Will it, Won't it?

"Ok are you ready?" Kylie ask me, we are sitting on my bed and she has her phone with headphones plugged in. I nod and she sits next to me and I put a headphone in my ear.

I've got fire for a heart
I'm not scared of the dark
You never seen it look so easy
I got a river for a soul
And baby you're a boat
Baby you're my only reason

That is clearly Harry, so far so good, it sounds more mature and more meaningful

If I didn't have you there would be nothing left
The shell of a man who could never be his best
If I didn't have you, I'd never see the sun
You taught me how to be someone, yea


That's Louis, I can always tell his voice.

All my life
You stood by me
When no one else was ever behind me
All these lights
They can't blind me
With your love, nobody can drag me down


Liam obviously, oh god his he next I don't know if I can do this just hearing his voice will make me cry

All my life
You stood by me

Yep, yep it's Niall wow he sounds so much more manly

When no one else was ever behind me
All these lights
They can't blind me
With your love, nobody can drag me down

A smile sweeps across my face, I am so in love with this song Niall's part is very relative to how we were, I mean we always supported each other and without each other we would not have gotten by.

Nobody, Nobody
Nobody can drag me down
Nobody, Nobody
Nobody can drag me down


I've got fire for a heart
I'm not scared of the dark
You never seen it look so easy
I got a river for a should
And baby you're a boat
Baby you're my only reason



Niall sings again and I smile and place hand on my tummy, "That's your daddy" I say and Kylie turns around and smiles. I am surprised she is still listening to the song as well and liking it.


"Well that was, a tad obvious" Kylie says taking the headphone out of her ear
"Shut it" I wake her
"It's actually a good song" she says
"Yea it is" I reply

Niall's POV:
Louis has called us all into his room, with some announcement which is probably to tell us he has already pre ordered FIFA or something.
"So what is so important you have to tell us at two in the morning?" I ask, everyone knows if I don't sleep I am grumpy, well I have been grumpy a lot lately.
"Ok lads so, I don't really know how this happened, I mean I know how"
"Spit it out Lou" Harry says and I agree
"Well you all remember Brianna" we all nod, just get to the point Lou
"Yea well she's pregnant, which is kind of an inconvenience I mean everyone know I'm like the least mature person here how am I going to raise a kid?" he reveals, Ok I agree with the first part about him being the least mature Louis is like a big kid, but when he said the second part about not being abel to raise a kid it gets me angry. So I go up to him grab him by the collar and pin him against the wall "LISTEN HERE MATE, YOU MIGHT NOT BE READY, BUT PUT YOUR INSECURITIES ASIDE AND BE THERE FOR HER, DO NOT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES I HAVE" I yell at him and Liam and Harry pull me off him, with that I walk out the door. I can't believe him I mean no one is ever really ready to be a father but he needs to grow a pair and start being more mature and take on this situation because trust me he does not want to end up like me I am living proof of a disappointment. When she ended things I didn't even bother to fight it, because I know I deserve it, I was never there and I screwed up but the thing is I'm not mad at her I could never be, I just want the best life for her and my child and if me being out of the picture is it, then I will just have to endure it. I still think about her every day, what she's doing, how she's feeling everything she is still on my mind. I loved her charity single and saw her Ghana video and the music video she made for it her song lift is so inspiring and I am so happy it is number one here in America I love how she interacted with the kids in the video and how she plays soccer with them it just assures me she is going to be a great mum to our child. I wonder if she's heard drag me down? if she has does she like it? does she know it's for her?

Main character's POV:
Who the hell is calling me at three in the friken morning, I turn around to pick up my phone not bothering to look at the caller ID
"Hello" I yawn
"OK I KNOW YOU HAVE A LOT GOING ON RIGHT NOW, BUT I REALLY NEED YOU HERE, SO CAN YOU PUT YOUR CRAP ASIDE WITH NIALL AND PLEASE HELP ME"
I jolt up "Louis what are you talking about and why are you yelling"? I ask him
"I JUST, I JUST, REALLY FREAKED OUT AND I REALLY NEED MY FIREND HERE, I MEAN COME ON ALL THOSE TIMES WE--"
"Louis SHUT IT, Tell me what is wrong and I will help you" I say
"I'm sorry it's just Brianna is freaked out and so am I and I know your in the exact same situation as her and she is really freaking out and I just thought you could maybe talk to her" he sniffles and I can't help but laugh a little.
"Oh Louis of course, anything you need I'll fly out and meet her and talk to her, but one thing Lou"
"Yes" he replies
"A very important rule, never ever yell at a pregnant woman, got it?"
"Right got it sorry love" he replies
"Ok so I'll send you the itinerary and you'll be here,?" he asks again. "Yes of course I will"
"Ok thanks so much" he says
"Louis just relax ok, try not to stress, otherwise you will make her stress and we don't want that". I say
"Right ok thanks, I'll see you later" he says "Ok bye" and I hang up.

It is the next morning and I am packing, I spoke to Sophia earlier and she understands my distance, but I still apologised like a million times. She has assured me that when I come over and see them that I will be staying with her and Liam, great third wheel. She also promises that she will do her best to avoid me and Niall running into each other, but I shake all that stuff aside I am there for Louis and Brianna I'm there to help them it's not about me. I am meeting the boys in New York and I don't exactly know how long I will be but when I'm there I have good morning America, today while I am on the plane my new single will be released and hopefully when I'm on GMA the fans will know the lyrics and can sing along to it.


After a long direct flight to New York I spot Mark which is weird, we make our way to the car and he puts my luggage away and helps me into the car, lucky there are no paps around.
"It's ok love Niall doesn't know I'm picking you up" he says looking at through the review mirror
"Oh that's ok" I reply
We get to the hotel and I see Soph out in the lobby, I make my way in and hug her so tight.
"I've missed you so much, and you too little one" Soph hugs me and touches my belly.
"Ok let's get you in the room" she says offering to take my suitcase, we make our way in the elevator and I am hoping and praying that Niall doesn't like appear. DING the doors open and thank god no one is on the other side, I make my way into Soph's room, the boys are doing more album work so I decide to take a nap.

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