2 months later:
Things are getting a bit better I am living in California at the moment I couldn't stay in Sydney or go back to the Uk. Music has really helped me of course I have been writing about what has happened to me in the past, even written some songs for my unborn child. Every time I put the tv on it's HAYLOR everywhere, I cannot believe he would actually date her after what she has caused. Ruby is here with me, she is the only one I really have now, I don't even speak to the other boys, I know thats wrong but it just reminds me of him too much.

Ruby and I are now heading off to the recording studio in LA she comes everywhere with me which makes this a bit more fun. As I open the door and hold it open for Ruby.
"Well well, if it isn't her who threw the best thing in her life away and straight into my arms, or should I say my bed"
I turn around take my glasses off to reveal Taylor Swift.
"Come on Bec let's just head inside" Ruby takes me arm and tries to lead me in the building.
"Well I mean I though I was smart to ruin you guys, but when you had that thing with oh what's his name Josh I think that was just perfect timing" the bitch says. I can't believe Harry told her about Josh.
"Listen here you bitch, I don't know what Harry has told you about anything but it is none of your business so I hope you too are very happy together" I say but I don't mean it at all I don't want him being happy with her.
"Oh trust me we are happy and I am going to keep him for a very very long time."


My album was supposed to come out last month but everything happened so the label let me postpone it.
I am in the booth with my headphones on, Ruby is outside. My new album is called What is love? basically the title says it all it'a about all of kind of experiences with love the good and the bad. What is love? is also a song on the album which is what I am recording now.

Done chasing, why you chasing?
Something else
I can't take it anymore
Done lying for the truth to...come out of your mouth
When the answers scream loud

I begin to sing, but then interrupted by voices I step out of the booth and duck my head to the side and ask Ruby what's going on she says she will go outside and see, I need complete silence when not only me but everyone records. She is taking a while so I just head back in the booth

You play the role
I play the lead
We strike a pose
I was too blind to see
This ain't what it seems

Harry's POV:
The lads and I are in LA to do some recording and we have just made our way into the studio we are just making around being loud like normal guys do. We go to turn the door for our studio but it's locked which is weird, since we are booked in to use it. Niall being Niall starts banging on the
"YO LET US IN"
Then the door opens to reveal someone I thought I would never see again. Ruby
"Ahh my old friends, and Harry." She says and I roll my eyes
"Ruby since when do you sing"? Louis asks , and we all just look at him.
"Hahah Lou, No Bec is in there singing" whenever I hear her name my heart breaks a little.
"Can we go in and listen, we would love to see her?" Liam asks
"I mean some of you can" Ruby says looking at you, then they all make there way in.
"Oh and Harry you might want to keep your girlfriend on a tighter leash". She says and then and walks in with the boys.
I wonder what she meant by that, lucky for me I now another entrance in this studio so I make my way in as well. Lucky for in the studio there is a glass that separates the actual studio and the person recording cannot see outside the glass. I am in and Ruby can see me she doesn't do anything just rolls her eyes at me.

What is love?
What is love?
When you don't know who you lying next to, to you anymore
What is love?
What is love?
You don't know what love is till you love somebody, bad enough
What is love?
What is love?
What is love?
What is love?
What is love? Love...to you
WOW her voice has changed so much and gotten so much better vocally. I can't help but think why did I let her go I mean I did cheat first but that doesn't change anything right now she broke my heart as well.

It's madness, like an earthquake
They chase your soul
Then you're left with all destruction
You're frozen and you don't change
Who's gonna save us now?
Cause I can't stay this way for long

You can really the hear the emotion and heartache when she sings.

You play the role
I play the lead
We strike a pose
I was too blind to see
This ain't what it seems

As soon as the songs end I get up and leave the room so she doesn't see me.

Beca's POV:
As soon as I finish I make my way over to Ruby and I see she is chatting with people, then I realise it is the boys, oh god I hope Harry is not here
"RJ we've missed you" Niall comes up and hugs me
"Oh yea me too" is all I manage to say. Then the rest of the boys come up to me, I am so surprised they haven't yelled at me for not keeping in touch, I have really missed these boys.

I am now out for dinner with Ruby we are looking at the menu it reminds me all those times Harry and I would go out for dinner and we would be all lovey dovey and hold each others hands and just be in love. Clearly his relationship between us didn't mean anything I mean he moved on pretty fast, I guess you could say the same for Josh and I but the thing is I was never really in love with him. As I am about to ask Ruby what she wants I look up at the front door and see of course just my luck Harry and Taylor hand in hand, I kick Ruby under the table and she sees what I just saw.
"Bec do you want to leave I don't mind" she asks me.
"NO Rub's its fine I do" I am cut off
"Well, Well look babe I think she has turned Lesbian" Taylor and Harry come and stand at our table I am literally about to kill her in the middle of this restaurant, and Harry is just standing there not saying anything, she clearly has his balls in the jar.
"LISTEN HERE BLONDY" Ruby stands up and threatens her. "Ruby it's fine." I say and she sits back down
"Let's go babe let these two get back to their date" Taylor says, Oh it's on
As she is walking to her table I put my foot in-front and she almost trips Ruby and I are just laughing but she keeps walking
Unfortunately their table is literally right behind us and I can hear almost everything
"No babe you know I am allergic to chilli" I hear Taylor say
I hear Taylor and Harry both order as their waiter walks past I grab the pad from his back pocket, grab a pen from my bag and write extra chilli on Taylor's order." Oh excuse me you dropped this sir" I say getting the waiters attention "Oh thank you miss" he says and walks away.

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