Love Factor.

"Oh my B guess what?"
"What's up Rubs?" I ask her as I place Lux on the couch.
"I just got an email from your management and they say your song "Cannonball" is nominated for song of the year at Billboard awards this year"
"Oh my god really?" I say as I grab the phone from her hand.
"Yea well love don't get too excited I mean when your nominated against me you won't win" I hear that annoying voice who is standing at my dressing room door. "She is everywhere seriously" I turn around and say to the girls. "Oh yea and what pathetic love song of yours is nominated?" Ruby asks her, and we all turn to look back at her. " Only the music video on youtube that has been viewed one billion time Blank Space." she says so confidently. Crap that's going to be really hard to beat but I'm not worried I mean it's only one award. Ruby then hands me my phone again another email has come through for me one is from the Grammys saying that Celion Dion will be doing one last stage performance before she leaves music and wants me to accompany her on the the stage I am smiling so much on the inside right now this is such a massive opportunity she is one of my music inspirations and to share the stage with her will be amazing.

I am trying to hide the smile because I don't want Taylor knowing my business, and another email has come through saying they want me to perform Whitney Houston's Dance with Somebody as the closing act of the Billboard awards. I cannot believe this is all happening right now even if I don't win the award I have these two amazing opportunities to share the stage with a music icon and to help celebrate Whitney Houston's memory and to perform one of her biggest song's ever is so all amazing.

"Hey can we talk?" Harry randomly comes into my dressing room, I am surprised he didn't go straight to Taylor and try and get through his things to do from her.
"Yes"? I say coldly with my back to him.
"What's your problem" he asks, Oh lord I do not miss these moods
"Care to explain?" I ask and turn around to face him.
"You think you and the boys give me some lecture" he says. I turn to see Harry siting on the couch so I am going to try this the easy way I go over and sit next to him. "Harry do you not realise how much you have changed? what happened to the Harry who was kind, considerate or even shook people's hands once you went into a room, where is that Harry gone?"
"I have no idea what you mean?" he says calmly.
"Harry come on, where is the boy who used to work in the bakery who treated everyone the same? Where is the Harry that hates the term 'FAMOUS' I ask him again, but he shakes his head. Then I do something I probably should not have.
"Harry please I know your in there" I say and I am holding his hands. He looks down and so do I and realise what I am doing and I can honestly feel all these old feeling coming back. He then lets go and we both stand up and he grabs the door handle "Oh and can you stop singing songs that are ways to try and get me back, it's not going to work" he says and slams the door before giving me a chance to respond.

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