
Just because of me...
Chapter 7
The sun's shining through the window.My eyes burn and my hair is a mess.
I hear someone sleeping.I feel someone's arms around me.I feel Niall. He's still sleeping.I turn around to look at him.Now his blue eyes shine through me.He's awake.Looking at me,with his bright blue eyes.
'Good mornin' sweetheart' He says with a raspy voice
'Good mornin' I say sweetly
'How ya doin?' He asks me and gives me a kiss on my forehead
'I'm fine.What do you want to have for breakfast' I ask politely
'Anything you can afford' He says and I smirk
'Why are you smirking?' He asks,rubbing his eyes
'Just for fun'
'I see' He says laughing 'If you want to take a shower,the bathroom is in the next room,there' He points with his fingers to the left side,which looks really funny because he's actually too lazy to turn around.
'OK' I say,following his direction
After I take a shower,I realize that I don't know what time it is and that I have to be at school today.
When I look I see that it's a quarter to 8.
'Fuck..fuck,fuck,fuck,fuck'
'Jordan,what's wrong?'
'Today's school and I only have 15 minutes left'
'I'll drive you' He says smiling at me
Then we run to his car and we speed to my school.
And then,as if the day couldn't start worse I see noone else but my dad.
'Jordan!-stay please,I just want to tal-'
'There's nothing to talk about.You said what you think and I said what I think.It was your choice,dad,And now I have to go to class.The first lesson will start soon '
Walking to class,definetly in the mood of crying the shit out of me,I sit down as the lesson starts.
It's one of those days,everything goes its way and you're just going with the flow.
'Jordan,what's wrong with you'
Sandra's now sitting next to me with her tray filled with her lunch and looks at me worried
'Like,you are so silent the whole day,and I don't know you like that'
'Everything's ok' I fake a smile at her
'Where is that optimistic,happy,though sarcastic girl I got to know some years ago?'
'She died with her mum' My voice quietening at the end of my sentence and I feel tears rolling down my cheeks.As I look up to Sandra,I see tears in her eyes as well.
'She is not dead.Ok,though your mum is,that girl,I got to know,who's my best friend since childhood is not dead'
I hug her and I thank God that there's someone else except Niall who's there for me
Suddendly my phone buzzes
'Uuuh.Is this your boyfriend?' I smile at her
'Actually he is.You might know him as Niall Horan'
'What the fuck..when you told me you fell in love with a boy called Niall there was nothing about that you are talking about Niall Horan.Oh my god!'
'Psh.. Not so loud'
'Sorry.. But how did you get to know Niall'
'Well it all started like this...'
I hear someone sleeping.I feel someone's arms around me.I feel Niall. He's still sleeping.I turn around to look at him.Now his blue eyes shine through me.He's awake.Looking at me,with his bright blue eyes.
'Good mornin' sweetheart' He says with a raspy voice
'Good mornin' I say sweetly
'How ya doin?' He asks me and gives me a kiss on my forehead
'I'm fine.What do you want to have for breakfast' I ask politely
'Anything you can afford' He says and I smirk
'Why are you smirking?' He asks,rubbing his eyes
'Just for fun'
'I see' He says laughing 'If you want to take a shower,the bathroom is in the next room,there' He points with his fingers to the left side,which looks really funny because he's actually too lazy to turn around.
'OK' I say,following his direction
After I take a shower,I realize that I don't know what time it is and that I have to be at school today.
When I look I see that it's a quarter to 8.
'Fuck..fuck,fuck,fuck,fuck'
'Jordan,what's wrong?'
'Today's school and I only have 15 minutes left'
'I'll drive you' He says smiling at me
Then we run to his car and we speed to my school.
And then,as if the day couldn't start worse I see noone else but my dad.
'Jordan!-stay please,I just want to tal-'
'There's nothing to talk about.You said what you think and I said what I think.It was your choice,dad,And now I have to go to class.The first lesson will start soon '
Walking to class,definetly in the mood of crying the shit out of me,I sit down as the lesson starts.
It's one of those days,everything goes its way and you're just going with the flow.
'Jordan,what's wrong with you'
Sandra's now sitting next to me with her tray filled with her lunch and looks at me worried
'Like,you are so silent the whole day,and I don't know you like that'
'Everything's ok' I fake a smile at her
'Where is that optimistic,happy,though sarcastic girl I got to know some years ago?'
'She died with her mum' My voice quietening at the end of my sentence and I feel tears rolling down my cheeks.As I look up to Sandra,I see tears in her eyes as well.
'She is not dead.Ok,though your mum is,that girl,I got to know,who's my best friend since childhood is not dead'
I hug her and I thank God that there's someone else except Niall who's there for me
Suddendly my phone buzzes
'Uuuh.Is this your boyfriend?' I smile at her
'Actually he is.You might know him as Niall Horan'
'What the fuck..when you told me you fell in love with a boy called Niall there was nothing about that you are talking about Niall Horan.Oh my god!'
'Psh.. Not so loud'
'Sorry.. But how did you get to know Niall'
'Well it all started like this...'
Notes
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10/21/13