Love Factor.

"PLEASE WELCOME MISS REBECA JONES" Ellen calls out and I make my way out.

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f course the song playing is 'What makes you beautiful' I make my way down the steps I start to dance a bit and make my way down to Ellen and have a little dance with her.
"WOW I knew I picked the right song" Ellen says and everyone including myself laugh.
"So how are you, I understand you had a premiere last night." Ellen says and I turn around and a picture of Harry and I come up.
"Ellen are you stalking me"? I ask and everyone laughs.
"So how are the two of you going, was his movie good?" she asks
"We are going really well thank you, and yes last night was the premiere I went to support him and the other boys of course. We actually have another premiere tomorrow night in New York, so we are very busy" I say
"Wow well I mean we can finish right now if you want?" she asks me.
"No, No it's all good ellen" I say and grab her hand.
"So where is he now?" she asks me.
"You know he is at the hotel sleeping we literally got off the plane and he just says I'm going to sleep now bye".
"Wow so you go both of his premieres and he can't come see you on my talk show" She says and I laugh
"I know his so mean" I say.
"Well I guess he won't be getting it in any direction tonight then." Ellen says and I am just crying of laughter
"HAHAHAHA, oh my god Ellen" I say and try to catch my breath and wipe the laughter tears with my index fingers.

"Harry we got to catch our flight in twenty minutes I told you to put your alarm on, come on get up". I first and try and whisper in his ear. He doesn't move I swear he could sleep through an earthquake.
"Harry" with a kiss on his cheek. Nope nothing
Ok screw it I take the sheets over him and all he does his put them back on himself. I just stand there and think he is not human.
So I get a glass of water take it back to the bed and throw it over him
"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO THAT FOR" Harry yells which I did not expect.
"WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?" oh no his not in a good mood at all.
"Harry babe I asked you to put your alarm on so we wouldn't miss our flight."
"WHO CARES WE CAN GO TOMORROW" He is still yelling
"No we can't you have to do an interview then the premiere, and why are you yelling" I ask him calmly
"BECAUSE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE BEING WOKEN UP."
"OH MY GOD STOP BEING A BABY SERIOUSLY" Now I am yelling.
"HAHA YOU FUNNY" what the hell is up his ass?
"FINE YOU TELL THE PILOT WHY WE ARE LATE THEN" I say and run my fingers through my hair.
"OH MY GOD YOUR SUCH PERFECT LITTLE GILR EVERYTHING ALWASY HAS TO BE ON TIME." What the actual fuck is happening right now.
"WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM. AND YES TIME MATTERS WHEN YOUR CAREER DEPENDS ON IT HARRY" tears have now started falling from my eyes.
"AHH WHATEVER YOUR SUCH A BITCH!!"
HOLD ON? DID HE JUST CALL ME A BITCH?


I am at the airport in the private plane I think Harry is coming as soon as he called me that word I left with my stuff and he didn't even seem to care.
Then my phone vibrates maybe it's the boys we were supposed to be in New York like two hours ago, lucky we have a private plane.

From Harry:
where are you?

To Harry:
On the plane, you moron hurry up!

From Harry:
Moron huh? Your nice?


I'm not even going to argue with him.


To Harry:
Just hurry up!


"Harry, Rebeca over here" the camera man says. We both turn and flash a smile with Harry's hand on my back, however these smiles are fake at the moment. The whole plane ride yesterday was silent, the cab to the hotel was silent and during the night I asked Lou to sleep in Harry's room while I stayed with El. Now we are at the premiere being a 'Happy couple'. He hasn't even apologised for how he treated me yesterday and I'm not going to apologise I did nothing wrong.
"Geez can you try and smile for the cameras" Harry says to me in my ear and not in a cute romantic way.
"Sure anything for you sweetie" I say sarcastically and roll my eyes.
"Hey Harry they need the five of us, sorry to steal him from you Rebeca" Louis says
"That's quite alright". I walk over and stand next to El and Sophia

"Hey love how you holding up" El asks me
"I could kill him"
"Yea we all wanna kill them at some point it's normal" she says.

"Ok shall we go in and watch" Harry comes up and grabs my arm and not in a nice way. I look up at him then back to his hand on my arm which actually hurts.
"OWW" he looks at me then lets go.
"Hey Harry why don't you sit with me, lets the girls be" Lou and Liam come up and say.
"Yea fine whatever" He says and they make their way in.
"Oh my god are you ok love?" Soph asks me.
I have tears in my eyes
"No" I say with my head down shaking it, "But I will be, I'm just going to take a walk" I say and leave.

As I am walking down the carpet that was full less than ten minutes ago I can hear inside voices in my head and their screaming 'Harry I Love you , Harry, Harry'.
I am back at the hotel laying down on the bed crying still in my dress. Then I hear the door open , great his back already, I move myself over to the window side of the bed and try to cover my tears. I can see the corner of my eye that he is unbuttoning his shirt and then he makes his way to the opposite side of the bed, but I chose to ignore him. He climbs up and puts his hand on my shoulder in a more gentle way.
"Bec, babe I am so sorry."
I close my eyes and ignore him. "Please talk to me"
"Go away Harry" i say and try wipe the tears from my cheeks but they keep coming down.
"I am sorry I was such a dick" he says
Still ignoring him

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