I'm in prison - no I'm not arrested.I'm just visiting my dad.I have to wait 30 minutes until they finally let me meet him.At first of course,they had to check me.Non-sense-I'm not going in a prison with a gun,am I?So let's stay realistic...As they finally release me,I roll my eyes at them.
They lead me in a little room,where my dad is waiting for me.He looks terrible.
His hair's all grey and his eyes are red.I always say that he looks like Gibbs from NCIS but when I see him like that I'm just sad.He was always such a strong person,knowing what he was doing and always so mature.But now,he just looks broken.My dad wouldn't kill someone.
That's just a cheap lie made up by a cheap person.The gun was not found and I actually know who killed Steve..Uncle Steve.
But I can't tell..they wouldn't believe.That's just so fucked

'Hi dad' I say softly as I sit down in front of him

'Hey darling how are you?' He asks and smiles lightly

'I'm good.Why..why haven't you told me this earlier.I would have understand dad' I say softly holding his hand

'I just didn't want to bother you.I just wanted you to be safe' He whispers and I nod my head

'Why does he want to kill me?What have I done to him?' I ask and take another deep breath,afraid of the answer

'B-Be-Because he's-he's maybe your biological father' He mutters and I jump up

'No!NO!He was so cruel to me.He tried to..he tried to' The tears make their way down my face as I remember what he did

Flashback

'And you,you are the last one on my list' He's now close to me,I feel his hot breath on my ear and it smells like cheap burbon and cigarettes.He laughs into my ear,my stomach's hurting,feeling the disgust running through my body and then he gives me a kiss on my cheek.
Immediately I spit into his face which takes him by suprise

'You fucking little hoe' He shouts and kicks me in my belly. 'That was for your disbehave,cunt '
He kicks me again,right now in my left rib,causing me to gasp for breath
I cry out,the pain cruising through my body,causing me to scream out loudly

'Shut up or I'll kick the shit out of you' He laughs again and leaves me there,sitting alone in the dark.

Flashback ends

'Dad,this .. man tried to kill me - He's a living monster and he's still out there,while you're in here,and while you're treated like a rat although the real rat is outside,probably enjoying his success' I whisper as tears are shooting in my eyes

'Don't worry,darling.Everything will be alright.Just trust me.And just in case anything happens,go to Lion's eye.Do you remember what I mean?' He smiles and I smile back.The Lion's eye.

'Yes I do,but why do you always say "Just in case something happens." ?' He just smiles at me and then the warder comes and leads me out.

On my way home I think about everything that happend.
My mum's death,Austin and Noemie,London,Niall,Cambridge and my dad.
And this all happend in 3 years.
Disaster over disaster,tears over tears,and then joy and love and hope crashed in like in 2 Fast 2 Furious and then again tears,just tears.If my life was a book,they should be name it "Tears and the other shit". I actually can't go home now.Niall's not there,doing interviews with the boys and I'm in London,driving around like an idiot,not knowing where my destination is.And I can't talk to the girls now.That would be too much for me.I'd probably break down right in front of them and that's something they don't have to see.
I finally decide to buy some Ben and Jerry's and make a movie night with me,myself and I and watch Sex and the City and Breakfast at Tiffany's in my coziest baggy trouser


I don't know how I did it but when my phone harshly woke me up after,I think three hours of sleeping,I found the spoon who was once in my hand,in my hair.

'Hello?' I murmur,still sleepily

'Hey Jo,it's me Harry'

'Hi Haz,what's going on'

'Nothing special,I was just wondering if you heard from Sandra'

'No.Why?'

'Because I tried to call her since this morning and she's not answering the phone' He says and I can sense his fear

'Just tell me when she calls you,for example' He says and then says good-bye


Another three hours later and noone heard anything from her,I've last seen her 2 days ago at Starbucks and the others also didn't see her.Her parents also haven't heard a word from her

The next day we're still all worried.Harry already called the police and informed them
I'm with Niall,cuddling and watching Finding Nemo when the door rings and when Niall opens it Harry bursts in.

'Hi Haz.What's on?' Niall and I ask at the same time

'Jordan,someone just called me and told me that he has Sandra.
He said he wants to make a deal.He wants you for Sandra' Harry shouts,running with his hands through his hair looking frustrated.I go all pale.Speechless and then furious - It's Stan.

'Jordan what the fuck is going on here?' Harry shouts

'Jordan.Not this time.The police will handle this.We will not exchange you for Sandra' Niall states

'That's the only possibility' I say and stand up

'No!Jordan sit down!Let the police do this for God's sake' Niall yells at me

'They won't believe you!Nobody will!' I yell at him

'Why?' Harry asks.He obviously cried

'Because Stan is dead,ok?' I shout at them.Niall looks at me confused

'He was the one who kidnaped you,wasn't he?' Harry asks breaking the silence

'Yes'

'And why on earth should he be dead?'

'Because my uncle was a specialst in forensic medecin and Stan forced him to help him to pretend he's dead.So my uncle had a dead body without identity and noone missed him so he made it look like his name was Stan Claffland.Do you understand me now?It's a win-win situation for this man...and I don't want Sandra and his babies to be hurt' I shout and point to Harry

'So let me go there,for fuck's sake and let me die instead of her.He will kill me anyway' I yell at them

'No!That's the last word.No!'

same time Eduard's POV

My plan is clear.I know what to do.Ok- Now or never

'Sorry?' I shout 'Excuse me,sir?' I shout again at the warder standing at the other side of my cell
He seems dumb enough to believe this shit.Perfect

'Yes.How can I help you?' He asks as he looks around the room

'I need your help.I have a problem with my toilet and I don't know how to fix it' I say and he's starring at me

'Ok.Just wait.Don't do anything stupid,eh' He opens the door and comes inside and bends down to look at the toilet and is really dumb enough to leave the door open.So I noiselessly skip and close the door behind me and run for my life.He's shouting something and calling for help and I hear him cursing things,which are unbelievably insulting.Does he kiss his mother with a mouth like that?

I'm,thank God and thanks the lack of knowledge those warders have I'm outside quickly and I know my next destination.But first I have to prepare myself and wear something else.

Jordan's POV

'Stop yelling at me Niall.I know what I have to do and I will.She's my best friend for Jesus' sake and she's the mother of his kids and I will not let her die because of this fucker.No!! That's the least thing that's going to happen!I can't let this happen!' I shout at him and almost break down as tears involuntarily stream down my face

'Harry stay here with Niall.When you see me the next time,I'll be with your fianceé,that's a vow I make and if you don't see me again,then you'll not.Just know that she's going to be alright.' I say and as I want to leave Niall blocks the door

'Jordan,just listen once in your life to what I say.I don't want to visit you in hospital again and I don't want to be so afraid again.No..you'll stay here' He growls

'I never told you to stay.I told you that I'm not enough for you.I told you that I don't deserve you and I told you that I'm a living catastrophe.Why do you want to endure all this shit?You could have a normal girl,a probably pretty one with a good family,a good relationship to her parents and who can love you like you deserve it.I love you endlessly.I always will.But I know that you need someone better than me and we both know that's true.You could get someone like Sandra or Danielle or Eleanor or Perrie.Niall,I'm no good for you.'

I run to the bathroom and shut the door behind me and cry silently.Niall is at the other side,demanding me to open the door.As I,after 30 minutes see that he went to the kitchen I open the door quickly and run the stairs down.Fuck the elevator I'll run those 10 floors down

'Jordan!' I hear Niall shout my name and he's running the stairs down as well
But I'm faster than him,thanks to my lead,jump in my car and spead off.
I first want to go to my dad's house and take his gun before I see this wanker

As I'm there I see that the door is open.

'Hello?'

'Jordan.Is that you?' I hear someone saying.It's thanks to the Lord,it's not Austin

'Yes?'

As I walk to the safe I see my dad.

'Dad?What are you doing here?' I ask,not believing who I see

'Hey JP.I don't have much time.I have something to do and the police is chasing me'

'Chasing you?'

'Yes.I escaped prison and now I'm going to kill Stan.' He says and loads his gun

'Dad,he has Sandra and wants to make a deal.He wants me for Sandra and I was actually here to take the gun,if something happens' I state

'He has Sandra?' He asks,looking shocked 'You're not going' He says immediately as if he knows what I'm up to.

'Dad,you're just like Niall when it's up to those things.He wants me,not you,not Sandra.Just let me die,people.'

'You are no going to die.That's why you'll stay here'

'And just in case you try to I'll lock you in here' He says and then leaves,locking the door behind him

As I hear his car drive away,I open the window and climb down.I was on several parties in the past and I never had any permission so...that's actually not anything special to me.
But as I want to leave my phone rings again

'Hello Miss Jordan Porter?'

'Yes?'

'London Police Departement on the phone.We are searching for your dad' The police officer says.Should I tell him where he is?What if Stand kills Sandra then?No..

Notes

Do you think she'll tell them where her dad is?

Do you think Niall and Jordan will break up and

Do you think Sandra will make it out alive?

How do you find this chapter in general.I wanted to update earlier,but school just started again(silently crying) and that's why I decided to a long chapter

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