Will it, Won't it?

I'm stuffed" I mumbled as Niall takes our plates to the sink, we have just finished a very big breakfast of three pancakes each, eggs, and bacon with maple syrup the great thing about Niall's and I relationship is I am not afraid to eat in front of him, I practically eat as much as he does and that's a lot.
"Ill see you soon babe" I kiss Niall goodbye and make my way out the front door
"Travel safe and text me when you land and before you go on James show" he says helping with my luggage into the car.
I hop into the car, buckle myself in, roll down the window and the car backs up out of the driveway and I wave and shout out 'I love you' to Niall.
The ride to the airport is surpassingly fast it was quiet and I was just on my phone the whole time, right now I am boarding the plane and ready for take off, lucky it's a private plane so I can get some work done and sleep.

'NIALL HORAN ENJOYS NIGHT OUT WITH BAND MATE LOUIS TOMILSON, DOES THIS MEAN HE IS FOLLOWING IN HIS BAND MATES FOOTSTEPS OF BEING NEWLY SINGLE?' BUT WHO IS THE MYSTERY GIRL BEHIND HIM? COULD SHE BE THE NEXT POTENTIAL GIRL TO STEAL THE IRISH ONES HEART'

"OK SERIOUSLY ALL THESE STORIES ARE STARTING TO PISS ME OFF! I yell and slam my phone down as I shout to Lisa my assistant.
"It's just the tabloids trying to make money, don't worry about it hun" she assures me
Right now I am in hair and makeup for the late late show with James it is my first ever talk show and I am feeling a bit nervous.

I then pick up my phone again and look at the pictures from Niall's 'NIGHT OUT' and the girl behind him is probably who just happened to be there at the time the picture was taken, but I won't let it bother me at all.

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"How are you love, it's been a while since I've last seen you. So much has happened"James says to me
"I'm good, really good thank you, what about you James I mean this is incredible you have your own show that's amazing" I reply and the crowd cheers.
"I know I am just getting too famous by the second, its all so insane" James says wiping his forehead and everyone laughs
"Where the hell has Niall been I mean I haven't seen him and the boys in so long I miss them"
"Oh my god James" I take his hand "You just reminded me I was supposed to call him before I came out here, which I didn't" I say and cover my mouth with my hands and James is laughing and so is the audience.
"Well Niall if your watching, I would have called you back straight away" James says and I laugh
"Oh well he will understand" I say
"You hope so" and everyone laughs



"Hey babe, I am so sorry I forgot to call you back" I say on the phone to Niall
"Yea I was worried why didn't you?" he asks, is he angry?
"I'm sorry I just got carried away" I say and he doesn't say anything back
"So what you get up to last night?" I ask
"Oh not much just a quiet one at home" he says lying to me
"Oh ok" I play along with it
"Hey I have a question for you" should I ask him this or not, heck I will just ask, before I give him a chance to respond
"Who is Melissa Whitelaw? I come out straight and ask.
There is pause for about ten seconds
"Oh she's my cousin, hahah why?" I sigh of relief washes over me
"OHH Ok makes sense, it's just you the tabloids their saying she is a new mystery girl and yea, but anyway" I say
"Ewww no she's my family, gosh gross" he says
"Hey babe I gotta go, I'll speak to you later.
"Ok I love you Niall." I say
"Love you too" he replies and hangs up

I am laying in my hotel all alone eating a burger and fries like a fatty just watching a movie. I get so lonely on my own, Niall and the boys are lucky they have each other to have fun with while out on tour but I am doing it all alone and Niall can't even come out and see me because he is busy about to go back out on his tour.


America has been great the giggs were amazing, the crowd was amazing the food was especially amazing. The promo for my album has gone very well and the reception and reaction from fans has been great. Because of the great success of my first album Julian, the label and I have agreed that I can start working on my second album, I mean I will have a break for a bit then start working on it which I really looking forward too it has always been my dream to make music and to play shows and hear crowds scream my name. I am just a simple girl from Australia Melbourne out of all places and my dreams are coming true and everything is working out for me and I have the most amazing guy ever who loves and supports me.

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