Tell me if you love me

Ashleys POV:Luke sends me message after message but I don’t reply, I don’t know whether he did it on purpose or not but the look on Calum’s face keeps coming back to my mind. I have to make my choice, If I stay with Luke I face hatred from people I once called friends I thought I could deal with that, that being with him was the only thing that mattered but now…Im having second thoughts.
Yesterday when I got home I saw my car had been vandalised, someone had written in bright red letters “SLUT” across my front windscreen and today my locker has “MURDERER” scrawled over it in chunky black pen, I sit alone at lunch people see me and no one asks me to join them. I was never as popular at Laurel but I always had friends. I’m sitting sadly at my table not touching the food on my plate when someone drops their tray onto the table the seat across from me, Calum. He looks thoughtful as he opens his mouth and says “Ashley, Things are cool with us okay? No hard feelings?” I am stunned, I have hurt this boy so much and he is willing to forgive me? For the hundredth time this week I feel tears spill down my cheeks.
“Thank you Cal” I stammer “Thank you, you don’t know how much that means to me, I swear I never meant to hurt you the way I have.” and then he is next to me and enveloping me in a warm hug and I feel safe and comforted. That is until Jade shouts “Look at that two-timer its not enough for her to steal Luke from her best friend, she wants his best mate too.” Hurt stabs me hard and it all becomes too much, I run out of the cafeteria trying to ignore the jeering faces I run out of school to the only place i can think of, Laurels graveyard.
When I reach Bygrove Graveyard I spot Laurels gravestone immediately, it is the newest, shiny white marble and surrounded with flowers and cards. I walk over and kneel beside it I lean my head against the cold marble as if by being as close to her as I can I can force her to come back to life again.
2 years ago:
“I want the real deal for my funeral” says Laurel “People weeping and talking about how great I was and me looking angelic in a white dress with flowers threaded through my head, Your’e older than me Ash so I suppose you’ll probably die first, but if I die first make sure I look my best won’t you?” I grin awkwardly at her. Laurel is like this she doesn’t mind talking about things that people are usually too scared to talk about, unlike me. She studies me for a second and I can feel her eyes scanning me then she breaks off our gaze and says “Ashley you know your’e my best mate right? I would never do anything to hurt you” I look at her confused “I know that stupid its me and you forever” she giggle and crushes a blackberry from the bowl on her bed using the scarlet juice she rubs a line dow both of our wrists “Blood sisters, till death do us part, unless I come and haunt you that is.”
Present Day:
I whisper “Laurel you can come haunt me now, death can’t keep us apart I already did that its my fault your dead and till the day I die I will never forgive myself, Laurel you loved Luke and I can’t look at him everyday without seeing you. Im putting you first I won’t be with him"

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