We drive around for about an hour.I tel him the direction and he does as he's told without ven asking any further.I promised him I would go there and I will go there.Finally I tell him to stop and he parks his car on the other side.

'What's that?' Niall asks,taking my hand

'That's my favourite place in the whole world' I say calmly,as we stand at the entrance and he nods his head

Flashback *noone's POV*

'This is my favourite place in the whole world' Ed says and you could see the excitement in his eyes

They're at the country side,standing before a big cave and as they head inside the walls and rocks and stones shine in all colours possible.The inside of the cave is dark but the shiny walls light the cave up so that you don't need any other lights.

'And how do you call it here?' Jordan asks as her dad lifts her up

'How do you want to call it here?' He asks while tickling her which causes her to giggle

'Eeeeh,the Lion's eye' She finally answers and her dad looks suprised

'That's a good choice for a girl who's just years old' He says and eyes her further

She has bright brey eyes and she smiles so warmly that her left dimple appears

'Wait and sit down here' Ed says and sits her down on a blue shining rock.
She softly strokes it with her tiny,thin fingers and he smiles,Then he takes out his camera and takes a picture of her

Flashback ends *back to Jordan's POV*

'How comes that you caled it the Lion's eye?' Niall asks after I told him what makes this place so magical.

'It's just..I thought about Lions and their beauty and their strenght and that noone can do them no harm and they're strong.As strong and as beautiful as this cave' I explain and he smiles at me warmly and softly kisses me on my lips

'I don't deserve you' He says and pulls me into a tight embrace as we're both still standing at the entrance.The cave still looks like in my memories and I can't believe it but it seems like it shines even brighter now.
Immediately I spot the rock,where my dad sat me down and took this picture of me.
On top of it on that place where I sat 15 years ago is a small blue box with a red bow on top of it.I take the box and as I open it,it revealse a recorder.

I sit down on the blue rock and Niall sits down next to me and then I press play:

Hey my little princess, It's my dad speaking
I love you endlessly even though I'm probably not here with you anymore.
I know the last two years where hard for you and for me as well.
Having a family situation like that can be quite stressing I chuckle at his statement
I wish I could give you the life you deserve to live,but I know that you're happy now even without me,because you have someone else who loves you as much as I do Niall takes my hand and strokes it lightly
And God knows that this boy loves you,don't you Niall? I look at him and he has a suprised expression on his face,which makes me laugh
Yeahh,kinda magic,eh.That's what we Australians normally do At that point we both defenetly laugh
No but let's say serious.
Jordan,the reason why I recorded myself is because I want to tell you,that you have to forgive yourself.Not just because I'm dead but because of your mum's death.
It wasn't you fault.Even now you don't know the whole story.
Darling,the reason why your mum did everything she did was because she was sick.
She had bipolar depression.When we found out,it already was at the end stadium.
You can't remember but once she even burnt our kitchen while you were sitting in there,because she lost control of herself.
Honey what I want to tell you with this is that noone could have saved her.
Not you,not me.And don't forget that through everything she went through,she still loved and loves you to pluto and back
And I'm deeply sorry,for not talking to you about your mum but I was almost always about to cry when you just mentioned her name.Not because of her name,but because you just look like her,you speak like her and you just behave like her.The simpliest things you do,for example when you bit your lip when you're nervous or chewing your chewing gum loudly on purpose.Yeahh don't think that I didn't notice that.
I made this test you do when you want to know if your the father of the child,you know what I mean but I just want to decribe it a bit longer because I don't want to stop talking.
Anyway,the results came today and they told me that I'm unfortunately 99 % your father.
Bad luck for you.I'm just kidding.That's what you kids say:kidding instead of joking
Kids are an amazing thing and I can be proud to tell the world that I have the best of them all
I just want you to know,that I love you,Though you think you are alone don't forget that you still have your friends and you still have the love of your life.You kids grow so fast.Unbelievable.
Niall,take care of my baby daughter and Jordan I'll always be there if you want to talk you know where you find me: In the Lion's eye

I didn't notice that I was crying until Niall dried my tears away.
We stay like that,until I think noon.Sitting there seeing the sunrise,telling each ither funny stories from our childhood

Notes

That chapter is sweet,isn't it?

I was almost crying while writing

I hope you feel the same

2 more chapters or 3 then the story is over

Bye bye baabbys♥♥♥

xxjustteenagedirtbags