Is This Love?
I Can Do What I Want.
Larissa's POV
My tattoo stung afterwards. Zayn was driving me back home. "I had a fun time Zayn." "You did?" "Yah other then the rape part I'm fine." "Look I'm sorry that happen. I won't let anyone lay a fucking finger on you anymore Larissa." I could tell he was getting mad because he was gripping the wheel tighter and tighter. "Zayn it's fine. I'm fine." After that the ride was quiet. We eventually pulled up to my house and Zayn kissed me goodnight before squeezing my butt. Horny bastard. I unlocked my door and texted him I was in when he left. I knew this night was too good to be true because my mom and sister were at the door. "What the fuck Larissa! It's going to be 3 o'clock in the fucking morning." "So sorry I'm not fucking perfect like Loranya." "Larissa you need to control this. For crying out loud you smell like beer and drugs." I don't have time to fucking do this. I just ignored them and walked up to my room. They didn't matter to me anymore. Nobody did.
*Next day*
I was Friday morning. I woke up from Zayn messaging me.
Softie :*: Ditching today?
Me: How the fuck did you know?
Softie :*: I knew you didn't want to take that History test today and after what happen last night you wouldn't go to school.
Me: Alright Malik you caught me there. The Red Zone? (A/N I Just Made It Up)
Softie :*: Yah be ready in 15.
I was getting ready when Perrie and Danielle group messaged me.
Per-Per: Hey slut you guys coming to the Zone? ;)
Dani: Yah bitch are you?
Me: Yah how did you whores know? :*
Per-Per: Bitch, by the way Zayn saved you last night, he would be constantly on your ass.
Dani: Tots cunt. Mark my words. He is going to be more affectionate and protective now.
Me: Twats when is he never?
I stopped, affterwards cause I heard Zayn's car. I hopped in and we drove to an alley way. Normally I would of saw Harry's group there, but they weren't strange. Zayn kept a good arm around my waist. I saw Perrie, Dani, and then Eleanor making out with Louis, typically couples. Zayn went to talk business with the boys, while I gossiped with the girls. While we were talking, my phone buzzed.
Softie :*: Having fun? ;)
I look over at Zayn and see an amused faced.
Me: Oh shut it Malik :p
My phone beeped again and I thought it was Zayn again. I was getting really tired of having them stop the conversation cause of Zayn. I opened the message, but it wasn't Zayn.
562-555-7788: Hey beautiful it's Harry. I want you come to my party tonight. (A/N Random Ass Number)
Me: Aha oh Styles you are funny. After you tried to rape me? I don't think so. Plus Zayn told me not to go near you ever again.
Harry: Aha oh Larissa you need to learn to have some fun. Zayn can't give you what I can ;) and please you're going to listen to Zayn? I dare to come to my party, I wouldn't be surprised if Zayn didn't let you out after 10 o'clock. Text me when Zayn doesn't chose your options for you.
This really had me thinking. Did I always listen to what Zayn said. He wasn't the boss of me. I was so caught up on thinking I didn't realize Zayn was right behind me riding those messages. "Larissa you are not going to that party tonight!" "What? Why not?!" " Because I fucking said so, you are MINE." "Zayn I can do whatever the fuck I want!" "No Larissa you aren't fucking going." I simply walked away from Zayn no way can he fucking tell me what to do. I heard Zayn calling me but I didn't care the walk wasn't far from my house. And nobody dared to touch or give me shit cause they knew I was Zayn's 'girl'. The walk was a around an hour but when I got home I knew what I had to do.
Me: I'm going
My tattoo stung afterwards. Zayn was driving me back home. "I had a fun time Zayn." "You did?" "Yah other then the rape part I'm fine." "Look I'm sorry that happen. I won't let anyone lay a fucking finger on you anymore Larissa." I could tell he was getting mad because he was gripping the wheel tighter and tighter. "Zayn it's fine. I'm fine." After that the ride was quiet. We eventually pulled up to my house and Zayn kissed me goodnight before squeezing my butt. Horny bastard. I unlocked my door and texted him I was in when he left. I knew this night was too good to be true because my mom and sister were at the door. "What the fuck Larissa! It's going to be 3 o'clock in the fucking morning." "So sorry I'm not fucking perfect like Loranya." "Larissa you need to control this. For crying out loud you smell like beer and drugs." I don't have time to fucking do this. I just ignored them and walked up to my room. They didn't matter to me anymore. Nobody did.
*Next day*
I was Friday morning. I woke up from Zayn messaging me.
Softie :*: Ditching today?
Me: How the fuck did you know?
Softie :*: I knew you didn't want to take that History test today and after what happen last night you wouldn't go to school.
Me: Alright Malik you caught me there. The Red Zone? (A/N I Just Made It Up)
Softie :*: Yah be ready in 15.
I was getting ready when Perrie and Danielle group messaged me.
Per-Per: Hey slut you guys coming to the Zone? ;)
Dani: Yah bitch are you?
Me: Yah how did you whores know? :*
Per-Per: Bitch, by the way Zayn saved you last night, he would be constantly on your ass.
Dani: Tots cunt. Mark my words. He is going to be more affectionate and protective now.
Me: Twats when is he never?
I stopped, affterwards cause I heard Zayn's car. I hopped in and we drove to an alley way. Normally I would of saw Harry's group there, but they weren't strange. Zayn kept a good arm around my waist. I saw Perrie, Dani, and then Eleanor making out with Louis, typically couples. Zayn went to talk business with the boys, while I gossiped with the girls. While we were talking, my phone buzzed.
Softie :*: Having fun? ;)
I look over at Zayn and see an amused faced.
Me: Oh shut it Malik :p
My phone beeped again and I thought it was Zayn again. I was getting really tired of having them stop the conversation cause of Zayn. I opened the message, but it wasn't Zayn.
562-555-7788: Hey beautiful it's Harry. I want you come to my party tonight. (A/N Random Ass Number)
Me: Aha oh Styles you are funny. After you tried to rape me? I don't think so. Plus Zayn told me not to go near you ever again.
Harry: Aha oh Larissa you need to learn to have some fun. Zayn can't give you what I can ;) and please you're going to listen to Zayn? I dare to come to my party, I wouldn't be surprised if Zayn didn't let you out after 10 o'clock. Text me when Zayn doesn't chose your options for you.
This really had me thinking. Did I always listen to what Zayn said. He wasn't the boss of me. I was so caught up on thinking I didn't realize Zayn was right behind me riding those messages. "Larissa you are not going to that party tonight!" "What? Why not?!" " Because I fucking said so, you are MINE." "Zayn I can do whatever the fuck I want!" "No Larissa you aren't fucking going." I simply walked away from Zayn no way can he fucking tell me what to do. I heard Zayn calling me but I didn't care the walk wasn't far from my house. And nobody dared to touch or give me shit cause they knew I was Zayn's 'girl'. The walk was a around an hour but when I got home I knew what I had to do.
Me: I'm going
