Will it, Won't it?
Disneyland
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"THANK YOU LIAM" mwaa Sophia kisses him on the cheek.
"I feel so sorry for you right now" I turn to Liam and put my arm on his shoulder
"You know I think you are the only one who does feel sorry for me" he replies and I laugh and I see Sophia and her new giant panda, we have been here at Disneyland for about five hours and I am started to get tired but everyone has agreed to call it a day, there have been no paps what so ever (mental hi five) a few fans but Soph and I weren't around. It has been a very fun day with Li, Soph, Karen, Geoff and Nicola and of course Paddy guarding us all. I got to know Liam's family a bit better and just having chats with them, all the 1d families are so similar, working class backgrounds and such down to earth people, talking to the Payne's I felt like I was talking with Bobby and Maura, who I admit I haven't spoken to in a while but I will get on it or would it be to weird, no I'll call them just for my own piece of mind. We are all trying to get in the van but all of Sophia's toys are getting in the way "geez Soph did Liam even get to do what he wanted today" I ask as I am eating my pretzel, "NO" Liam shouts out from the front
"Love you Liam" Sophia replies "Love you too babe" Liam says I am in such awe they are so cute.
"Look, look Soph did you see my photo with Buzz?" Liam turns himself from the front and hands his phone to her and smiles and nods
"TO INFINITY AND BEYOND!" Liam shouts out, and I look down on my neck and hold up my necklace.
"Hey turn it up I LOVE THIS SONG" I say and Liam does and laughs, Drag me down is playing and Sophia are moving our shoulders and singing to it.
"If I didn't have you there would be nothing left" I sing Harry's part
("nothing left") Sophia tries to sing best she can and she laughs while doing it
"The shell of a man who could never be his best" I go again
("be his best") Soph's turn
"If I didn't have you, I'd never see the sun"'
("see the sun") we both point out the window to the sun
"You taught me how to be someone, yeah" I finish off
"Nobody, nobody
Nobody can drag me down"
Liam randomly joins in and Soph and I just laugh
"Lucky my parents and sister went back to their hotel they would think their son is weird" Liam says and Paddy laughs
"They don't think your weird Liam" I say and before he has chance to respond I say "They know your weird"
"Hmm I wonder who sings this song anyway?" Sophia sarcastically asks
"Hmm I heard it's that band, the one where one of them has a fear of spoons" I reply
Liam just shakes his head.
"Ahh what a day" I collapse on the bed and whisper to myself,
"Come in" I say to the knock on the door." Louis and Harry come in
"Hey how was your day?" Harry ask me as he sits next to me
"Ahh exhausting, on top of that the little kids screaming everywhere I swear I could of k---" I say Louis and Harry look at me
"We thought we should keep you company" Louis says patting my leg
"Aww you guys are too kind" I say with excitement.
"You should find someone who loves you too"
"I have she is standing right in front of me"
Harry and I both our heads turn and we are now facing each other but i quickly turn my head back to the tv and I can see on the corner of my eyes he is doing his famous smirk, and I can't help but smile a bit, was that a moment we just had? no it can't be
"WHAT???" Louis yells
"This cannot be happening, he says covering his mouth.
"Do you see this?" He says pointing at the screen and I nod
We are watching Gossip Girl and Blair just married Loui
"She belongs with Chuck!" he says, me and Harry just look at each other and shake our heads
"WOW I really need to watch some sport or something now" Louis says and he grabs the remote to change the station. I get up and head into the kitchen. I am looking in the fridge and I grab some left over pasta and out it in the microwave.
"Need any help" I jump nearly dropping the plate
"Oh my god, Harry you scared the shit out of me" I say with my hand on my chest.
"Sorry, sorry" he comes up to me "it's ok, just don't do it again Styles or I'll cut your hair off" I say and we both chuckle. I put the food in the microwave and take a seat wrapping my arm around my stomach.
"Hey are you ok" Harry asks me with a worried look, "Why does it look like your in pain? he pulls the chair our next to me and rubs my back.
"Oh it's nothing, just the baby is kicking" I say with a smile
"Really!" he exclaims
"Yea" I say and move in discomfort, I'm not used to all the kicking just yet.
"Do you want me to get Ni---" he says and I remain silent "Sorry, it was just a ---
"It's ok" I reply "Um did you want to have a feel?" Shit should I have asked him that?
"Is that ok, I'd love too" and I smile and nod and he sits back down and places his large hands on my tiny stomach.
Harry's POV:
She smiles and nods, and I place my large hands carefully on her little stomach I make sure not to be too rough because there is a little person growing inside her stomach.
KICK
Wow this feeling is so indescribable I mean there is a life inside that is being active and is going to be in this world soon. Niall told me and the lads of course everything that happened and yes of course I feel bad for him, but he said himself he deserved it, but he has been punishing himself for a real long time now. I can hear her sniffle, "Oh my god I'm sorry am I hurting you." I ask her, "No, no of course not" she replies
"Hey, look at me" I say and lift her chin so she can see me tears are in her eyes and my heart breaks this should be a happy time, "Whats wrong, you can tell me anything" I assure her
"It's just everything Harry, I'm all alone in this and yes I know I put myself in that position but I am just trying to do what is best, but what if it's not for the best what if I have screwed everything up" she says and cries into my shoulder.
"Hey" I say rubbing her back "Everything will be ok, I promise you, and you are not alone ok never, you have me and Soph and Liam and Louis god help this kid with having uncles like us and you have your family. Look at me" I say and cup my hands on her face gently "You are never ever going to be alone, come here" I say I can't help but tear up a bit myself and pull her into chest and hug her again. "It's like you say everything happens for a reason, and even if you don't know why that reason is just yet in time everything will be more clear" I recite her insightful and truthful words. She pulls out of my embrace "Thank you Harry" She says and kisses me on my cheek. I have accepted that Niall is the father of this baby, and I have accepted that we will probably not be together like a couple anymore. But I am so thankful that she is still in my life if she wasn't that would be so much worse and only her and I understand what kind of love we had, and I know deep down we both love each other but we just weren't mean to be, but I'm ok with that.
"THANK YOU LIAM" mwaa Sophia kisses him on the cheek.
"I feel so sorry for you right now" I turn to Liam and put my arm on his shoulder
"You know I think you are the only one who does feel sorry for me" he replies and I laugh and I see Sophia and her new giant panda, we have been here at Disneyland for about five hours and I am started to get tired but everyone has agreed to call it a day, there have been no paps what so ever (mental hi five) a few fans but Soph and I weren't around. It has been a very fun day with Li, Soph, Karen, Geoff and Nicola and of course Paddy guarding us all. I got to know Liam's family a bit better and just having chats with them, all the 1d families are so similar, working class backgrounds and such down to earth people, talking to the Payne's I felt like I was talking with Bobby and Maura, who I admit I haven't spoken to in a while but I will get on it or would it be to weird, no I'll call them just for my own piece of mind. We are all trying to get in the van but all of Sophia's toys are getting in the way "geez Soph did Liam even get to do what he wanted today" I ask as I am eating my pretzel, "NO" Liam shouts out from the front
"Love you Liam" Sophia replies "Love you too babe" Liam says I am in such awe they are so cute.
"Look, look Soph did you see my photo with Buzz?" Liam turns himself from the front and hands his phone to her and smiles and nods
"TO INFINITY AND BEYOND!" Liam shouts out, and I look down on my neck and hold up my necklace.
"Hey turn it up I LOVE THIS SONG" I say and Liam does and laughs, Drag me down is playing and Sophia are moving our shoulders and singing to it.
"If I didn't have you there would be nothing left" I sing Harry's part
("nothing left") Sophia tries to sing best she can and she laughs while doing it
"The shell of a man who could never be his best" I go again
("be his best") Soph's turn
"If I didn't have you, I'd never see the sun"'
("see the sun") we both point out the window to the sun
"You taught me how to be someone, yeah" I finish off
"Nobody, nobody
Nobody can drag me down"
Liam randomly joins in and Soph and I just laugh
"Lucky my parents and sister went back to their hotel they would think their son is weird" Liam says and Paddy laughs
"They don't think your weird Liam" I say and before he has chance to respond I say "They know your weird"
"Hmm I wonder who sings this song anyway?" Sophia sarcastically asks
"Hmm I heard it's that band, the one where one of them has a fear of spoons" I reply
Liam just shakes his head.
"Ahh what a day" I collapse on the bed and whisper to myself,
"Come in" I say to the knock on the door." Louis and Harry come in
"Hey how was your day?" Harry ask me as he sits next to me
"Ahh exhausting, on top of that the little kids screaming everywhere I swear I could of k---" I say Louis and Harry look at me
"We thought we should keep you company" Louis says patting my leg
"Aww you guys are too kind" I say with excitement.
"You should find someone who loves you too"
"I have she is standing right in front of me"
Harry and I both our heads turn and we are now facing each other but i quickly turn my head back to the tv and I can see on the corner of my eyes he is doing his famous smirk, and I can't help but smile a bit, was that a moment we just had? no it can't be
"WHAT???" Louis yells
"This cannot be happening, he says covering his mouth.
"Do you see this?" He says pointing at the screen and I nod
We are watching Gossip Girl and Blair just married Loui
"She belongs with Chuck!" he says, me and Harry just look at each other and shake our heads
"WOW I really need to watch some sport or something now" Louis says and he grabs the remote to change the station. I get up and head into the kitchen. I am looking in the fridge and I grab some left over pasta and out it in the microwave.
"Need any help" I jump nearly dropping the plate
"Oh my god, Harry you scared the shit out of me" I say with my hand on my chest.
"Sorry, sorry" he comes up to me "it's ok, just don't do it again Styles or I'll cut your hair off" I say and we both chuckle. I put the food in the microwave and take a seat wrapping my arm around my stomach.
"Hey are you ok" Harry asks me with a worried look, "Why does it look like your in pain? he pulls the chair our next to me and rubs my back.
"Oh it's nothing, just the baby is kicking" I say with a smile
"Really!" he exclaims
"Yea" I say and move in discomfort, I'm not used to all the kicking just yet.
"Do you want me to get Ni---" he says and I remain silent "Sorry, it was just a ---
"It's ok" I reply "Um did you want to have a feel?" Shit should I have asked him that?
"Is that ok, I'd love too" and I smile and nod and he sits back down and places his large hands on my tiny stomach.
Harry's POV:
She smiles and nods, and I place my large hands carefully on her little stomach I make sure not to be too rough because there is a little person growing inside her stomach.
KICK
Wow this feeling is so indescribable I mean there is a life inside that is being active and is going to be in this world soon. Niall told me and the lads of course everything that happened and yes of course I feel bad for him, but he said himself he deserved it, but he has been punishing himself for a real long time now. I can hear her sniffle, "Oh my god I'm sorry am I hurting you." I ask her, "No, no of course not" she replies
"Hey, look at me" I say and lift her chin so she can see me tears are in her eyes and my heart breaks this should be a happy time, "Whats wrong, you can tell me anything" I assure her
"It's just everything Harry, I'm all alone in this and yes I know I put myself in that position but I am just trying to do what is best, but what if it's not for the best what if I have screwed everything up" she says and cries into my shoulder.
"Hey" I say rubbing her back "Everything will be ok, I promise you, and you are not alone ok never, you have me and Soph and Liam and Louis god help this kid with having uncles like us and you have your family. Look at me" I say and cup my hands on her face gently "You are never ever going to be alone, come here" I say I can't help but tear up a bit myself and pull her into chest and hug her again. "It's like you say everything happens for a reason, and even if you don't know why that reason is just yet in time everything will be more clear" I recite her insightful and truthful words. She pulls out of my embrace "Thank you Harry" She says and kisses me on my cheek. I have accepted that Niall is the father of this baby, and I have accepted that we will probably not be together like a couple anymore. But I am so thankful that she is still in my life if she wasn't that would be so much worse and only her and I understand what kind of love we had, and I know deep down we both love each other but we just weren't mean to be, but I'm ok with that.
@ms yn
Ouhh :)) just read your update. Omgg shucks I hope she's alright! What a cliffhanger tho! Please update soon! Its super interesting at this point right now!
11/10/15