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MadHouse

True Colors

Talias POV

I felt safer around these boys, more then i should be. I never opened up about my past before and i have losts more to tell. I never thought i would tell the story of my sister to 5 boys that i didnt like, or thought i didnt like. I never even told my bestfriends about it, just Azalea since we grew up together. As i walked back to my car, all the girls looked at me sympathetically. "How become you didnt tell us?" I looked up at Lina who for some reason looked angry. "What do you mean why i didnt tell you? If this is what this conversation is about then i dont wanna hear it!" I slammed my door and turned on the car. " I mean we are your bestfriends! I THOUGHT YOU COULD TRUST US WITH ANYTHING BUT OBVIOUSLY YOU CANT!" I was getting heated really quickly. I felt Azaleas hand on mine, realized that i was gripping the steering wheel, my knuckles turning white. "LOOK! ITS MY STORY, ITS MY CHOICE, AND SHE IS MY SISTER! I DONT CARE IF I TELL ANYONE OR NOT BECUASE ITS SOME THING I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT SO SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT IT, THE ONLY OTHER PERSON WHO KNOWS THAT IS MY BESTFRIEND IS AZALEA BECUASE WE GREW UP TOGETHER!" My voice was filled with anger and after i went on a rant about it, there was nothing but silence as we drove home.


We arrived at our house and when i parked the car in the driveway, no one got out. We all sat there for a while. I finally decided to say something that i wanted to say for a while. " Besides i thought you guys would understand, obviously you want to make it all about yourselves when your not the ones who lost the only person who actually cared for you your whole fucking life!!" I got out the car and slammed the door, leaving the girls in the car. I unlocked the door when the boys pulled up and slammed that door also. I ran up to my room and closed the door. I fell on my bed balling my eyes out. I looked up and grabbed my sisters picture off the nightstand and looked at it. "Why? Why do you have to leave me in this cruel world? I wish you were still here! I...i miss you Anabelle..... i wish you were here right now. no one understands me like you do!" I just laid there crying and crying until i heard a knocked on my door.


"Go away!" The person on the other side of the door chuckled and i knew it was one of the boys. "Look im not in the mood right now! So please go away!" There was silence before the door opened, revealing Louis. " Talia whats wrong?" He immediately came to my side and held me. I sighed into his shoulder and just started crying again. "They always think its all about them, i cant stand it!" Sniffling as i was talking. "Who? your friends?" I looked up to him looking down at me. "Yes. When i got into the car they pratically yelled at me becuase i didnt tell them...except Azalea. She was the only one who knew cause she grew up with me." I cried even harder and sunk into his chest. He held me tighter and for some reason i didnt pull away. I felt safe with him and i guess he felt that way in return. I finally knew why i couldn't hate Louis now....he remind me of her....Anabelle.


Louis POV


I held Talia tightly as she cried in my arms. I felt bad for her. What kind of friends did she have? Her sister dies and all you could think about is why she didn't tell you? Thats messed up. She pulled away and looked up at me. Her eyes has this sparkle that just had you mesmorized. She had the prettiest eyes i've ever seen. She smiled up and at me and hugged me. " Thank you Louis....for being here for me." I looked down at her and smiled. "Your welcome. Just remember if you need anyone, you have me and Harry." She chuckled. She let go of me and laid down on her bed. I got up and was about to leave when she called my name. I turned around. "Yea Talia?" She smiled and patted the spot next to her. "Can you stay with me and little while longer please? If you dont mind." I smiled, walked to the spot she patted and laid down beside her. We stared up at the ceiling which were covered in pictures. "I like your ceiling Talia." She looked at me and smiled. "Oh man your gonna like it even more when you see this." She got up and grabbed a remote from her nightstand and push ad button on it making the ceiling opened revealing the sky."


I looked up stunned. The sky looked beautiful. The sun gleaming, making the sky looked amazing. There were hints of pink,orange, and yellow. I looked back at her, the sun hitting her face in the right places making her look beautiful. I saw a tear slide down her cheek. I reached my hand up and wiped her tear away. She looked at me and smiled then looked back at the sky. "Me and my sister use to look at the sky all the time. espicially at night. It was so beautiful. She use to tell me stories about the stars when i was little. When she turned sixteen, we had a big birthday party for her. I lived with her since our parents died. This is the house we found and bought it. This has been my room since we moved here. I use to have nightmares and she would come in here and lay down with me. She would open this up and we would stare at it until we fell asleep. Just like your doing with me now....is what we use to do. You... you remind me of..her." She looked at me smiled and looked back up at the sky. She grabbed my hand without looking at me. I squeezed her hand to let her know i was there for her. I saw her smile. We laid like this until it got dark. The sky looked even prettier. I was gonna say something to her but when i looked at her, she was sleep. She looked so.. peaceful. Her hand still in mine. I got up and picked her up so she was laying down the right way in the bed. I tucked her in and grabbed the remote, closing the ceiling.


Before i left, i looked at her and smiled. I bent down kissing her forhead. The kiss lingered. I turned around and left, closing the door very quietly. I guess everyone went to bed because the lights downstairs were all off. I tip-toed into my room. I opened my door but heard another door open. I looked down the hallway and saw red hair, must be Azalea. She looked at me and smiled. "Thank you for being there for her." She smiled again and went back into her room before i could say anything. I went into my room and closed the door. I went over to my bed and sat down. I took my shirt off and changed into pajama pants. I got under the covers and turned on my side, facing the wall. I couldn't stop thinking about something....someone. I couldn't stop thinking about her....Talia.

Notes

Hello Lovelies! Im sorry i havent been posting lately but im back on track now so expect alot from me! I hope you guys like the new chapter so far and i hope you guys keep reading! Love you babies! <3

Comments

PLZ UPDATE UR DRIVING ME CRAZY !!!

JJ Styles JJ Styles
9/1/14

@crushingonniall

I don't have an account on wattpad but I can make one if this doesn't work out. I 'll just post the whole story on there if any new readers sweep by it.

Ray Ray Ray Ray
6/16/14

if you stop uploadjng here will you do it on wattpad

crushingonniall crushingonniall
6/16/14

@crushingonniall

Awhh thank you so much! That means so much to me :')

Ray Ray Ray Ray
6/7/14

this fanfic is getting better and better like seriously woahh