Will it, Won't it?

The boys have just finished at making their way off the stage, I get off my seat and Niall is the last one to come out I go up to him and want to apologise but he just walks past me, ok I kind of deserve it.
"Great show boys" I say to the rest of them as Niall disappears, gosh I hope I haven't upset him too much.
Niall is in the front seat Liam, Sophia and myself are in the back in the car making our way back to the hotel the car ride is pretty silent
"Gosh Liam babe you stink" Sophia says "You love it" he replies and he kisses her on the cheek, they are so cute. I am on the window side next to Soph thank god because Liam does smell, I am looking out the window with my head rested against it, I then look up and can see Niall's reflection in the review mirror I look up and so does he then he looks away once he noticed I was looking at him, then all of a sudden I get a cramp in my stomach. "EXCUSE ME PULL OVER" I yell to the driver in the nicest way, he does I open the door and Soph is quick to hold my hair back as I vomit on the side of the road, I then pull back up place my hand on my forehead, wipe my eyes and run my hand through my hair, and then vomit again. Niall is just sitting there on his phone not even offering to help me, I mean I know his mad but still. "Ok I'm good now" I say and slowly pull my head back up and rest it against the seat, I close my eyes "here love" Sophia says and hands me some water I take it and take a sip trying to get the taste of sick out of my mouth. "You alright?" Liam asks me, "YES THANKS FOR ASKING LIAM". I yell so Niall could hear but he is still being stubborn. Right now I have a massive headache and I just need to sleep. We finally arrive back at the hotel and Niall still hasn't said a word to me, I make my way in and head straight for the bed not bothering to change or take my makeup off I crawl into bed and just stair at the ceiling a bit, then I see Niall as I am about to ask him something he heads out the door I have no idea where he is going but all I know is I need him right now to hold me and to assure me everything is going to be ok, I know I was a bitch to him but he needs to put it aside and just be here for me and the baby.

I toss and turn and wake up go to the bathroom for a wee, the have some water and some Panadol my headache hasn't gone away it's only 4am and Niall still hasn't come back yet, I grab my phone to maybe see if he has called or left a message, there is a text from Sophia

From Sophia:
Hey love, Niall is in here, he put me on the couch, oh well thought I should let you know. Get a good night sleep I'll see you in the morning xxxx

Bloody hell Niall how dare he go and put Soph on the couch I mean she is here to spend time with Liam like I am here to spend time with him. I put my phone back down and go back to another restless night sleep.

I am woken up by a slamming of the door, I wake up straight away and see Niall walk in and head into the bathroom, he does a wee, god he pees loud, then comes out still hasn't recognised I am looking at him. He gets changed damm he needs some sun on his skin, and I can see he is heading out the door again, but before he does I jump out of the bed and grab his arm "Niall I'm sorry" he turns around and looks at me "So your talking to me nicely now" he says
"OK I deserve that" I make my way over to the bed and cross my legs and rub my eyes from exhaustion.
"I'm sorry I was a bitch to you" I smirk
"Your weren't a bitch" he comes and sits next to me
"I was" I say picking at my nails "It's just I don't know" then I start to cry "THESE FRIKEN HORMONES" I yell and laugh cry
"Hey, hey look at me" Niall says and places his finger on my chin and turns me to him "I guess your allowed too, I mean you are pregnant"
With that I cup my hands in his cheeks and begin kissing him, but then before it can go further I break the kiss and run to the bathroom and begin my morning sickness, after five minutes of being sick and Niall holding my hair he helps me brush my teeth and carries me bridal style to the bed and we both lay there.
"I promise you I will be there every step of the way, you, me and this baby" Niall says as he draws circles around my arm with his thumb
"Hmmm" I say and rest my head on his stomach. "I mean it, everything is going to be ok we will get through all of it day by day." He assures me and I smile this makes me happy right here right now knowing that Niall will always be here for me and our baby.

"Aww you guys made up" Niall and I are with the others having breakfast
"Thank god I want my bed back" Sophia says
"Sorry about that Soph won't happen again." Niall says and he takes out the chair for me and we both sit down.
"What do you want me to order you love" Niall ask me rubbing my back.
"Ummm how about the big breakfast and some pancakes with extra ice cream please" and everyone looks at me
"DAMM girl" Louis says and I smile
"Anything for my princess" Niall kisses me at the back of my head and goes and orders our breakfast
I am eating my breakfast and it doesn't taste right I just can't stomach it, then I smell the pancakes and I feel like I want to be sick, I feel bad Niall got me two meals and I can't even eat any of them, "It's ok if you can't eat it" Niall says to me, "No it's all good" I pick up a piece of bacon, put it in my mouth, but then straight away grab the napkin and spit it out, "Sorry" I mouth to Niall "It's ok love" he says rubbing my thigh under the table.

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