I Can't Fall for him!

"I don't see him, do you?" Harry asks me trying to keep a low profile. There have been few fans that come and asked for a photo and of course Harry said yes and I took them for him.
"Over there" I point out, we are at the airport waiting for Jeremy I am so happy he is spending the week here I miss him so much. "Where" Harry asks, "There, the one with the big head" I laugh and so does Harry. I run up to him "JEREMY" I go and attack him with a big hug.
"Sam I've missed you" he pulls out of the hug, "Hey mate" Harry takes his hand out and Jeremy shakes it. harry helps him with his suitcase and we make our way out of the airport and the dam paps are here "Sorry" I whisper to Jeremy. We try and brush past them "HARRY, HARRY PLEASE OVER HERE" They yell out "Please let us pass" he says calmly, he grabs my hand and thank god Jeremy is still behind. We make it to the car safely and I let go Jeremy go in the front. We return home and set Jeremy up in the guest room.


We are now driving to meet everyone for dinner. "So this is London" Jeremy says looking out the window. "Yep" I say popping the P, "So Jer any ladies in your life" I randomly ask him "Um none of your business" he snaps back and we all know what that means. "Oh my god you so so your blushing" I turn my head from the front seat and look at him. "What you think Harry?" I nudge him "Babe leave him" he says or snaps at me. Harry has been weird ever since we got home from the airport, hmm maybe his just tired,

We get to the restaurant and there a few paps there calling out Harry's name. We make into the restaurant and we are the first ones here, the three of us take a seat and Jeremy is just observing everything, I go to take Harry's hand under the table but he ignores the gesture. I put my hand back on the table and roll my eyes, "Harry" I whisper and he looks straight in my eyes.

"Heyyyy guyss" Niall comes and interrupts our moment. I introduce all the boys to Jeremy and automatically hit if off especially with Louis and their love of FIFA. Shortly after we all order our food and Harry has swapped seats with so Sophia is next to me and he is next to Liam.

Burppp Niall burps out "Niall" I say
"What"? he says sarcastically. "Were in public dude" and he just shrugs his shoulders.

After some more general chit chat and more eating - Niall. We are all outside saying our goodbyes. "I'll call you tomorrow love, we can catch up" Sophia says as we pull away from our hug.
"SAM can Jeremy please come over and play FIFA with me" Louis asks me in baby voice and I roll my eyes, "Well can he?" he asks again. "YES louis he can" he goes over and high fives Jeremy well I guess there best buddies now. "Ok we will see you later" Harry says and we walk to the car and drive home in silence.

We get in the front door and now that Harry and i are alone I need to ask him whats wrong. I get a glass of water from the kitchen and scull it down, and hear a door slam shut wow he must be in a mood. I make my way up the stairs with heels in m hand, I turn the door knob and find Harry laying on the bed with his hands behind his head looking at the ceiling. I shuffle closer to the bed. "Are you going to tell me what's wrong or." I ask and he turns to look at me, "Nothing is wrong" he says.
"Harry please don't lie to me." I say in a begging tone, "There is nothing to talk about Sam" he raises his voice and that to me knows not to push him even more. I head into the bathroom out my shorts and tank top on and wash my makeup off then head into bed. "Sam why are you with me" I hear Harry whisper and automatically turn around. "Harry what are you talking about"? I ask him

"You deserve so much better than me Sammy, you deserve to go out and have freedom not be scared for your life every time we go out for dinner" he says and then stands up "WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE? He yells out.
"Harry please your scaring me please" I say trying not to cry.
"ANSWER ME, WHY ARE YOU STILL WITH ME" he yells out again "Harry I love you, you know that, I want to be with you, every single part of you" I calmly say.
"Why Sam, I mean why me" he ask me quietly.

I take a deep breath. "Harry remember me telling you the story of when I was visiting my mum in the hospital and I had lost my necklace. " I say and he nods coming closer to the bed. "well she told me that maybe I lost the necklace for a reason and who ended up having it?" I ask wanting an answer "I did" he whispers. "Exactly Harry you had it, you were meant to have it and me losing it made me gain you. I truly believe that everything happens for a reason, you and I we are meant to be together to fight, to kiss, to makeup but always be there for each other. But I need you to be honest with me and tell me what you are feeling ok?" I get on my knees on the bed and wrap my arms around his neck, and move my forehead on his and our nose touching. "I love you so much Sammy" he lays me down and kisses me passionately.

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