I Can't Fall for him!

"Sam, babe wake up" I feel Harry nudge my shoulder, I get up wipe my eyes and have a shower. I have on my hands leaning against the shower with my head down, I let the warm water take over my body and stay in the shower for about twenty minutes. I wrap myself around a towel and get dresses, plain jeans with a black hoodie and converse, no make up today.

We get in the car and Harry's hand is mine, I don't know if he means it though, I mean this is probably the best day of his life. We get to the hospital and thank god there are no paps I guess it's still early though, we go and check in and wait on the uncomfortable chairs.

I am tapping my foot nervously and my hands are all sweaty I wipe them down on my thighs and turn my back and see a massive sign behind me.

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I cry silently to myself, and they call my name. I stand up very slowly I feel like I am going to faint, Harry takes my arm and we walk in together.

" Put this on first love, then you can lay down on the bed for me please and we will get started" the doctor says, I get changed first in a robe then lay down on the bed . I shut my eyes, then for some reason I start to think of my mum and what would happen if she aborted me, I would not be sitting here with Harry who I love so much, I can't let my child not be born and not experience life the challenges that come and how you rise above them and the power of love. I start shaking my head and get up, "NO, NO I CAN'T DO THIS, I'M NOT DOING THIS" I yell out and storm out of the room.



Harry's POV:
"NO, NO I CAN'T DO THIS, I'M NOT DOING THIS" Sam yells out and honestly it is like music to my ears, I don't want her to go through with it at all, I guess it took me some time to adjust to being a father, truth is I am so afraid to be a father, but I don't have the guts to admit it to her.

I walk out of the room and see Sam waiting at the car, "Unlock the door please I want to go home." she says pulling the car door handle, and I unlock it. I get in the car and just sit there, "What was that Sam?" wait that didn't come out how I wanted to, but she ignores me. I then start driving and we reach home in London and she makes her way upstairs and I chase after her and see her in our room - packing.

"Sam what are you doing?" I ask her trying not to cry
"I'm sorry Harry I love you, but I'm not doing it, I can't. But if you can't live with this baby or me than I'm sorry, I'm leaving and I guess we have to start contacting lawyers." she raises her voice.
"wh--. what for Sam?" god Harry just tell her what you are feeling.
"FOR A DIVORCE" she zips her suitcase and runs downstairs while I try and catch up, but I'm too late she has slammed the door shut making me fall to my knees and cry. I get up from the wall and go inside our empty bedroom and on the nigh stand is her wedding and engagement ring and I start to cry again.

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