It seems like unbelievable but just yesterday we all were in Paris celebrating Sandra and Harry's engagement but today - well I'm in the university of Cambridge getting interviewed by an elderly woman,maybe in her late fifties but she's actually really pretty.She looks a bit like Audrey Hepburn.
Dark hair,dark eyes and a light smile.

'Miss Porter,would you describe yourself as a hard-working person?'

'If the subject is really important for me I'm going with it with my whole heart .I can say that I work passionately for things I think their worth working for' I decide to be honest.That's me and I hope they accept me the way I am.

'One more question.You're having a relationship to Niall Horan,aren't you?' She asks me,exactly that moment when I want to stand up.Oh crap.WHere is that going?Oh Lord,I prepare myself for the worst.But seriously,I wasn't that drunk in Paris as I was dancing with Niall,was I?The magazines are definetly overdoing it.

'Yes' I say,while nodding my head

'I was just wondering,because when I saw your nameit seemed familiar to me and I've found an eye-catching article on the internet' She says and shows me the article at sugarscape.com about me.Oh God have mercy.Now,I'd be happy if it was just drunk me.
It's me yelling at fans! I was so furious and I just said words and..

'I-I'm soo sorry.T-That won't-' She raises her hand for me to stop

'Why are you sorry.I think it's impressive how you handled this situation,though they were giving you names like that and I mean that's what a good student must have - not just good marks - but a strong and special character and that's why I think I can get a place for you here in Cambridge' She says with a big smile on her face

I thank her,multiple times I think,we discuss other things and then skip out of the office and run to my car.
I'm studying in Cambridge!!I'm studying in Cambridge...in Cambridge.Jezz...I will not see Niall in a long time and that thought makes me sad.Of course,it's amazing to study in Cambridge but...I will just miss him.

'Hello?'

'Hi El.Wanna meet me at Starbucks in the city?I'll be there in 20 minutes,I'm in Cambridge'

'What are you doing in Cambridge?' She asks me

'I'll tell you later.Is it ok?'

'I'm coming with Danielle,ok?'

'No problem' I hang up

I just need someone to talk to right now.20 minutes later I'm at Starbucks,where my two pretty fellas are waiting.I sit down next to them

'So tell us.What's wrong and what's that Cambridge thing about?' Danielle

'I'll study in Cambridge' I say

'Oh my God that's amazing! Congratulation!' They both shout out of joy making me laugh and the other people look at us angry

'Yeah.But I'll not see Niall that often' I mumble and the cheers immediately stop

'Are you worried?' Eleanor asks

'No' They look at me in disbelief 'Yes'

'But why?' Danielle asks.That's a good question.Why am I worried?Why am I soo damn insecure for God's so willing sake.Can't I just be normal person?

'Gurl.You can do this' Eleanor says and I lightly smile

'But what about that Germany thing?' I ask them and they look at me bemused

'Germany?'

Notes

This chapter is just so awful,it was just because I wanted to update for you guys but that chapter is sickening.But I wrote it and I have to live with it.Don't judge me though :D

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