Will it, Won't it?

"How big is this gift" Kylie carries Liam's birthday present through the hotel door
"Please be carful with it, it took me so long to make" I say sitting down, I made Liam a long rectangular frame with pictures of his life in it and I must say I did a pretty good job. Sophia and Liam are on the tenth floor and the rest of everyone while Kylie and I are on the twelfth so Liam will be up in a minute.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAYNO" I run up and hug him
"Hahaha thank you my love" he pulls back and gives me kiss on the cheek. As he goes and sits down I feel my phone ringing so I head into the other room and answer it.



"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I scream out very, very loud
"LIAM, LIAM, LIAM, LIAM" I start shaking him
"OH MY GOD, WHAT, IS EVERYTHING OK" He shouts up and I am on such a high right now
"LIAM, LIAM GUESS WHAT?"
"WHATTTTT" he replies frustrated I think
"OK SO GUESS WHO I WILL BE DOING A SONG WITH ?"
"who love?" he replies and I cannot stop smiling right now
"JAY FRIKEN ZZZZZ" I say and Liams mouth drops
"WHAT ARE YOU FRIKEN SERIOUS" he says just as excited as me
"Screw my birthday, we are celebrating this" he says and I laugh
"oh wait your birthday, your gift" I disappear in the other room to get it
I come back in and Liam sees me carrying it and immediately takes it from my hand and lays it on the bed.
"Happy Birthday" I say
"Wow you made this." he asks
"Yep, I have many talents" I say
"Aww thanks I love it" he says and hugs me

"Wow Jay Z I can't believe it" Sophia says, Liam, Soph, Kylie and myself are out to dinner for his birthday dinner
I nod my head I also told Liam that tomorrow he can come to the studio to see me and Jay record and he nearly fainted but of course he and Soph are coming.
We finish dinner no paps outside thank god, "Ok so I'm getting a tattoo" Liam says randomly. While waiting for Liam Kylie and I are at some little cafe having hot chocolate and I am waiting for her to order and I am just scrolling down on my phone on Twitter and I see this video of Niall and some other people dancing I am smiling and laughing at his hat he loves so much, I swear I miss that hat so much,I laugh at his silliness and then I see Jade in the video as well and he is twirling her around and a pain in my heart comes and I can't help but feel jealous.
"Two much needed hot chocolates" Kylie comes with our drinks and snaps me out of it.
"You ok?" she asks me and I just nod.

Are they maybe dating? I can't help but wonder I should not even be feeling like this I mean I have no right.


"So do you like it?" Liam puts his hand out and I look at his newest addition of tattoos


http://images.twistmagazine.com/uploads/images/file/22030/liam-payne-tattoo.jpg?fit=crop&h=500&w=500
"what's with the skull" I ask
"Dunno just like it" he says and I chuckle. We head in the car and make our way back to the hotel.


Niall's POV:
Wow people are really digging into this dancing video that Jade and I are in, there is nothing going on between us we are only friends, besides I would feel guilty anyway, I don't know why I just would. I get up on this nice sunny morning and head to the bathroom I have the radio on as I am taking my pants off and just now in my boxes then I hear a familiar voice

I felt picture perfect
On and off a shelf to a broken frame of mind, a broken frame of mind

It's her, I can hear her voice coming from the radio so I sit back on my bed and listen to her beautiful magical voice

It comes back and haunts me
A bullet undercover, it fooled me every time, it fooled me every time

But even if I lose it all
I've got so much left to give, I won't give up, no, no
My heart's on the front-line, I'm not afraid

This must be her new single, gosh she is doing great climbing the charts everywhere, this is what I want for her to live a beautiful live she deserves and she is following her dreams.

I will love you
Like I've never been hurt
Run through fire for you
Like I've never been burned.
I'm gonna risk it all like I've never lost
Gonna give it all I've got
I will love you,
I will love like I've never been hurt, never been hurt

I listen to the lyrics carefully and remember before we were officially together she was afraid to fall in love again but she wanted to take that chance again with me and with everything she has been through she was still going to take that chance with me.

You set fire to ashes
You fought through the darkness and brought me back to life, you brought me back to life

So even if I lose it all
I got so much left to give, I won't give up, no, no
My heart's on the front-line, I'm not afraid

I will love you,
Like I've never been hurt
Run through fire for you,
Like I've never been burned
I'm gonna risk it all like I've never lost
Gonna give it all I've got
I will love you,
I will love like I've never been hurt, never been hurt

I will love you and forever
I will love you like I never
Like I never heard goodbye
Like I never heard a lie
Like I'm falling into love for the first time
Yeah


Wow her voice has actually improved a lot, her, and this song is amazing. I wonder if the child will take up singing or playing instruments as well, but I guess I will never know. I just wish I could be with her just one last time, just to hold her, kiss her and touch her, I miss her so much. The night it all happened I just walked away I know I probably should of said something but I just left, because I felt like I am not fit to be a father, but then I realised that was something that I needed to communicate with her I am afraid to be a dad Louis has been talking to me and everything he is feeling I am feeling but I have no one to express that too.

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