Love Factor.

So this week is Beatles week, and I am allowing Simon handle it. After last weeks performance I did what I always do and congratulated the boys and even Harry. I still think him and Caroline have something going on whenever we are in hair and makeup she is always on her phone and laughing. How can Harry dedicate the song to me and then still continue to be with her.

I am now on the X Factor stage in rehearsals as I will be performing tonight. From the corner of my eyes I can see the lads there, they must need the stage next. I finish my last line from my song, then head down and sit on the panel to watch the lads I haven't seen them practice their song for this week.
"Hey looking good on stage Bec" Niall says to me
"Thanks Ni"
"Where has our mentor been this week, we miss you" Louis asks me
"Well Iv'e been working on my new album, you know writing some new songs" I reply and I see Harry make his way on the stage.

"Hey love are you all ready for tonight"? Simon asks me
"Yea I am it's been a while since I've been on stage"
"Ok so you are on before the contestants"
"Yep I know Si, thanks for giving me a chance to promote my work"

"IT'S OUR VERY OWN REBECA JONES"

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Puttin’ my defenses up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack

Never put my love out on the line
Never said "Yes" to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I’m never good enough

When I don’t care
I can play ‘em like a Ken doll
Won’t wash my hair
Then make 'em bounce like a basketball

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yes, you make me so nervous
That I just can’t hold your hand

You make me glow,
But I cover up
Won’t let it show,
So I’m...

Puttin’ my defenses up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [3x]

Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around, I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help

It's just not fair
Pain's more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume for you
Make me so nervous
That I just can’t hold your hand

Harry's POV:

WOW Bec is so amazing on stage, she really knows how to work the crowd and she has an amazing voice. I am listening to the lyrics closely and can't help but this song might be about our situation.

Bec's POV:


Wow I just got off stage and I feel amazing the adrenaline ahh it's just amazing, it's been a while since I've been on stage and I love it so much. I head down to backstage and smash right into Harry. "Sorry love". " "my bad"
"So you were amazing out there" he says to me.
"Thanks, well I better let you guys get ready". I say to him and walk away I turn my back to him and give a quick smile and he does the same.

The boys smash their performance of the Beatles 'All you need is love' and like always they tore the roof off. I decide to head off to the recording studio after the show so I can work on my album just a few more songs and then it will be complete. I am really excited for this album vocally I sound better and I have experienced certain things.

It is now the following week and the boys have just finished their performance of 'Summer of 69' and again they nailed it, it was really upbeat and great to watch. I still can't believe they have made it this far, let's hope they can win this competition.

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