Love Factor.

"Hello" I answer my phone"
"Rebeca darling it's Simon"
"What can I do for you Si?"
"Oh sweetheart this been some bad news unfortunately" he says in a serious tone.
"Simon what's going on?" "It's Zayn his grandfather has passed away, so he has to return to Bradford" Simon informs me.
"Oh my god thats terrible, I'll put extra work in with the boys."
"Ok thanks Bec, see you soon darling"

The news of Zayn and his family is honestly heartbreaking, we are all a close family now and whatever one another are going through we go through it together. I send a text to the boys to meet me at the studio so we can discuss a few things.

"Ok boys lets just take a moment for Zayn and his family" we all bow our heads down.
"OK so obviously it's hard time right now, but we must keep going. So this weeks song is 'Chasing cars' so I have highlighted for who sings what and when Zayn gets back we can figure out his part". I let them go and practice
After their practice they did seem a bit off but it's understandable, but they will get there.
As I am packing up my stuff I can hear footprints behind me and automatically I know it's Harry, I try and ignore him but it doesn't work.
"Hey can I please talk to you for a minute?" He asks me "No Harry this isn't the right time" " Please I am sorry" he tries again
"NOT NOW HARRY" I raise my voice at him and walk away.

Today Zayn has come back, we are not at rehearsal for tonights show the boys recommended if they could come in early to practice and of course we agreed. During rehearsal Zayn does seem to well which is fine but I know he will be fine. After one run through of the song I decide to have a chat with Zayn as I am walking to go see him I walk past Harry but just walk straight past him.

"Hey Zayn, how you holding up?"
A few tears then spill from his eyes and I rub his back
"I just miss him you know". "Yea of course you do"
"But I have to be strong and push along for you, the lads and Simon.
"Hey we don't expect you not to grieve, that's crazy. When you go out on stage tonight do it for yourself and your grandfather ok" I try and reassure him.
"Thanks Bec you really are the best mentor".


It is now time for the boys performance of 'Chasing cars' and honestly they sound amazing you can really hear the emotion in their singing and how they are making sure Zayn is ok on stage, during the song I can't help but shed some tears. After the performance is over they all go and cuddle Zayn I am standing on my feet and clapping for them along with the rest of the crowd.

"And the final act that are in the finals is...... ONE DIRECTION"
"AHHHHHHHHHH" we are all cheering and hugging each other and just so overwhemeled and a bit surprised

We are now coming off stage and as a celebration I've asked the boys to come over to my flat and just hang out, we order pizzas sit around my living room and reminisce about past memories we all have a good laugh.
"You know we don't want to come second or third we want to win this whole thing" Harry speaks up, and the rest of the boys nod.
"We all went around to each other before and said why do we want to win this for, and we all said the same thing, we want to win this for you Rebeca" Harry says
"As touched as I am you guys need to win this for yourselves"
"Yea but you have taught us so much, beyond singing and all the other stuff, you have taught us to follow our dreams" Liam jumps in
"Ok stop boys your going to make me cry"

"Hey" I turn around and see Harry behind me.
"Hi" I say to him as I continue to wash the dishes.
"Can we please talk about what happened" oh god not this again I am still a bit heart broken about the whole thing.
"You know what Harry it's fine, it was a moment and now it's passed let's just move on yea"
Before he can respond Niall calls out "WHERE"S THE DESSERT"??

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