Will it, Won't it?

WELL THESE NEON LIGHTS DON'T SEEM TO BE BLINDING NIALL HORAN, THE FAMOUS IRISH LAD AND THE REST OF THE 1D BOYS PERFORMED THEIR NEW SINGLE ON GMA. DRAG ME DOWN WHICH IS CLIMBING THE CHARTS AS WE SPEAK, "THESE LIGHT'S THEY CAN'T BLIND ME" COULD IT POSSIBLY MEAN "LIGHTS" BE NEON LIGHTS. HIS EX WAS ON GMA PERFORMING HER NEW SINGLE AND PROMOTING HER NEW ALBUM AND THE SONG NEON LIGHTS HAS BEEN LINKED TO DRAG ME DOWN.

"Where do people come up with this?" I whisper to myself and shut the computer lid down, Crap now Niall is going to know where I am.
I hear a knock at the door, shit he knows its him, crap what do i do?

"Hey it's Louis," phew I can breathe again. I get up and answer the door and there is standing Lou and a girl next to him who seems a bit shy.
"Hey love" he and the girl walk in, "Oh sorry this is um, Brianna" she reaches her out and smiles, wow she is very shy. I take her hand and shake it.
"Wow you too are going to make a good looking kid" I say randomly. "See told you she was random" Louis says
"Ok I'll leave you ladies to it" I smile and nod and he kisses Brianna on the cheek and makes his way out.





"So pregnant buddies" I say and Brianna and I laugh.
We have been talking for an hour and we hit it off really well, she is a lovely girl, her and Lou are going to make great parents. We talk about pregnant stuff and how they are both a bit scared and I told her my situation with Niall, she was taken back a bit but she said to me Lou promised he would never leave and something that Niall said made him mature up a bit, what did Niall say, because Lou told me the exact same thing.
"So umm are you and Louis you know? I ask her
"Oh no, were just friends, I know that sounds weird but yea" she replies
"No it's not weird at all, I mean if it works for you". I smile
"And to be honest I think he is still hung up on his ex" she says
"Oh what makes you say that" I reply
"Well when I first told him he was going to father, the first thing he said how's Eleanor going to react" yep he still carries a torch for her.



Niall is sitting at the piano looking very very sexy, and I am on the couch with a beer in my hand smiling at him.
"So you know how I learnt how to play, I thought I would test my skills on my number one fan" he says making me blush, I take a sip of my beer. "Go ahead superstar." I say and raise the beer bottle up to him.
He starts playing and automatically I recognise the melody to my favourite song ever.

Don't go changing, to try and please me
You never let me down before
Don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore
I would not leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are

Wow Niall is a real fast learner, he is playing that Piano like he has played his whole life. He has chosen my favourite song 'Just the way you are' Billy Joel, he is one of my favourite artist and I introduced Niall to his music and fell in love with it just like I did. My dad introduced me to his music and whenever we are in the car we would play it, the first time I heard this song I fell in love with it, like some songs it takes a while to like it, but nope not this song from the start I loved it, and hearing Niall play it for me is amazing, maybe better than the original shhh.

Don't go trying some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
You always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care

I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are


He is still paying staring right into my eyes making me blush, I take both my hands and place them on my face and cover my face I have never blushed so much in my life, oh god what he does to me.


I flutter my eyes open and my head remains on the pillow, I am sleeping on my side, my eyes are fully open I use my hand to wipe away tears that I have coming down, remembering that felt so real I just wish I could go back. I jolt up and rest my back against the pillows on the bed. I am waiting for Sophia, Lottie and Brianna and we are all going to hang out.

I get out of the bed, head into the bathroom wash my face, apply a little make up, head back into the bedroom I go into my suitcase, but before I have the chance to get there I feel a sharp pain in my stomach. I stop and blink my eyes and put my arm around my stomach, I go to reach my phone but then I realise what is happening, I lay on the bed flat and place my hand on my stomach and feel this little miracle inside of me kicking.
The baby is kicking for the first time, and I am all alone, still I have my hand on my stomach,
"hey little peanut, mummy is here, I love you" KICK wow that was a big one "WOW your a tough one aren't you" KICK. "Ok is that enough for one day please" I chuckle, KICK "Wow ok "I grab my phone put the headphones in.

You'll never love yourself, half as much as I love you
And you'll never treat yourself right darling, but I want you to
If I let you know I'm here for you

I have the headphone to my stomach, and the kicking stops I can't help but cry, I wipe my tears away and get up from the bed, slowly and straighten myself out and head out the door.

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