Afraid to love again
chapter 19 ; Telling him about 'Jacob'..
Amber's Pov;
'Well Harry, i had a really dificult time, before i met you,
I had fallen in love with jacob, when you see him you would think he is really kind and all that stuff..
We went on a date, and everything went fine, He was a good man you know , i really tought that's the guy that i need
for the rest of my life.. He asked me for being his Girlfriend , offcours i sad 'yes'
The weeks came..and a had a really bad fight with my mother.. then Jacob told me to move in with him..
At first i tought 'Yay' why not he's the perfect men for me.. So i moved in with him.. the first day's everything went
perfect, then i was at school and i was feeling sick , so a asked my teacher of i could go home , because i really didn't
feel good.. When i came home, Jacob was watching TV. A went to give him a kiss, and tell him i didn't feel good, and that
i was going to call the doctor.. A smell Alcohol, and i knew what time it was.. He started to yell at me and tell bad stuf
like 'your not going to call the doctor, i'm the One who tell you who you can call and who not, Stupid bitch ! Know make me
someting eat! i'm hungry..I just told him that i'm going to see a doctor because i really wasn't good.. I better didn't
tell him , because before i even notische I was allready lying in the ground , he start hitting me , and told me i needed to
shut up , and if i didn't he would kick me werever he could , i was crying, i didn't understood was going on.. And from that
day on , he started to drink a lot , and beating me to, at first i just tought 'yay' it's nothing ,he is just a little stressed
from work , but he didn't stop , Then one nigt it went horrebly wrong, he started eating me up , and i could feel i'm not going
to survive this , I was in a lot of pain.. And then everything went black , i was afraid of leaving him , because he told me
If i ever leave him he would find me , and kill me.. so i stayed with him , but i decided to leave him after he beat me up really
bad , i was in the hospital , and just ran off.. for the moment he does nothing.. But you never know with Jacob..
He is out of my life but not out of my mind ' i have bad dreams about him that he is going to find me , and kill me ' or kill my best
friend , I'm really scared harry, that's why i'm like this always because i really don't want im to find me..
I started crying..
Harry's pov;
I was in shock after amber told me everything , ow in the world Could somebody hurt a other like this!
I was angry at this 'Son of a bitch' How dear he do that to amber ?? She didn't deserve that at all!!
That poor girl doesn't have luck in live. But i'm going to change that.. you know i really want the make her smile again
She has one of those smile's you can't imagne..
I just stopt in the middle of the road.. and a gave her a big hug.
You know Darling, i'm really sorry about that SON OF A BITCH! I really like when you tell me your life, so i know what you been trough
And i always be there for you no matter what! I mean that Amber , you might think i'm lying , but i'm not , i'm going to prove you that
i can make you happy again..
And when you have another bad dream just call me , and we would talk..
And Jacob is not going to kill you.. I can promise you that , i will be there to protect you ameber!
i'm not going to lett Jacob hurt you anymore! i swear that , and if he tries to eventouch you, i will 'BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM'
And amber , Don't forget i'm always there for you !
'Well Harry, i had a really dificult time, before i met you,
I had fallen in love with jacob, when you see him you would think he is really kind and all that stuff..
We went on a date, and everything went fine, He was a good man you know , i really tought that's the guy that i need
for the rest of my life.. He asked me for being his Girlfriend , offcours i sad 'yes'
The weeks came..and a had a really bad fight with my mother.. then Jacob told me to move in with him..
At first i tought 'Yay' why not he's the perfect men for me.. So i moved in with him.. the first day's everything went
perfect, then i was at school and i was feeling sick , so a asked my teacher of i could go home , because i really didn't
feel good.. When i came home, Jacob was watching TV. A went to give him a kiss, and tell him i didn't feel good, and that
i was going to call the doctor.. A smell Alcohol, and i knew what time it was.. He started to yell at me and tell bad stuf
like 'your not going to call the doctor, i'm the One who tell you who you can call and who not, Stupid bitch ! Know make me
someting eat! i'm hungry..I just told him that i'm going to see a doctor because i really wasn't good.. I better didn't
tell him , because before i even notische I was allready lying in the ground , he start hitting me , and told me i needed to
shut up , and if i didn't he would kick me werever he could , i was crying, i didn't understood was going on.. And from that
day on , he started to drink a lot , and beating me to, at first i just tought 'yay' it's nothing ,he is just a little stressed
from work , but he didn't stop , Then one nigt it went horrebly wrong, he started eating me up , and i could feel i'm not going
to survive this , I was in a lot of pain.. And then everything went black , i was afraid of leaving him , because he told me
If i ever leave him he would find me , and kill me.. so i stayed with him , but i decided to leave him after he beat me up really
bad , i was in the hospital , and just ran off.. for the moment he does nothing.. But you never know with Jacob..
He is out of my life but not out of my mind ' i have bad dreams about him that he is going to find me , and kill me ' or kill my best
friend , I'm really scared harry, that's why i'm like this always because i really don't want im to find me..
I started crying..
Harry's pov;
I was in shock after amber told me everything , ow in the world Could somebody hurt a other like this!
I was angry at this 'Son of a bitch' How dear he do that to amber ?? She didn't deserve that at all!!
That poor girl doesn't have luck in live. But i'm going to change that.. you know i really want the make her smile again
She has one of those smile's you can't imagne..
I just stopt in the middle of the road.. and a gave her a big hug.
You know Darling, i'm really sorry about that SON OF A BITCH! I really like when you tell me your life, so i know what you been trough
And i always be there for you no matter what! I mean that Amber , you might think i'm lying , but i'm not , i'm going to prove you that
i can make you happy again..
And when you have another bad dream just call me , and we would talk..
And Jacob is not going to kill you.. I can promise you that , i will be there to protect you ameber!
i'm not going to lett Jacob hurt you anymore! i swear that , and if he tries to eventouch you, i will 'BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM'
And amber , Don't forget i'm always there for you !
Notes
hi, guys i'm really sorry gor not updating , but i'm working for the moment..I try to update as soon as i can promise !
and what do you guys think??
LOVE Zoë
hi, sorry i'm going to update, today or tommorow promise..
i don't have really time for the moment , because i'm working..
i'm really sorry..
And thaks it means a lot, because i had the feeling nobody like it..;s
LOVE Zoë <33
7/4/13