Give it to me, I'm worth it
Baby, I'm worth it
Uh huh I'm worth it

"Oh Shut up, your worth nothing bitch" I yell out to the radio and change the station and Kylie is just looking at me, oh like it's any better Infinity comes on so I just switch the radio off. Infinity got released yesterday and I heard it once and then I heard it again and took notice in the lyrics, and to be honest I was hurt a bit the lyrics


All I ever wanted was the truth, yeah, yeah

Listening to it I feel like Niall is trying to tell me a direct message, but I just feel the song is a conversation Niall and I are having, while listening to it I automatically held my infinity necklace close to me and remembered the day Niall gave it to me and how he promised it will be the three of us until Infinity, so the song has a different message to me.

I told Kylie about the night Niall and I spent together and she couldn't believe it as well. I have actually written a couple of songs about that situation and the first one is getting released in a few hours and yes I hope Niall hears it, yep I've gone Taylor Siwft on his ass.

Kylie and I get home and just chill for a bit. I have been working on my album which will probably be my last one ever since I could die and all. I am even about to start making a video for my baby so hopefully when there old enough they can watch it and see who their mother was.
"You miss him, don't you?" Kylie asks me and I nod my head and touch my stomach.
"Why don't you just talk to him.?" she says
"No, you know I can't do that" I reply
"Why because he hurt you, just push it aside and talk to him." she responds. She stands up and places her hands on my shoulders "you are possibly not going to make it" she sobs and I start "he deserves to know, don't you think.
I don't answer her and just head up to my room and lay down and cry.

Niall's POV:
I put the radio up and beginning listening to her new song called 'Ghost'

You sent a text
It's like the wind changed your mind
We were best friends

I smile

Yeah, we were building our life

With every kiss, and every letter
Every promise of forever, oh
But you hit "Send"
And disappeared in front of my eyes

I don't know if I can listen to the rest of this song, my heart is breaking but she is telling the truth.

And now you’re just a ghost
When I look back never would have known that
You could be so cold
Like a stranger vanish like a vapor
There's just an echo where your heart used to be
Now I see it clearly

And there's just a pillow where your head used to sleep

That line hurts the most, the night we spent few weeks ago was the best feeling. But she doesn't want me in her life anymore and I have accepted that. Something has died
Now that I have made up my mind
I'll be alright
It doesn't haunt me at night

'Cause every gift, and every letter,
Every promise of forever
Now, it's out of sight
Like you were never alive

And now you’re just a ghost
When I look back never would have known that
You could be so cold
Like a stranger vanish like a vapor
There's just an echo where your heart used to be
Now I see it clearly
And there's just a pillow where your head used to sleep
My vision's 20/20
I see through you now

Now, now, now, now, now
Now, now, now, now, now

So rest in peace
I'll see you on the other side

I feel somehow really guilty right now maybe I should of stayed and fought for her and my baby. I guess it is what it is now and now I can just continue with my life without her because once once again I stuffed up and now I am just a 'ghost' to her.

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