I Can't Fall for him!

We get back home, both us still so silent I make my way up the stairs into the bathroom, take all my makeup off and slip off my dress. I make my way to the bed but Harry isn't here yet, I make myself comfortable under the covers and begin to shut my eyes, but I am interrupted by his footsteps, I see him taking his shirt off and climb in next to me. He snakes his arms around my waist, but I move closer to the edge of the bed, he then tries to get closer again but I move away.
"Fuck Sam if your not going to let me touch you, what's the point of you being here" he yells his head on the pillow now,looking up at the ceiling. With that I rip the covers off me and head downstairs with tears coming down.

How dare Harry say that to me, what the only reason I am here is so he can have a little toy to play with while on tour, what was I to him? I lay down on the couch with my hands behind my head, just me here alone me and my thoughts.

Harry's POV:
Fuck why the hell would I say that? I groan to myself and punch my fist through the wall. I am just so annoyed at the paps they always seem to fuck things up, I know Sam isn't with me because of my money and I am definitely not with her to get back at Taylor. I am falling in love with this girl, I have never felt all of this before. I get butterflies in my stomach every time I am with her, she makes me nervous, she makes me want to be a better man, but I can't help but think what would she want with someone like me? Put all the fame and other trivial things aside I am nothing, I don't know how I should be or what kind of person she wants me to be.

I stay there still as a statue laying in my cold empty bed, I get up and can still smell her scent. I get up from bed and make my way down the stairs and see her, my beautiful Sam sleeping so still, I come closer to the couch and bend down, I remove some of her hair out of her face and rub her forehead with my thumb. My god she is beautiful, her face is a face of angel, her big but small shaped brown eyes that are closed now, her little button nose and her lips, my god her lips I just want to kiss right now. I can't resit my temptation so I peck her lips lightly, she doesn't move her light snores feeds my soul her being so peaceful makes me so happy. "I love you Sammy". I whisper and kiss her cheek.
"Hmmm" she softly says, shit I woke her up good job Harry.
Her brown eyes begin to slowly flutter open and slightly gasps. "Harry?" she whispers with her eyes slightly closed still.
"Yea Sam it's me" I grab her hands that are crossed around her stomach, "I'm trying to sleep, what do yo want" she turns her head so she's not facing me.

"Sam I'm sorry for how I reacted" I apologise to her, but her head remains turned from me.
"Are you though really? she replies.
"What yes Sam of course I am" I say, "Sam I am sorry, I feel bad for how I treated you"
"Harry" she softly whispers, "What am I to you?" she asks and I am so confused.
I stand "Sam your my girlfriend, baby please I'm sorry".
It stays silent for about a minute, "Sammy, I don't know what I am doing here, I have ever felt this ever before, but I know that I want you all day everyday, you make me feel things that I never thought possible. For you I can be whatever you want. Just tell me what you want, and I'm gonna be that for you" I confess and she slightly turns and our eyes meet. I slowly release my hands and let her be, and make my way up the stairs and back to my room alone.

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