Sam's POV:

I think the worst part of people breaking up is not when you get cheated on, but when you realise the that the person you are so deeply in love and consumed by doesn't love you anymore. Two people who have drifted apart who shared something so special and thought they would have forever. I am back in New York with Taylor and haven't heard from anyone I think it's better this way.

When people usually experience break ups they sit and cry and cry for days and just feel sorry for themselves but no, not me, I guess that's my stubbornness . I have been getting more in shape and I'm not one to brag but I am looking awesome. I am driving to a photoshoot with Taylor and I have been asked to pose for Maxim which I am beyond happy about I guess hard work really pays off. We are driving just chatting and Drake comes on

So cry if you need to, but I can't stay to watch you
That's the wrong thing to do
Touch if you need to, but I can't stay to hold you

Wow I so totally relate to this song right now. Harry didn't want me but I was stupid in love to realise.

That's the wrong thing to do
Talk if you need to, but I can't stay to hear you
That's the wrong thing to do
Cause you'll say you love me, and I'll end up lying
And say I love you too

I really hate when music really tells you what you are feeling.

Taylor has been really amazing to me, none of those 'I told you' talks. While being back I have had many job offerings and Taylor gave me the chance to direct her 'Wildest Dreams video. Other people have asked me to direct their music videos like Justin Bieber yea I'm name dropping, it was really fun to work with him, underneath everything if you sit and get to know him he is a decent guy.

"Ok Sam we are ready for you Sam"
"You look so fabulous, go get them" Taylor hugs and winks at me.

"Ok great, hold it" the photographer says. "Perfect Sam, gorgeous."
"Looking amazing!" The photographer yells out and I let out a smile.

"Sammy these look so good, my god I have the biggest girl crush on you" Taylor says looking through my photos.

http://cdn.newsapi.com.au/image/v1/4b43939a6232c8006a731d3769c3b8ce?api_key=zw4msefggf9wdvqswdfuqnr5

http://www.maxim.com.au/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2015/01/sam_frost-640x400.jpg

http://fabmansion.com/wp-content/uploads/photos/sam-frost/maxim-magazine-australia-february-2015/Sam-Frost---Maxim-Magazine-(Australia---February-2015)-04.jpg

"Nice quote" Taylor laughs, "it's so true though Tay". We both laugh

http://cdn.newsapi.com.au/image/v1/42906e7feaf6038781c33060875856de?width=650

"TAKE THAT STYLES" Taylor yells out, "crap sorry" she says.
"No it's fine" I chuckle and she takes my hand I look down try to not let any emotion show for him. I look back up "I'm fine, I'm good".

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