I Can't Fall for him!

Sam and I have just got home from the airport and she has gone straight into the bedroom. I can't believe that she loves me so much that she is willing to give this baby up. I leave our luggage downstairs and make my way up to our bedroom, I approach the door but there is note attached to it

Guest bedroom.

I rip it off the door and make my way in to the room across the hall, and sleep alone, not next to my wife.

I get up with no sleep whatsoever and make my way downstairs to see Sam sitting on the couch, crying "Mummy is so sorry, please don't hate me. I will always love you". Sam is rubbing her stomach and talking to our unborn child. I take the last step and walk past her and head into the kitchen.

Sam and I are married, yet we are completely ignoring each other, I look at the fridge and pick up our wedding photo

http://www.bridalguide.com/sites/default/files/slideshow-images/romantic-wedding-photo-browne-photography_0.jpg

How is it not that long ago we where so happy but now this photo just looks like a faded memory. I hate this I really do.

Sam's POV:
Yes I am agreeing to an abortion, don't ask me why I have no idea, I know it sounds so crap but I do love Harry and I need him in my life, but this guilt will be with me for the rest of my life.
Harry and I are married now we should be so close but were not, my appointment is tomorrow and I am praying to god that it is fast and I just get it over and done with. I am sitting on the couch looking for something to watch and Harry sits next to me, can he not.

"Want some?" He asks me referring to the bowl of pasta and I shake my head and continues to eat. I flick through the stations and Perfect music video comes on, but I immediately change it, "Hey I like that song" Harry sarcastically says "yea well I don't" I raise my voice and continue flicking through the stations.

I make my way up stairs it is only 10pm but I am exhausted and have a very long day tomorrow. I am laying down and shortly after I hear Harry crawl up next to me and wraps his arms around my waist and I don't back away, like I have most nights. "Sam" he says my name and I turn around so we are facing each other, he tucks a piece of hair behind my ear and I shuffle closer to him and shut my eyes and fall asleep he places a kiss on my forehead.

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