Sam's POV:
I rush into the hospital and run my way to my mums room and I open the door handle and see Taylor turn around and she steps aside and my face automatically lights up, my mum is awake I rush to her side and grab her hand and try not to cry. "Sweetie don't cry" she says rubbing my hand. "I'll give you two some time" Taylor says and rubs my back, she then turns around and I mouth 'Thank you' to her and she smiles and leaves the room, I can't stop smiling right now.
"How you feeling Mum?" I ask with a massive smile.
"You already know the answer know that." she says and I jus nod and I still cannot stop smiling.
"Ok what's that smile for, something is up?" My mum asks me
"Mum I'm not aloud to smile because your away" I chuckle. she just looks at me and then I touch my chest and realise I don't have my cross necklace on, I never take it off and I know I had it on earlier today I panic a bit, I love this necklace it has such a special meaning to me.
"Honey what's wrong? My mother asks me, here I am acting like it's the end of the world when my mum is here sitting in a hospital bed for nearly three months now. "Mum my necklace, I can't find it, I had it on today" I say still holding my chest usually where the cross would hang from. " Well maybe you dropped it on the way in." With that I head back in the corridor where I walked in and search for a bit but it's not there, it doesn't matter right now I just want to spend more time with my mum so I head back in. "Find it?" she asks me as I enter back in the room, I shake my head, "don't worry if it's meant to be you'll find it again," she reassures me. I pull back the ugly curtain that is blocking the amazing city view, I see the sun is about to go down it is orange mum's favourite colour. "Look mum" I say looking at the window, "Ah my our favourite time of the day"
"Why do you love the colour orange so much mum?" I ask really curious to know the answer.
I make my way back and sit on the chair still looking at the city view and so is mum
"Orange for me represents heat, warmth and has the energy of happiness. Oh and also I first met your dad at a bar called 'Orange" she chuckles.
"Wow deep" I say sarcastically.
"That's all I want for you Sam sweetheart, to find someone who loves you for you, don't be afraid to fall in love and get hurt, and even if that person does hurt you but you still love them and still want to be with them, because the only thing important than love is forgiveness." My mum says with a whisper, this is why I love my mum so much she always has wise words to say even in worst of situations, she is the type of person if something bad happens to you she will make sure you focus on the positive things. "But if any one hurts I will make sure your Dad and I haunt them in their sleep." she says and I burst out laughing with some tears, I get up from the chair and share some of the bed with her. I put my head on my mums shoulder and she does the pattern on my face she always did it when I was young. She takes her index finger and starts softly at the top of my forehead, traces around my left eyebrow and moves around to under my eyes, then around left side of my nose and around my cheek, and repeats her pattern on right side of my face. "Be happy Sammy, I am so proud of you no matter what" she whispers in my ear and kisses the side of my head.

I am back in my apartment I haven't smiled this way in a long time, I am so happy and content right now. Jeremy came about an hour later to the hospital and the three just sat there reminiscing , laughing. We were a actual family and I will cherish these last moments with my mother forever. I still am thinking where I could have dropped my necklace, but like mum said it will come back to me when the time is right. I then think about Harry gosh I feel so bad for not only not saying goodbye to him but the rest of the boys, I didn't even get there numbers it would have been nice to keep in touch, oh well I guess it wasn't meant to be.

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