Love Factor.

We are now rehearsing for week two. I am sitting on the panel chair and I am looking over at Harry and doesn't seem right I call cut of the music and run over to him on stage.
"H, whats going on are you ok" I ask as I rub his back.
He shakes his head and I walk him over and sit him down and touch his forehead. He sees to me he feels like if he sings he will be sick. I decide to take him out of sound check and go with him to the hospital just to be sure it is nothing too serious.
We are in the waiting room and Harry has his head down the entire time. I grab hold of his hand and lift him up to my eye level "Hey your going to be ok, you just have some nerves this is a good thing." I try and reassure him. He looks back at me "I hope so I just don't want to let the lads or Simone or you down." "Look at me you will be fine and your not letting anyone down I promise."
After the doctors I take Harry back to his room. "Thanks for coming with me today, you didn't have to. "Na don't sweat it, now rest up"
We are standing in the doorway, "Well I'll see you later" I say why all of a sudden does this feel really awkward. "Thanks again Bec" I smile at him and hug him goodbye.

It is now ten minutes before the boys go on and I am still a bit worried about Harry. "Lads where is he" I ask the boys. "Dressing room still" I run towards the dressing room and find Harry sitting on the floor with his knees up and hands over his face.
"Hey, Hey your going to be fine." I try and comfort him by sitting by his side. "I can't I don't know why I just can't.
I bring his head up towards me and stare right into his beautiful green eyes "Your going to be fine, come one band mates are waiting for you, if you struggle just look up at me and I'll help you through it ok?"
"Come on". Before he stands up I decide to help him boost his confidence I placed a kiss on the side of his mouth. We both smile at each other and I make my way to my seat and he makes his way to the other lads.

The lights are down and the announcer has announced One Direction I am so nervous right now but I believe in Harry and the other lads they will all be fine. Liam starts the song.

I guess this means your sorry
Your standing at my door
I guess this means you take back all you said before

I then look up at Harry and I can feel his eyes on me and give him a smile and start to mouth the words of the chorus. Harry and the others boys are so on point and rocking out the song, I knew he could do it, his even doing a little shoulder move I love it. After another amazing performance I see Louis grab onto Harry and hug him, then they all go for the group hug. I love how close they are all getting. I am the only judge off my chair and clapping but I don't care I look straight to Harry and give him a smile and wink. After all the judges comments which are positive again. It is a commercial break I decide to wait after the show and find and congratulate the boys.
Finally the show is over and I go over to the lads and hug and congratulate them on another great performance but Harry isn't there so I set out to look for him. I find him outside the studio sitting down on a random chair. I close the door and he looks up and runs over to me and hugs me
"Thank you so so much" He says as we both embrace each other." "All good, told you, you could do it". I say and release him from my arms. Again we are both looking at each other gazing into each others eyes. All of a sudden I feel Harry's lips on mine and it is like fireworks of course I am kissing him back, truth is I have wanted to kiss Harry since the day I first saw him. We then both release from each other and Harry places a kiss on my cheek and I look down and smile. "Well I better get in, rest of the boys wonder where I am" he says and then he makes his way inside leaving me outside the London cool air and smiling to myself and trying not scream of happiness. But then I can't help but wonder what will tomorrow bring will it be awkward?

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