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Radioactive

Lies and Regrets


*Cayla’s P.O.V.*




I know now that I love him, I am deeply in love with him. He is always on my mind, day and night. No matter how hard I try to think that ‘he is using me’ I still come back to loving him. Meeting him was the best feeling that I have ever had since dating Ryan. I now admit that I do love Harry, I truly do; I never feel this way before, never with Ryan. Saving me from that rapist man a month ago caught my attention, I knew when Jacob was on top of me that I needed Harry, and I need him more than ever now. Harry is my drug, and I am so addicted to him, I can’t stop. I think I should tell him how I feel…


“OH MY GOSH!” Lauren squealed running inside my house. “What?” I asked closing the door behind me. “I GOT IN!” She responded still squealing, holding a letter high. “Got in to where?” I laughed, I walked in the kitchen to tell my parents that Lauren is over, but they already knew by hearing her scream. I walked to Lauren and dragged her upstairs to my room. I sat on my neon orange spinny chair and watched Lauren jump up and down, “Hahaha oh my gosh Lo, just tell me, what college did you get in?”

“The dance academy in London!” she screamed, still jumping. I shifted a little knowing that she was going to be in London while I’m in the states; Lauren realized my attitude and stopped jumping. “I’m sorry Cayla,” she mumbled sitting down on my bed. “It’s ok, but you better call me and tell me how the boys are and just don’t forget your bestie,” I said reading her acceptance letter.” “I will call you and I probably won’t be talking to the boys… I don’t anything bad to happen to all of us like prom night…” she fidgeted. I looked up from the letter, I know Lauren likes Niall, she just won’t admit it, she won’t accept the fact that he will be here with her till the very end, she is just afraid. “Lo, come on they are our friends, nothing bad will tear us all apart, you can’t hurt Niall again.” I said. “I do not like Niall and he has tons of celebrity girls going for him, I’m nothing compared to them,” She spoke coldly. Rolling my eyes I got to give her a speech about him until my mom called, “Mychaela Lilian Martin, come down here. There’s a letter for you.” A letter, I don’t usually get letters. Maybe it’s my college acceptance letter for Texas A&M…

I walked downstairs with Lauren giggling behind me, I grabbed the letter off the counter. “Read it out loud,” my dad said. “Yeah Cayla read it,” Lauren giggled. I opened it up and read


Congratulations! You’ve got accepted to Calbri Brooks University (Made up) In London.



That was the only line I read and then I dropped the letter. I looked up and glared at my parents and Lauren; she smirked and gave a wink. “I don’t remember signing up for a university in London?” I said confused. “Well, I kind of emailed the head at Calbri Brooks. I explained everything to her and told her a lot about you. It’s right by my dance academy, now we don’t have to worry about loosing our friendship!” Lauren said cheekily. I looked at my parents and they smiled, “Lauren also talked to us about it, seeing if we gave you permission to live in London for College.”
Oh my gosh, I’m going to London for college, I can’t believe it! Wait… that means I will probably see Harry and the others… I can finally tell him how I feel! I began to smile like an idiot, “Cayla, I think we should go pack up your stuff…” Lo muttered dragging me up the stairs. She sat me on the bed and looked at me, “Yes?” I questioned still thinking about Harry. “We can’t tell them.” She blurted out. I looked at her like she was crazy, “What do you mean we can’t tell them?” I freaked. “We already caused what happened on prom night, I don’t want to put them through ANOTHER thing like that…” She said focusing on packing my clothes. I sat there getting angry, why I wanted to tell him how I feel and now I can’t, no I need to tell him. “Do you want him to deal with the same thing again?” Lauren questioned still packing. I thought about it… I would feel bad if he stresses like that again, also I don’t want to go through another one, it could hurt his career, and yeah maybe I should not tell him. “Yeah you are right,” I said hesitantly. “I’m sorry girl,” she whispered knowing that I like Harry. “This means we have to avoid them right?” I asked starting to pack my things. “Yep.”






“Miss. Mychaela Martin.” The school’s principal announced as I walked up to the podium to get my diploma. I made it through this hell hole, finally! I grabbed my diploma, waved to everyone, hugged all of my teachers and walked back to my seat. A couple of minutes later I got a text.

From Harry: Hey Cayla, congrats on graduating! Hope we see each other over the summer before you go off to college. J xx H



I closed my phone and looked up at everyone else getting their diplomas; I’m holding back from texting him. I know I feel bad but it’s for the best.





~2 months in the next school year ~







*Lauren’s P.O.V*



It’s been great, the dance academy is always active and entertaining every school day. Me and Cayla are sharing an apartment; well now a flat. That’s ten minutes away from my academy and thirty minutes away from her university. Yeah I know it’s an unfair distance but it’s cheaper since it’s past the border of my academy grounds, and I go to the academy. We haven’t been talking to the boys lately because of our school work and because they are getting ready to bring out their new Album. So far, we haven’t seen them and I have stopped getting up in the middle of the night to listen to Niall’s solos. Right now, it has been actually very relaxing and not hectic.
*RING* *RING*


I grab my books and throw on my grey sweater and walk out of the academy. “Hey Lo, wanna practice our dance duet together?” Kyle asked smiling. “Um, I was going to a premiere tonight of the Mocking Jay, maybe sometime over the weekend,” I responded waving him a goodbye and walked to a coffee shop. I am still not used to the rainy and cold London weather, I love the heat but cold is a big N-O for me. As I was in line I saw some girls walking past me up to the counter, I get on my tippe toes and look over many shoulders to see who was in here. A curly hair green eyed boy was in the front of the line, oh no I can’t be him. I have to leave before he sees me. Cayla will freak. What is he doing on this side of town; I thought his flat was on the other side. Crap, I got to leave. He quickly grabbed his coffee and turned around; I threw my hood over and looked away. For a minute there I thought he stopped right by me, but he kept going. Whew, that was too close… what is Harry doing over here. “What would you like to order ma’am?” the counter guy asked. I looked up, “Oh um… never mind,” I mumbled and walked out of the shop. I felt the cool breeze and zipped up my jacket more, I looked around as I walked to my flat, why was Harry there….





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It’s been two weeks since I first saw Harry at the coffee shop by my academy. Now I see him every time I go there, it’s so hard trying to buy my self coffee or hot chocolate. I’ve been walking in with disguises every day. But today is different; Harry isn’t here, so I am not wearing a tacky disguise.
I walk in like a normal person and head straight towards to cashier, “Hi, I would like a biscotti.” I ordered. The cashier rang it up and gave me my biscotti, as I was walking out I heard my name being called out. “Lauren?” I sweet cheeky deep voice called, I turned around and my hiding days are over. “Oh… Hey Harry, what are you doing here?” I asked trying to slide out of this conversation. “I used to come here with Gemma and my mum, what are you doing here?” He asked raising a brow. “I go to the dance academy,” I pointed at the white building. He chuckled, “Oh I should have known that! So what are you doing for the rest of the day? Do you know your way around London yet?” “No, I just walk back to my flat…” I stuttered. “Well, today is your lucky day.” “How so, Mister Styles?” I smirked. “I’m going to take you around London.” He smiled and rushed me into his car. Well how am I going to tell Cayla that Harry saw me?



We pulled up in front of a building and he guided me in, “Harry, where are you taking me? I also need to tell you something…” I said as he grabbed my arm and took me in. I laughed as we got inside. This is a laser tag place “Oh my gosh Harry!” I laughed grabbing my vest and gun. “Well, who said we can’t be kids?!” He smiled cheekily and went in the gaming area. I walked in and saw Harry flirting it up with a different girl, I sneakily crept upon him and shots at him with every second I got. “Hahaha Styles I got you!” I giggled and ran off. I hid into a pitch black tube and waited, I began to feel a little lonely so I left and found a guy holding a pizza box, I walked to him putting on my best smile and asked if I could have a slice. As I was grabbing a slice, Harry jumped in between us and shot me, “GOTCHA!” he yelled and ran off. I apologized to the guy and began to hunt down Harry. Well played Harry Styles…. Well played.








*Cayla’s P.O.V.*



I get home and figured that Lauren was gone because I didn’t hear any of her dance music. I threw my bags in my room and walked to the couch and turned on the t.v. I got up to make me a small snack. As I was decorating my snack a news report came on, “stupid news,” I grumbled as I walked over to change channels.

“As we were walking in the streets, you wouldn’t expect to find Harry Styles from One Direction going into a game center with his; is it his new girlfriend?”

I dropped the remote seeing pictures of Harry and Lauren laughing and walking in the building. Why didn’t she tell me that she saw Harry? Wait, she better not be his new girlfriend. I began to pace around my house, what do I do to this situation? I kept thinking until I glared at my phone. I ran up to it and dialed a number, please pick up… “Hello?” “Liam, hey! It’s Cayla… yeah I moved to London for my college is it ok if I come over to see ya’ll?” I asked smiling. “Sure, but Harry’s gone to where ever…” Liam mumbled through the other side. “That’s fine,” I said bluntly. Liam gave me their address and I drove over there.


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



I knocked on the door and the door opened, “CAYLA,” Louis yelled. I laughed and he greeted me in, I walked in to find the others looking amazed. ‘What are you doing here?” Niall asked running towards me. “Well me and Lauren actually both go into different colleges here” I explained. “Where is she now?” Niall asked with eager. I ignored that question. “Hey um has Harry had any new girlfriends?” I asked looking at Liam then to Louis then to Zayn then at Niall. “Well yeah, but they were only short relationships…” Louis blurted. The boys slapped him and came closer to me, “We are sorry Cay-“ I smiled and turned on their t.v. still showing pictures of Harry and Lauren, “Someone please explain,” I sniffed not wanting to cry in front of the boys. “He didn’t tell me… Lauren never liked me?” Niall whispered. “He didn’t tell us? We thought he liked you and Lauren liked Niall…” Zayn said confused. “He lied to me, I should never fell for him.” I cried out. I wiped my tears; Niall got up and carried me to Harry’s room. “Why are you taking me in here?” “He had this; he made it for you… I don’t know what he is doing with Lauren, but I know he liked you and I have a plan.” Niall said handing me a picture of me and Harry. I was mad and depressed, I can’t handle this even Lauren knew I liked him. How could she do this to me… “What’s your plan?”
Niall explained about we should act like we are a thing and get them all fed up and then they’ll realize how hurt we are. I grinned, “I’m fine with that, you have a great mind Nialler,” I ruffled his and hair and we walked back. We greeted the others and my phone started to vibrate.

From Lo: Hey girl, I’m going to stop at one other place and I have a gift to bring home for you! I hope you’ll love it! xx Lo


To Lo: Ok Have fun! xx Cay

I slid the phone back in my pocket and started to grab my stuff until Niall called out, “Hey guys Harry is coming home and he said he has something to show us…” I stopped and asked if I could stay to surprised Harry, “Yeah sure,” Liam said and went back to playing videogames with Louis. An hour later I was cooking for the boys, Liam and Lou were arguing over the movie they wanted to watch, Zayn was drawing Perrie and Niall was bugging the crap outta me for the food. “Niall, really? Let me finish cooking, you food needs can wait.” I said grabbing the cheese out of his hand and spreading it on my dish. “But I’m hungry nowwwww!” He whined. How did Lauren put up with him? ‘Just wait, it’s almost ready….” I mumbled as I went to get sauce, I turned back around and I see Niall reaching for my dish, “NIALL DROP IT.” I yelled. He laughed and took a bite and ran away with my dish. I started to chase him around until we all heard the front door begging to open. They began to close the door and I hid behind Niall, still eating my dish. I quietly went up the stairs and waited. Game on Mr. Styles, game on…

Notes

Oh, sorry it was kinda short and bad, i've been having some writers block because i'm excited for my vacation tomorrow! I'll write a super amazing and long one before i leave.

I wonder what Lauren and Harry's reaction will be? Will everything change and Harry and Lauren hook up? One of the boys will be getting a girlfriend out of the band (reminder that Lou and Zayn already have a girlfriend) it might not even be Cayla or Lauren... Will Harry, Cayla, Lauren and Niall work everything out? Will the boys ignore Harry for not telling them about Lauren?
You'll find out in the next chapter!
Thanks for keeping up with it, love you all:)



~P.s. if you need anyone to talk too, i'm always here, If you have ideas i'll be glad to hear some!~

xx Lo

Comments

Update please
mickaluna26 mickaluna26
11/16/13
love it xx
BadGirlsDon'tDie BadGirlsDon'tDie
10/30/13
@mickaluna26

I did!
Lo_LilCraic Lo_LilCraic
10/29/13
Update please
mickaluna26 mickaluna26
10/13/13
@mickaluna26

im sorry ive been busy with school and I just came back from camping ill get on the next chapter right now :)

@Camilla.Horan

im getting on to the next chapter right now and thanks so much im so happy you love it :)
xx Lo
Lo_LilCraic Lo_LilCraic
9/2/13