Love Factor.

Finally Ruby and my food has come we eat, the we order dessert, then on the corner of my eye I see Harry's and Taylor's main meals come to their table. I try and look over them like some weirdo, Ruby mouth to me 'are you ok' and I just nod.
"Harry oh my god babe I feel really hot" I hear Taylor say and I can't help but laugh
"Oh my god Harry my face is really red, what is going on?" I turn to see and her face is like a tomato and she runs off to the bathroom
Ruby and I are both laughing so hard we have nearly fallen off our chairs.
Then we see Taylor running out of the restaurant and Harry follow her but before he does he stops
"Real mature ladies." He says and runs after her. I don't know what she has done to him but he is seriously brain washed by her.
Ruby and I look at each and then continue to laugh.

"AND WE DANCED ALL NIGHT TO THE BEST SONG EVER!!!" I scream at the top of my lungs driving in my Mercedes Benz.
"CUZ WE DANCED ALL NIGH TO THE BEST SONG EVER WE KNEW EVERY LINE AND NOW I CAN'T REMEMBER"
I am the stop lights on this very fine sunny California day singing like no one can hear me. One thing I don't like about Cali is the lights take forever to change, seriously these lights have been red for like five minutes but I am still singing.

Harry's POV:
I am driving to the drug store to get some of Taylor's medication it is such a nice sunny day in California I wish I could be outside and do stuff but I have to look after Taylor I don't know what happened last night. I pull up to another red light, the lights always take forever to change here.
As I pull up and stop ""CUZ WE DANCED ALL NIGH TO THE BEST SONG EVER WE KNEW EVERY LINE AND NOW I CAN'T REMEMBER" I hear someone next to me singing, must be a fan but then I look closely and it's Rebeca and she is screaming from the top of her lungs , honestly she looks so cute dancing around in her simple white tank top, denim shorts and sunglasses. Stop Harry your dating Taylor, I am surprised she hasn't even noticed me yet.


"Hey babe I got your stuff". I say to Taylor and hand her the medication.
"Thanks your the best" she comes up and kisses my cheek.
"I'm just going to pop out for a minute ok" I say as I grab my keys
"But your supposed to look after me Harry." She says annoyingly
"I know just give me ten ok"
"Ok come back soon".

I drive to Bec's house I have no idea why I just feel the need to see her and speak to her, I pull up and knock on the door and Ruby answers the door.
"What do you want Styles?" she asks me
"Um is Bec home?" I ask
"No she's not
"Well where is she?"
"Harry what are you doing?"
"I'm sorry I just"
"She's at the studio" Ruby tells me, and with that I'm off to go see her.

I head into the studio and can hear her beautiful voice she can't see me behind the glass so I go in and listen.

I don't ever ask you
Where you've been
And I don't feel the need to
Know who you're with

I can't even think straight
But I can tell
That you were just with her
And I'll still be a fool
I'm a fool for you

God her voice is so angelic. I am listening to her lyrics that have been beautifully written and automatically think about how so much has happened and now it has come to this I mean we both hurt each other, but none of us meant to but everything is just all over the place.

Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for

I mean does she still love me, because by listening to this song I think she does, but do I still love her? I mean I love her but am I still in love with her?

I don't ever tell you
How I really feel
Cause I can't find the words to
Say what I mean

And nothing's ever easy
That's what they say
I know I'm not your only
But I'll still be a fool
Cause I'm a fool for you

Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for

(Just a little bit)
(Mmm, yeah yeah yeah yeah)

I know I'm not your only
But at least I'm one
I heard a little love
Is better than none

(Oh, babe)

Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for

I go up to the door and open it for her.
"What are you doing here?" she asks me
"I had to come and see you" I tell her honestly
"You should go Harry." she tells me as she walks past me and starts to pack up her stuff
"We need to talk." I say
"About what?"
"I don't know about"
"What Harry about us, there is no us remember?" she says back to me
"I know I just" I try and say "Does Taylor know your here?" She asks me.
That kind of shut me up.
"Exactly" she says
"You know what maybe it was a mistake that I came here" I say
"Yes, Yes it was"
"Why can't we just talk?" I ask her one last time
"Because Harry we have said everything we needed too last time"
"Umm no actually last time we spoke you told me you hooked up with Josh" shit maybe I should not have said that. The day she told me I felt like my heart was ripped out of my chest, and I ended things, even though I did cheat first.

"See this is why we cannot have a chat Harry" she says
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that" I say as she is about to walk out the door
"Harry I have forgiven you for what you did, have you forgiven yourself? But I am not going to sit here and act like everything is ok. I wish I could turn back time and fix it all, and knowing that you are hurting because of me hurts me as well" She says and walks away. Could she be right though have I forgiven myself for cheating on her, I don't think I have.

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