Today is the December,10.

Today's my dad's funeral

We're all on a small ship.My aunts Celine and Alisson,my grandpa Jack and my granny.
Zayn and Perrie,Liam and Danielle,Louis and Eleanor,Harry and Sandra are there as well.
And Niall.We're in the International waters in US.
That was my dad's last wish.He wanted his ashes to be spread in the Internatinal waters

I stand there,with the urn in my hand,desperately trying not to cry,because the ceremony itself didn't even start.I look out into the waters,trying to distract myself.

Then Niall taps me on my shoulder.

'The priest is ready,so he wants to start the ceremony' Niall whispers and I nod my head.
Niall is in a black suit with a black tie and takes me by my hand.

'Ladys and gentlemen.It's time now to start the ceremony' The Reverant Morgan says and we all come together.At his little speech,I silently cry and Niall wraps an arm around me.

'May his soul rest in perfect peace' The priest ends his little speech.My eyes are red and my throat is dry.

'Now I ask his daughter Jordan forward to say something' He says again and I stand up to speak

'My dad was a hero.He was,still is and will always be in my heart.Through all the things we were going through in the last few years,and they were quite many,he never stopped loving me.
I'll never forget how he read the newspaper every morning and silently reading the title out loud.
And I'll never forget how he sometimes let his toast speak to me,when I was in a bad mood.
I'll never forget how he was lying next to me,every time the was a thunder or I couldn't sleep.
I'll never forget how he read the Little Prince to me and the fairytales of the Grimm brothers.
Though I think,I didn't deserve his love,because I wasn't a really good daughter to him.
He was always there for me and he was through all this years,in one way or another my best friend.He always said that you have to live your dreams and not let the dreams live you.
I never really understood what he wanted to say with this,because I never saw it out of his point of view.' I chuckle at that lightly
'This wasn't actually his only quote.He sometimes said things like who doesn't want the dirt and cold,doesn't derserve to have the gold.He was an idol to me and I'm so sad,that he had to leave this planet,as fucked up and as wrong it may be,so soon' At that point I gasp for air,because my tears are rolling freely and my throat is getting tight,caused by all the crying
'I just want to say that I love him with all my heart and with everything possible and that I'll never ever forget my hero' I whisper and then Niall gives me the urn and everyone gathers around us as I spread his ashes into the International waters and then the priest speak again

'Ashes to ashes,dust to dust.' Then a little choir starts singing

Some bright morning when this life over
I'll fly away
To a home on God's celestial shore
I'll fly away

I'll fly away oh glory
I'll fly away,
When I die,
Halleluja bye and bye
I'll fly away

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=smEA-aPui1A (A/N that's the song,really beautiful btw)

After they sing I have one last thing to say

'Guys,my dad wasn't just a hero but he was also a person who liked to see people happy.
I think it's in his wish,not to be sad that he's gone but to celebrate that he lived.' I shout through the crowd and loud music is playing while everyone is dancing

'To Ed' Grandpa Jack says and we all drink.

I'll always love you dad

Notes

And I'll always love you guys ♥

Because of your lovely comments I decided to start a sequel and I'll send you the informations right after I end up Just because of me...

That chapter also made me almost cry

Hope you also feel the same

Until then♥♥

To Ed!

xxjustteenagedirtbags