Will it, Won't it?

"Hey love are you coming to the show?" Sophia asks me and I shake my head
"Oh come on you cannot stay here by yourself" she says, "Soph don't you think it might be a bit weird" I say truthfully.
"He won't even notice your there, I promise"
I debate whether to go to the show tonight I mean Soph's right he won't see me, and I really don't want to stay at the hotel all alone.
"Ok fine, give me five" I give in
I go back into my room and get changed

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I am sitting with Louise, Lux, Sophia and Lottie everything is all good with us now.
"Ok you are all done" Lottie says to me I look in the mirror closely and she has done an amazing job on my make up
"WOW thanks Lots, it looks great!" I say and get up off the chair so Soph can sit down and Lottie can do her makeup, "Love Niall is coming to get his hair done, you can hide in here, I'll try and not be too long" Lou says to me as she points to the door, I feel so stupid hiding from Niall but oh well. I am inside this little room, but thank god Lottie and Sophia moved the makeup stuff to be in here with me, they are doing their own thing while my head is plastered against the door so I can hear what Niall and Lou are saying. I open the door a little bit and I am in full view of Niall and Lou doing his hair, I can see him actually see him but I try and be careful he won't see me.

"UNCLE NIAL" Lux runs over to him, Niall places her on his lap
"What do you have there?" he asks her pointing to the piece of paper she is holding
"I drew all of my uncles on stage" she says and he turns and looks at her
"WOW, can you point to them and tell me who's who" he says
"There's Uncle Li, Lou, Harry and there's you" she says pointing to different parts of the paper.
"What about Uncle Zayn" he replies with a chuckle
"Nope, he lost the right to be my uncle when he left" she says and Niall laughs out loud and so do I
"Ok Princess, mummy has finished with me now, I have to go, see you later!" he says and kisses her on the cheek
"Bye Uncle Niall" Lux jumps off him and runs the other way.



"All my life you stood by me when no one else was ever behind me
All these lights they can't blind me, with your love nobody can drag me down
nobody, nobody, nobody can drag me down"

The boys sing on stage and my eyes have not left Niall once and old memories of us, I am mouthing the words also to the song as it is always on repeat on my phone, and I am not embraced to admit it. Ever since the night the baby first kicked I have been going out of my mind asking and questioning myself about the decision I have made. When Niall sings his solo I can't help but tear up gosh what is wrong with me? I need some air so I decide to step out for a bit, I start to walk and tun around back at the stage and look straight at Niall and I can feel him looking back I think, but probably not I mean there like a million other people in here.


Niall's POV:
I've got fire for a heart
I'm not scared of the dark
You never seen it look so easy
I got a river for a soul
And baby you're a boat
Baby you're my only reason


I finish my solo and look up and turn my head and notice someone was it? I recognise her from anywhere, She is only five foot, not even she has skinny chicken legs just like mine and medium length brown hair, no Niall it's not her get with it.

Nobody, nobody
Nobody can me drag me down.

I finish the song with the lads.

"Ok now for some Twitter questions" Liam says.

"This one is for you Niall" Louis says
"let's have it" I reply
"Ok Niall" Louis has he arm around me, and looking at the screen
"Yes Louis" I sarcastically reply
"Would you ever date a fan"? he asks , that's assuming your single" he adds in. Then he mouths 'sorry' and I just shake my head.
"Umm well Louis" I say and look back at the crowd who are loud, some crying and some of them probably passed out
"Yes I would date a fan" I say to make everyone happy and the all cheer, truth is I only want to date my number one fan in the whole world.

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