Bec's POV:
"Rebecca over here" I turn around and smile for all the cameras, right now Ruby and I are both on the carpet, and this year I cannot believe I am up for the Ultimate Teen Award I mean that is so cool the one that Ashton Kutcher one and made like the world's best speech.


http://cdn02.cdn.justjaredjr.com/wp-content/uploads/pictures/2014/08/michele-tca/lea-michele-teen-choice-awards-2014-03.jpg

We head inside the room and I find the lads and the other girls and we are all seated together of course Harry is sitting next to Taylor but my mind isn't on that I just want to have a good night and perform which I haven't done in a while and enjoy the night.
I have written a new song that isn't on my album it is based on the conversation that Harry and I had a few weeks ago.

"SO PLEASE WELCOME MISS REBECA JONES WITH HER NEW SINGLE HURT"

I step out on stage with the mic on the stand and start to sing and of course right in front of me is Harry and Taylor. Crap how am I going to hold it together.

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh ooh

Don't look at him Bec , just keep going.

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes.

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again.
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

I can feel myself tearing up but I hold it in, it is so hard to sing while Harry and Taylor are right in front of me holding hands, I haven't looked at him directly in the eye, but from the corner I can see and she is whispering something to him.

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh, whoa

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking out for me?
Are you proud of who I am?

I can feel his eyes on me so I surrender and look straight at him.

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh, oh, oh.

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Throughout the song I look at him then I look down then at him again Taylor noticed me looking at him so pulled his heads towards her and kissed him.


"And the Ultimate teen award goes too REBECA JONES"!! I stand up from my seat and hug Ruby and the rest of the lads and El, Sop and Perrie.
I make my way up to the stage and make my speech.
"Wow" Everyone is screaming so loud and almost everyone is standing, I am honestly so speechless and nearly crying gosh control yourself Bec. Put my hand on my chest and smile and wait for the crowd to die down.
"Oh my god thank you all so much, you guys are amazing. Now I am not really good at making speeches so yea just warning you all. Ok um well first thing I need to say is and I know it sounds cliche but if any of you have a dream whatever it maybe whether it's a chef or a dancer or a singer or an actor doesn't matter what is is believe in yourself and don't let anyone drag you down. There is only one of you and to be honest being 'normal' is so overrated" Everyone starts to cheer.
"Umm I have to thank a few people umm so first my family back in Australia mwah" I blow a kiss "I love and miss you guys so much thank you for being so supportive and encouraging me every single day, umm then there is my management and my whole team who I would not go a day without functioning you guys are awesome. Next are my bestie who I am sitting with down there" I say and point to the lads and the girls. "But most importantly Ruby" I am tearing up now "You are so incredible your not my best friend but my sister, you are always there for me especially these past hard rough months I love you so much girl. Ok phew I think I'm done now, thank you again guys you are all so amazing and beautiful. God bless you all. I say and bow with both my hands together.

"Aww you were amazing up there " all the lads and girls and Ruby come up to me
"Ahh she was good but she wasn't that good" the blonde devil comes up and says
"Shut it Taylor" Louis defends me
"Listen here midget, you thunk your cute little song you wrote for my boyfriend which sounded a bit pitchy and your little speech you just made is going to get him back think again". She says being so close to my face I swear I could punch her.
"Ok whatever Tay not my fault you have so many doubts about your relationship with Harry." I say and she looks surprised.
"Just stay away from him you bitch, his mine" She says and walks away.
"Is it safe to say that we all want to kill her" Niall says
"Come one Nialler let's all go out whose hungry" I say and we all head out

"HAHAHAHHAAHHA" Niall starts laughing loudly and he is coughing almost choking.
"Oh my god Niall are you ok here" I say to him and give him some water.
We are at a restaurant eating and just catching up I have missed everyone so much, I don't want this nigh to end.

"Hey you come with me please" Harry randomly comes in and asks me, which is weird so I get up and follow him outside thank god there are no paps.
"Why did you treat Taylor like shit back at the awards all she did was congratulate you, you didn't have to be so cruel towards her". Harry tells me.
"What are you talking about Harry" I ask not knowing if I want to know the answer.
"And to slap her thats really low" he says, Oh that bitch I can't believe her.
"Are you serious Harry, I mean do you hear yourself right now" I ask him
"Taylor would not make any of this up" he says how dumb has he become?
"Look I would have love to punch her, but I didn't because I am a much better person than she is" I say to Harry directly in the eye.
"Ok well I need you to apologise "
"Hahah god no I did nothing wrong, ask the other lads they were there with me."
"Well then I guess you did do it"
"Harry I am not going to apologise for something I never did."
But then I give in "Fine I will apologise to your barbie doll." I sarcastically
We then make our way over to his car in silence where I see her sitting in the front as I get closer I can see a smirk on her face gosh maybe I should of slapped her, nah then she wouldn't have gotten up.
"Babe is it ok if she apologises to you". Harry goes in the car and takes her hands, and whats with calling me 'she' I mean I have a name.
"Taylor I am really sorry if I miss treated you I promise it will never happen again I hope we can move past this" I say and of course not meaning a word I say.
"It's ok Rebeca, I forgive you I really hope maybe we can try and be friends" Taylor says in the most fake voice. I don't even respond I just walk away.

Notes