Will it, Won't it?

I am inside my hotel room, just woken up from my much needed nap, Soph has text me asking to meet Louis in his room, and her and Liam will be in there after their dinner, she also told me Niall is with them so the chance of me running into is none. I am in a funny mood today so I decide to put my headphones in, I make my way to Loui's room bopping my head along to the music, he answers the door, and I walk in
"NOBODY CAN DRAG ME DOWN, NOBODY, NOBODY" I yell coming in, singing along and dancing silly to drag me down
"So you like the new single then"? Louis asks me as I take my headphones out and I nod
"LOVE IT, you boys have nailed it again, and even managed to make number one in Australia." I say
"Oh wow, well thanks for that latest stat, we had no idea" he says and I chuckle.


I have been with Louis for about and hour and he tells me all about the pregnancy and Brianna and how scared she is, I feel for this poor girl because well I am in the exact same position as her, well she does have Louis. He tells me that he is afraid and then he said Niall told him something that made him snap out of it, hmm I wonder what it was. Brianna is staying with her parents now and I will get to meet her tomorrow, however there is one question I still need to ask Lou.
"So, umm this maybe a bit awkward but has anyone told El? I ask
"Umm yea, my mum did, apparently she took it ok" He replies.
"Oh ok" I say, I won't say anymore as it is still a bit of a touchy subject.


"Hey you getting all ready to hit the stage again" Sophia ask me as she walks in my dressing room, I am getting my hair and makeup dine for GMA
"Yea should be fun". I reply "Got my belly belt and all" I say and she comes sits next to me, I still wear the belly belt so hopefully people won't notice but for four months I am not that big. My outfit is a plain striped t.shirt dress, with open toed wedges and sunglasses (picture - minus hat and bag) since it is hot here in New York, and I will be performing in Central Park. I had no idea the boys would be performing, but it's ok I can avoid him, they are on stage now and hopefully when I go on stage they will be gone. I am performing five songs first one is On my way (from first album) then Somebody Loves you. Then I will do my charity single Lift, and then my two new singles that have been released during the week. I am all done and the boys have finished their interview, and now they are performing, I peek my head around the corner and spot Andy and Sophia and Lottie I go up to them and Lottie gives me a hug hello and I stand with them to watch the boys perform, I am at a pretty safe distance here. As usual they are amazing and when they sing Drag me down I can't keep my eyes off Niall although what are the thrills at the end of shirt, anyway. Harry starts the song nicely, then after his solo he disappears in his own world and is doing whatever Harry does, I still watch Niall and he is mouthing the words that Louis is singing and he is getting the crowd all wiled up and I laugh and admire his stage presence, gosh I wish he could see me right now. Liam starts singing and then Niall together and Niall's arms are up clapping, along with the rest of the crowd, "His hat doesn't even sit on his head properly" Sophia says laughing putting her head down and two fingers on the bridge of her nose, I laugh with her "Can't ruin quiff" I reply. I swear every time Niall sings, it's just like the whole world stops turning and it's just him and nothing else matters.
"Oh no"I say blink my eyes.
"What's wrong love?" Soph comes rushing to my side, "His on the guitar" I say referring to Niall and they have started singing 'No control' Soph just looks at me, "It's such a turn on" I chuckle and she slaps my arm lightly "Ew"
"Ok take my hand now please" I grab Sophia's hand, I need it Niall's solo that used to be Zayn's in the song is coming up.
Fan girl moment much.




I see the crowd and there is so many people I hope some of them leave I can't perform in front of this many people I will die.
"You'll be ok lovely" Sophia says to me and I nod and smile. "I'll stay here with you" she winks at me and I give her a thank you hug.

It is now my turn to go on stage.

You were amazing out there, I told you, you could do it" Niall says

I reminisce those words Niall to me the first time I ever performed at Capital One at Wembley, and all of a sudden my nerves disappear.


"SO I WANTED TO SAY A MASSIVE THANK YOU FOR GETTING THIS SONG TO NUMBER ONE, IT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME AND YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN AMAZING WITH ALL YOUR GENEROUS DONATIONS WE HAVE MANAGED TO RAISE MORE THAN A MILLION DOLLARS, SO THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH" I say in the mic and go ahead and sing 'Lift'

"OK SO THIS IS MY BRAND NEW SINGLE IF YOU KNOW THE WORDS SING ALONG, THIS IS NEON LIGHTS"

Baby, when they look up at the sky
We'll be shootin' stars just passin' by
You'll be comin' home with me tonight
We'll be burnin' up like neon lights

Be still, my heart 'cause it's freakin' out, it's freakin' out, right now
Shining like stars 'cause we're beautiful, we're beautiful, right now
You're all I see in all these places
You're all I see in all these faces
So let's pretend we're running out of time, of time

Baby, when they look up at the sky
We'll be shootin' stars just passin' by
You'll be comin' home with me tonight
And we'll be burnin' up like neon lights

Baby, when they look up at the sky
We'll be shootin' stars just passin' by
You'll be comin' home with me tonight
And we'll be burnin' up like neon lights


Neon lights
Neon lights
Neon lights
Like neon lights, oh
Like neon lights, oh




The crowd cheered as I finished and surpassingly they knew the lyrics and were singing along. I have missed being on stage just the adrenalin and happiness you feel knowing you are making other people smile is a great feeling. I then go along and sing my next single which is 'Gone Tonight'


How did I get hungover without a drink
Why are my eyes so bloodshot
Why do they sting
Sometimes we get so angry
It just keeps coming
How do we stop
Wanna stop
Wanna stop

Oh, we claw and we fall
and we doubt along the way
We've been misunderstood
Yeah, it hurts with this fear and pain

But it's gone tonight
Nothing in the way
Go forward, forward
Nothing not to say
It's our world, our world
Trouble's gone tonight
Right under the bridge like water, water
Promising to love you harder, harder, harder

I'm without this raw emotion
Fresh in my mind
I'm gonna play you
Make you take all your time
Sometimes it feels so fatal
We survived it
Never stop, never stop, never stop

I lost, never thought
that I'd doubt you along the way
I'll take the bad for the good
Gonna hurt with this fear and pain

But it's gone tonight
Nothing in the way
Go forward, forward
Nothing not to say
It's our world, our world
Trouble's gone tonight
Right under the bridge like water, water
Promising to love you harder, harder, harder

It's like a cripple in my heart
Cripple in part
I don't understand
We get so dark
Here we go again
Another argument
I don't wanna go back to the start
No, no, no
I don't wanna go back
No, no, no

It's gone tonight
Nothing in the way
Go forward, forward
Nothing not to say
It's our world, our world
Trouble's gone tonight
Right under the bridge like water, water
Promising to love you harder, harder, harder

Gone tonight
Oh, oh
Promising to love you harder, harder, harder
Gone tonight
Oh, oh
Oh, oh

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