It has been another two weeks of live shows and the boys are absolutely smashing it, their crowd and fancies gets more and more each week and they deserve it they are all working so hard and they actually can sing. I am keeping myself professional and not going to ask Harry about what happened a few weeks ago. As well as working on the X Factor which I really love and enjoy I am writing up some songs for my new album which is dues to come out by the end of the year.
The lads and I are at soundcheck and they are rehearsing 'The way you look tonight' which is so far the best vocals so far. I think the crowd is going to love this performance from them. As Harry is singing his solo I feel some vibration on the table and some ones phone has gone off and I see it's Harry's phone I can tell by his screensaver so I decide to snoop and look at the message while the boys are still singing.

From CF:
Usual spot later handsome?? Caroline xxxx

My heart can't help but drop he is messing around with Caroline Flack I mean is he serious is she serious I mean I know she's not she has no brains. I feel some tears fall from my eyes but quickly snap out of it and continue to watch the boys sing.
"Ok that was great as usual boys." I say in a a bit of a sad tone "come collect your things on the table, you boys must be popular the phones are going off like crazy." I look up at Harry with his phone in his hand and smiling and texting the bitch back. " Ok Ill see you guys later" I say without trying to cry and I brush past Harry.

I head into my dressing room and decide to get some song writing done. I am due to perform on the show in a couple weeks so I am trying to find the perfect song.

Harry's POV:
So I kind of been messing around with Caroline a bit, I mean it's nothing serious just some harmless fun. I still think about Bec a bit but I've decided to move on. I mean what could I offer her?
" Ok Ill see you guys later" Bec says in an almost sad tone and brushes past me. I hope she's ok should I follow her yea maybe I will just to see if she's ok.
I find her outside the studio leaning against a wall crying so I run up to her
"Hey love are you ok"? I ask her. She doesn't respond and her tears keep coming down her face.
"Bec sweetheart"? I try and pull her face towards me but she won't budge.
"Are you ok" I try and ask her again.
"NO HARRY I AM NOT OK" she yells at me.
"Hey whats wrong you can tell me." I reassure her.
"I don't think I can tell you HARRY" She says emphasising my name.
I bring her head towards me so we are facing eye to eye "you can tell me" her tears have subsided a bit.
she lets go of me roughly I kind of liked that hahah.
"FINE I'LL TELL YOU HARRY, YOU KISSED ME AND I LIKED IT BUT YOU CLEARLY DIDNT AND I KNOW I SHOULDN'T MAKE A BIG DEAL ABOUT IT BUT I AM. AND TO FIND OUT YOU HAVE BEEN SLEEPING WITH THAT FRIKEN BITCH REALLY TOPS EVERYTHING ALL OFF" Wow I was not expecting that
"Well I don't want to sound whatever but we are not a couple so it shouldn't bother you. And are you snooping through my phone?" I ask her in the most calmest way.
"Im sorry I shouldn't have looked at your phone but I did I am really sorry.
"Well its an invasion of privacy" I reply back "I know and I'm sorry" she says with more tears coming down.
"Whats the big deal with Caroline anyway" I'm curious to know
"Despite the fact she's like a million years older than you, everyone doesn't like her Harry, what are you doing with her serious you deserve so much better" Bec says and walks away and heads back inside.

Bec's POV:
I don't know how I am going to watch the boys performance tonight I am still made about what happened with me and Harry earlier. But I have to concentrate the other boys still need my support and the will have it from me.
I am sitting on the panel and Simone turns to me and asks "Everything ok love"? "Yea all good" I have a sad look on my face. Great I need to pee so i get up quickly and head to the toilet and from the corner of my eye I see Harry and Carol walk out that is so gross I mean in public. I head into the ladies but I am bumped by Harry on the way. "Sorry love didn't see you there"
I don't even respond. "Well you look lovely tonight"
"Yea did you get some of your good luck charm before you go on stage tonight" I say harshly and make my way in the toilet.

Harry's POV:

Wow Bec looks amazing tonight everything fits perfect on her. I am still a bit confused by when she said "you deserve so much better" does she mean her? Ok so I did leave her hanging after the kiss that was a dick move. But now somehow i have to make it up to her.

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Bec's POV:
don't look up Bec don't look up. Screw it Harry's eyes have not left mine the whole performance and I can't help but blush. I give a weak smile and then continue to look down and play with my fingers I don't need the cameras catching my tears.

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