Just because of me...
It's a suprise
It's been 6 months since my dad's funeral so today is....
RIGHT! June,10
I'm happy with Niall and I thank God for my friends.I'm still a bit taken back when I think about my dad,but it gets better.Niall's been so sweet to me lately and he helped me through that terrible time of crying,sleepwalking and nightmares.The boys and the girls are like my family now.It's like we all grew up together.Sandra's now mum of the two cutest babys on earth and she says JJ (Jordan Joanne) has the same eyes as I have and Darcy of course looks like JJ but she has Harry's eyes,that's for sure.
Today is a sunny day and Niall said he kinda wants to suprise me.
There were a lot of suprises in my life,but I can't wait for this one
I have no clue why and I don't know what he's up to.
He told me to wear the best clothes I have and to meet him at a restaurant.
When I asked him what's going on and why he just said "it's a suprise"
We're in my favourite restaurant and I'm filled with anticipation as I sit down and wait.
Exactly on 8 pm Niall opens the restaurant door and shots a smile at me.
His blue eyes are so mesmerizing,they get me always
Through the whole evening,he looks at me with his eyes,his oh-so-blue eyes and his eyes filled with love.He's even shakes a little and I definetely know that he's nervous.
'What's wrong babe' I whisper and I hold his hand and he stops shaking directly
'I'm just a bit nervous' He slightly blushes and furrow my eyebrows
'C'mon let's leave' He finally says and I nod my head
We walk out of the restaurant and my nervousness drives me to the edge.
After 15 minutes of walking she finally breaks the silence
'If we're just walking,why did you have to dress yourself like that?' She asks and I know that I can't play for time anymore.But I don't know how to start.
We finally stop in a small park,where I take my chance.
'Stop' I whisper softly and she stops abruptly
'You know that I love you,right?' I ask and she nods her head smiling
'And you love me as well,don't you?' I ask,afraid of the answer
'Yes I do with the bottom of my heart' She answers and pecks me on my lips
'And no matter what you'd stay with me' I ask again
'Niall why are you asking me these questions?' She asks,looking concerend
'Jordan May Porter I love you' I say and go down on one knee and I could swear to God her eyes just widen tremendously. 'I want to spend the rest of my life with you.I know I may have flaws and the last year was really hard for you but through all this time,you made my love for even bigger,everyday a little bit more.And even now,as you're standing before me it doesn't stop.
The way you shake your hair out of face instead of putting the hairstring behind your ear.
The way you smile and your eyes shine and it seems as if they would shine through me.
I've loved you since the August,12 2012 and I promise to love you for the rest of my life'
My hands are really shaking now as I pull the blue box out and reveal the ring in it.
She looks at me,tears try to string out of her eyes and I ask her once more:
'Do you want to marry me?'
RIGHT! June,10
I'm happy with Niall and I thank God for my friends.I'm still a bit taken back when I think about my dad,but it gets better.Niall's been so sweet to me lately and he helped me through that terrible time of crying,sleepwalking and nightmares.The boys and the girls are like my family now.It's like we all grew up together.Sandra's now mum of the two cutest babys on earth and she says JJ (Jordan Joanne) has the same eyes as I have and Darcy of course looks like JJ but she has Harry's eyes,that's for sure.
Today is a sunny day and Niall said he kinda wants to suprise me.
There were a lot of suprises in my life,but I can't wait for this one
I have no clue why and I don't know what he's up to.
He told me to wear the best clothes I have and to meet him at a restaurant.
When I asked him what's going on and why he just said "it's a suprise"
We're in my favourite restaurant and I'm filled with anticipation as I sit down and wait.
Exactly on 8 pm Niall opens the restaurant door and shots a smile at me.
His blue eyes are so mesmerizing,they get me always
Through the whole evening,he looks at me with his eyes,his oh-so-blue eyes and his eyes filled with love.He's even shakes a little and I definetely know that he's nervous.
'What's wrong babe' I whisper and I hold his hand and he stops shaking directly
'I'm just a bit nervous' He slightly blushes and furrow my eyebrows
'C'mon let's leave' He finally says and I nod my head
Niall's POV
Why am I so nervous?Maybe because she's the best thing that happend to me?
She is,actually.I want to make this day perfect I mean I only have one chance.We walk out of the restaurant and my nervousness drives me to the edge.
After 15 minutes of walking she finally breaks the silence
'If we're just walking,why did you have to dress yourself like that?' She asks and I know that I can't play for time anymore.But I don't know how to start.
We finally stop in a small park,where I take my chance.
'Stop' I whisper softly and she stops abruptly
'You know that I love you,right?' I ask and she nods her head smiling
'And you love me as well,don't you?' I ask,afraid of the answer
'Yes I do with the bottom of my heart' She answers and pecks me on my lips
'And no matter what you'd stay with me' I ask again
'Niall why are you asking me these questions?' She asks,looking concerend
'Jordan May Porter I love you' I say and go down on one knee and I could swear to God her eyes just widen tremendously. 'I want to spend the rest of my life with you.I know I may have flaws and the last year was really hard for you but through all this time,you made my love for even bigger,everyday a little bit more.And even now,as you're standing before me it doesn't stop.
The way you shake your hair out of face instead of putting the hairstring behind your ear.
The way you smile and your eyes shine and it seems as if they would shine through me.
I've loved you since the August,12 2012 and I promise to love you for the rest of my life'
My hands are really shaking now as I pull the blue box out and reveal the ring in it.
She looks at me,tears try to string out of her eyes and I ask her once more:
'Do you want to marry me?'
Notes
This is officially the last chapter of Just because of me...Sorry for not updating earlier but it just felt like I should end the story in Niall's POV and on his Birthday.In the story it's not his Birthday but as you hopefully all know, today is September 13 and today our little sunshine is twenty years old.I can't believe that my little leprechun isn't a teen anymore.Awwwww,whatever just because he's 20 doesn't mean he has to change his character.
For me he will always be the 16 year old little cute irish boy who auditions for the X-factors.
I don't want my babys to grow up :(
But they have to as we have to.
Ok guys I'll leave you now.Hopefully tomorrow I'll sent you the link to the sequel but I can already tell you the title...it's....no..i don't tell you.You guys will see but I hope my sequel will get as much reader as the start
Love you
and
Happy Birthday Niall
10/21/13