Coming Undone

I rode off to my favorite spot over looking a big meadow. With a creek that ran threw it. I got off bolt an tied him up to a tree making sure he dont run off. I walked down to the creek an put my feet in it, it was so cold but it was nice at the same time. I started thinking about my mom we used to come here when I was little I sure do miss her. People say I look like her and just as stubborn, I smiled at the thought. No one knew this spot only me it was my time away from everyone or when I wanted to be close to my mom. I walked back up to bolt he was munching on some grass. I laid down next to him staring up at the clouds soon I was fast asleep.

Harry POV...

I finished the stalls an put away the shovel an walked out to the barn then walked into the house no one was there thank God. I walked up to my room an looked around making sure no one saw I took a bag of drugs out of my suitcase I couldn't wait for everyone to go to sleep so I could take a hit. I heard the front door open and someone coming up stairs. I hurried up stashing the drugs in my suitcase, Hailey appeared at my door

"Anything specific you want for supper"

"No"

"Ok"

She disappeared headed back down stair an into the kitchen. I rolled my eyes why is she so nice to me. I left my room an headed down stairs an into the kitchen Hailey was making supper I then noticed how beautiful she was. Wait what was I thinking I hated everyone here I walked over to her.

"What's for supper"

"Pork chops"

"Oh"

Just then Ryan walked in along with James.

"Something smells good in here" Ryan said

Hailey just laughed as the piled into the kitchen an grabbing a beer from the fridge. They sat down at the table, just then my phone started ringing it was my mom I clicked ignore I didn't want to talk to her ever. Ryan looked at me but didn't say anything. I made my way outside an sat down on the porch staring up at the sky a single tear feel from his eye as he remembered his past it wasn't always like this I once was a good guy. Into that day when Amanda died I never loved anyone again turned to drugs an drinking to get her memory out of my mind. Just then Hailey walked outside an sat down next to me.

"Pretty isn't it"

"No"

"Why not"

"I hate it here and it stinks"

" you will get used to it"

"No I won't"

"If you say so, come on suppers ready"

"Ok"

We got up an went to eat an soon it was bedtime I laid in bed looking over my phone listening to the voice mail mom left I rolled over an closed my eyes 4:30 is going to come to fast.

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