
Will it, Won't it?
close, yet so far
I am woken up by the sound of the door closing, Sophia is in Kylie's room tonight because Barbara is staying with her family. I turn around and see it's Niall and it is 4am, I am so pissed off right now I mean who does he think he is going out all hours of the night while his pregnant girlfriend is at home waiting for him. I see him getting undressed and he climbs in and wraps his arms around me but I move away. "Babe are you ok" he asks me but I don't respond, he then tries to move closer but I move away again.
"What's wrong" he says still trying to get near me
"STOP NIALL" I yell and he backs his head away from shoulder
"I heard you had a low sugar, are you ok now?" he asks me, well if he knew I had a low sugar why wouldn't he come home to see if I was ok.
"Yep fine, look I just want to sleep" I say. "Ok good night love" He kisses my bare shoulder and moves over to his side
I then turn around a bit to see him and see only his side, we are in the same bed so close yet so far away.
We have just arrived at our hotel in Edmonton. Barbara is with me Kylie had to go home because she missed Anthony and has a job to get too. Sophia and Liam have worked things out and are back on track thank god I think everything that happened has made them stronger and I admire them so much. Niall has apologised to me so many times I nearly smacked him of course I forgive him, but I told him if this behaviour of his was to continue their would be serious consequences no more staying out all hours of the night until morning especially when I am at home (or the hotel whatever) waiting for him with our baby in my stomach, things are slowly getting better and we are getting back to how the way we were.
"Break a leg baby" I kiss Niall passionately and he heads off to go on stage, Soph, Barb and I are at the concert tonight and I am very excited I haven't been to a show in ages.
I leave the show early to go meet up with Julian and we have officially started to work on my second album it's only our first session so nothing is really been done except for discussions I explain to him that this album I want it to sound more mature and I want to be involved in the writing process more, I have got a call from my management and they have asked me to go to Ghana for comic relief which of course I agree to go in a couple of months and I have come up with the decision to actually write a song for them rather than do a cover and the money that is raised I will split it with my own charity that I have set up, The Kidney Foundation.
"Great show boys" I say as they make their way off the stage.
"Hey babe, how'd it go with Julian?" Niall ask me
"Yea good, good" I reply
"Ok let's head back to the hotel, think it will be an early night" Louis shouts out, which is weird he always wants to go out after a show.
I look at Niall and we smile at each other he puts his arm around my shoulder and make our way out.
@ms yn
Ouhh :)) just read your update. Omgg shucks I hope she's alright! What a cliffhanger tho! Please update soon! Its super interesting at this point right now!
11/10/15