Love Factor.

This week Simon and myself have not been there, Simon has been sick and I have had other work commitments but luckily Cheryl offered to help the boys. During my time away from the boys Harry and I have been texting a bit but nothing to serious, more just like how are you and how was your day. I am looking forward to tonights show to see what the boys have come up with and what song they are singing,


"Surprise me up there" I say to Harry and give him a flirty wink, and I walk away to make my way to my seat.

When the boys started singing 'Only girl in the world' I think my heart stopped beating for a second. I don't know what is is but seeing them sing this song is amazing, Harry keeps looking at me and gives me flirty smiles and I just can't contain myself. "Is it hot in here"? I turn to Simon and use my hand to fan my face. This is definitely the best performance by the boys it has been very, very enjoyable. When they finish I don't even realise everyone is up on their feet and cheering that I am still just sitting there and put my head on the table and laugh to myself, I then remove my head and look up to see Harry and give him the biggest smile.

After the show I make my way down to the boys and hug them all individually. I then grab Harry I don't really care at this moment I pull him away from the other lads and we make our way down to his room (just pretend the X factor studio and the house are right next door) I push him against the wall and begin to kiss him, and to my surprise he kisses me back, we have moved onto the bed now just making out my legs are wrapped around his and he is started to kiss my neck making his way down to my stomach. But then all of a sudden his phone goes off way to ruin the firkin moment.
"ignore it" he says between kisses. But it keeps going off, after about the fifth time he gets up and looks at his phone then looks at me for a second. i then realise I mean I don't want it to be it's probably Caroline. So I get up off from the bed fix myself up try not to cry it is pissing me off right now that he is actually messaging her back while I am here. I grab the door handle and make my way out I turn left and before I can go any further I feel someone grab my arm
"Bec wait, where are you going?" Harry asks me.
"Are you for real right now"
"I'm sorry it's just" "What Harry" I cut him off. "Tell me one thing, is that her" he remains silent and that just confirms thats it is. I let go of him and make my way to my car with a river of tears falling from my eyes.

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