I Can't Fall for him!

"WHERE IS HE?" I yell out and Taylor embraces me into a hug. "I don't know sweetie, Calvin has just gone to get an update." she tells me. I cry in her chest and then we see Calvin come out of double glass doors and we both run up to him with my hands intertwined with Taylor's. "Ok his in surgery, and they are working on him best as they can". I have just lost my mother and now my brother could die, why does this world hate me so much, Jeremy has been in a car accident and now I could lose him, I can't lose anyone I will have no one. I collapse to the floor crying my eyes out and Taylor bends me down and wraps her arms around me. "Shhh sweetie, he is going to be fine ok", she says bringing my head up and kisses me the top of my head and returns to holding me.

Jeremy is out of surgery but on life support I can't even imagine my life without him, he is my brother and my best friend. "We will be right outside ok" Taylor says rubbing my back. I step in the room and see my brother and machines all around, and one down his throat that is keeping him alive, I slid the chair across and remember seemed like yesterday I was here with him saying goodbye to mum. "Jeremy I don't know if you can hear me, but I am here ok" I take his hand carefully "You can't leave me, everyone leaves please I need you and I know you need me, your my best friend I can't lose you." I begin to sob and just sit there. Then I hear a knock at the door and I turn around and see some mystery girl. I stand up from the chair
"Umm can I help you?" I say in the nicest way possible. "Umm sorry I'm Kate Jeremy's girlfriend" she says and my heart sinks, I had no idea he had a girlfriend. "Oh I'm sorry I'm S---" I say
"Your Sam, I know I hope it's ok I'm here" she says and starts to cry. "Of course it is, come sit here love" I say pulling the chair to her and she sits she moves some hair out of his face and then cries hard, "you can hold his hand you know" I say rubbing her back she looks up at me and I nod.

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