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"Niall. I didn't mean it that way..." My voice trails off as I look at him. He seems to be some place far away. Thinking carefully about my stupid choices. My idiotic words. That I don't even want to say! But its like I'm a different person as I say them. Its like the fates want me to be unhappy. "Niall, look. I really do believe that you're something special..." He cuts me off by brushing a finger against my lips. "Melody. Ever since the first moment I met you I fall in love with you more every single second. I can't not fall in love with you! I can't help myself. The way you look. They way your hair falls magically into place. The way your hand fits perfectly into mine. The way you look at me. That when we kiss we're both blown away and are left so breathless just by a single touch. I believe you like me too. The Melody that isn't afraid to love someone is inside of you somewhere! I just really hope she comes out before she does something she regrets." With that he turns back to face the flat screen. He doesn't see the tear that silently makes it way down my cheek. He doesn't know how much I'm hurting inside. I don't know why I'm like this. I really don't. Maybe its because of Jake. The one who left me for that dumb slut Jessica who could have been my identical twin. One time was all it took for my heart to break into a million pieces. That one guy that hurt me so much and so suddenly making it near impossible for me to let someone into my life again...That one night was all it took.

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"Melody!" Katherine shouted from down the stairs. "Its time my dear!" I smile as I walk down the stairs ready for my salon appointment. It was the day before my wedding and nothing could have been more perfect. I had just gotten done with senior year and I had been planning this wedding with my boyfriend Jake of 6 years forever. We had been dating since 6th grade and never had broken up! Not once. Sure we had our little fights here and there but nothing too serious. I walk down the street arms linked with Katherine as we walk towards my car. I open the door to my Yellow mustang convertible and climb into the drivers side as Katherine slides into the passenger seat. We drive down the road to K.C.'s house and pull up along side her driveway as we wait for her to come out. K.C. comes flying out her front door with three shopping bags in her hands and wearing heels. Sparkly Platforms to be exact. Katherine and I burst out laughing at the sight of our punk rocker friend decked out in the most girliest clothes. Clothes that she absolutely despised. But I had to admit..She looked beyond beautiful. Her multi-colored hair and sparkly piercings were just the start of her beauty. Her big eyes were the first thing you ever noticed about her. Her teeth were pearly white and she had the best smile..When she chose to show it off of course. But she always had something that I never did. That was confidence. I was probably the most insecure person alive. I would look at myself in the mirror and nitpick everything that I thought was wrong with my apperence. Katherine and K.C. told me that I should stop because "You're beyond gorgeous Mel. Jake is the luckiest guy in the world." I'd always smile cuz I knew that they were just trying to feel better about myself. But the only person who I truly believed when they told me I was beautiful was Jake. He made me feel like the only girl in the world. He showered me with love and affection and made me feel special. We drove to the salon where I got Purple gel acrylics with little lilac designs on the thumb and middle finger with a line of sparkly purple polish along the tip. Then I got my hair washed, dyed dark brown, got honey blonde highlights, and about an inch cut off. I was so happy and beyond excited and I wasn't prepared for what was about to happen that night at the rehearsal dinner. I was walking out to Jake's car after the rehearsal was over looking for Jake becuase he had said he had to run a 'quick errand' about two hours ago. Not kidding. It had literally been two hours. I got to Jakes bright red sedan and noticed the windows were rolled up and the doors were locked. I thought that was funny because no one locked their house or car doors in Eden Lake Minnesota because everyone knew everyone and we never had crimes of any sort! It had been about 15 years since someone had stolen something and even then it was old Mr. Cree who had been sleepwalking and hid his belongings where he later found them in the attic. So for Jake to have the windows rolled up and the doors locked was surprisingly unusal. I fumbled for my keys and unlocked the passenger side where I found the most horrific sight a bride-to-be could ever see. My fiance was fucking another girl. In his car. and I was watching. I saw her bra hanging off the front mirror and her thong strewn across the dashboard. Jake looked up as I made some sort of unidentified sound. It was a cross between anger, hatred and pure, utter disbelief. He sat bolt upright and hit his head on the roof of his car. I could tell he was surprised. I took the diamond ring off my finger and threw it at him with as much force as my frail ego could do so. He started to say something but I slammed the door so fast and so hard the entire vehicle shook. I grabbed my heels off my sore and tired feet and ran all the way home. I locked my door knowing that even though he had a key, I'd be gone on the 10 o'clock flight to London, before he even had a chance to try and redeem himself. I packed up all my junk. My bible, my three suitcases filled with shoes and clothes, the picture of my parents and my carry-on filled with the essential tolietries. I left a lipstick letter on the mirror in the parlor. It read "Leave my key on the counter. You lost me and what could have been. Go suck a dick Asshole. Sincerely, Mel" as I drew a broken heart. I couldn't believe he had done that to me! That son of a bitch fucking...cheated on me. Jessica Dei, the girl who could have been my identical twin, the girl who always had been so nice to me, the girl who had been my friend since 1st grade..the girl who my ex-fiance had been currently fucking. I called Katherine and asked if she'd come over to drive me to the airport. She asked why I was crying and I told her I'd tell her on the way there. She rushed over and I told her the whole story on the way to the airport. Luckily I had my credit cards on hand and I was able to purchase the last ticket on the last flight to London that night. Some lady behind me was pretty pissed though. She mumbled some sort of shit about having to wait until tommorrow to see her sister but I really didn't give a fuck. I was about to go to my dream college. The college that was supposed to wait for about a month before my enrollment so Jake and I could have time to move and settle down in England before we went to take on our dream together. Now for all I cared that son of a bitch could jump off a cliff into the fiery pit called Hell. As I boarded the plane I looked back and thought I saw Jake running towards me. I didn't care though. I boarded the plane and looked out the window as the builidings of my home-town got smaller and smaller until they eventually faded away. But back then I thought that it would all go away. All my pain would just disapear. I was wrong.