so happy and content to know she is healthy and doing well. But I want to wake up to meet her and be a family. The other day Niall said to me when I am ready for him he will be waiting. To be honest I don't know if and when I will be ready for him again. I mean of course I want to be it's just so hard I can't seem to forgive myself for the heartache I put him through.
He is holding my hand now, god I miss him so much I can hear and feel everything that has been happening these past few days. But I just can't seem to wake up. Ok now concentrate on opening your eyes I try and open them but again nothing. Ahh this is so frustrating!
"Eliza say hello to mummy". I hear Niall say and I internally smile. Eliza my baby girl I chose Eliza because it's short for my mums name Elizabeth, and then obviously I put Maura has her middle name. I can feel Niall lay next to me with Eliza "say mummy you need to wake up" I hear Niall say if only he could hear me. I am trying to wake up I really am. Then I feel a tiny hand on my cheek my baby girl. Ok now try. Open your eyes, open them. I gasp to myself I can feel my eyelids moving around and trying to lift up, ok you can do this keep going. But then all of a sudden I begin coughing really bad. Niall immediately gets of the bed and with my eyes now slightly open but my vision is a bit blurry I see him put Eliza in the crib thats in my room and he rushes back over. "hey, hey love your ok, sit up slowly for me" and he helps me get up I wipe my eyes and my vision becomes more clear he hands me some water and I take a sip and rest my head on the now stacked up pillows.
"Hey" he says to me with a smile.
"HI" I whisper
"Can I see her please." I say "yea of course" he goes back to the crib and picks my baby girl up and hands me her. I am holding this precious little miracle in my arms she has Niall's ocean blue eyes and mine and his natural hair colour of and ash light brown and my smile.
"I've missed you so much baby girl." I play with one of her little hands. Niall is sitting on the edge of the bed and looking at us both, this moment cannot get any better. "Welcome to the world Eliza Maura Horan" I kiss her on the forehead. Niall then turns to me and smiles and places a small delicate kiss on my lips.
I want to open my eyes I want to so bad, but something isn't letting me. I want to meet my baby girl and hold her. I know Niall has been here always I can hear him speaking to me the other day he bought Eliza in I am so happy and content to know she is healthy and doing well. But I want to wake up to meet her and be a family. The other day Niall said to me when I am ready for him he will be waiting. To be honest I don't know if and when I will be ready for him again. I mean of course I want to be it's just so hard I can't seem to forgive myself for the heartache I put him through.
He is holding my hand now, god I miss him so much I can hear and feel everything that has been happening these past few days. But I just can't seem to wake up. Ok now concentrate on opening your eyes I try and open them but again nothing. Ahh this is so frustrating!
"Eliza say hello to mummy". I hear Niall say and I internally smile. Eliza my baby girl I chose Eliza because it's short for my mums name Elizabeth, and then obviously I put Maura has her middle name. I can feel Niall lay next to me with Eliza "say mummy you need to wake up" I hear Niall say if only he could hear me. I am trying to wake up I really am. Then I feel a tiny hand on my cheek my baby girl. Ok now try. Open your eyes, open them. I gasp to myself I can feel my eyelids moving around and trying to lift up, ok you can do this keep going. But then all of a sudden I begin coughing really bad. Niall immediately gets of the bed and with my eyes now slightly open but my vision is a bit blurry I see him put Eliza in the crib thats in my room and he rushes back over. "hey, hey love your ok, sit up slowly for me" and he helps me get up I wipe my eyes and my vision becomes more clear he hands me some water and I take a sip and rest my head on the now stacked up pillows.
"Hey" he says to me with a smile.
"HI" I whisper
"Can I see her please." I say "yea of course" he goes back to the crib and picks my baby girl up and hands me her. I am holding this precious little miracle in my arms she has Niall's ocean blue eyes and mine and his natural hair colour of and ash light brown and my smile.
"I've missed you so much baby girl." I play with one of her little hands. Niall is sitting on the edge of the bed and looking at us both, this moment cannot get any better. "Welcome to the world Eliza Maura Horan" I kiss her on the forehead. Niall then turns to me and smiles and places a small delicate kiss on my lips.
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Ouhh :)) just read your update. Omgg shucks I hope she's alright! What a cliffhanger tho! Please update soon! Its super interesting at this point right now!
11/10/15