'I'm happy,of course but I - I think' She pauses and looks at the floor 'It's just that,when the baby's there I have no time to do anything.Then I'm a mum,but I want to do some much thing like to explore the world and I don't know and with a baby I'll be a stay-at-home mum and I mean I'm only 19.It's just I don't know.I sound terrible.' She looks guilty and I can't help but stand up,though it really hurts and hug her

'You know what.Everything will be ok.Because you do love Harry and Harry does love you and because I know you can do this.You will be a great mum and I will be the cool auntie who gives him or her the coolest things their parents don't want to give him ... or her' Sandra starts laughing and so do I.

'Thank you Jordan' She whispers

'And what names are in your mind?' I ask curiously

'Oooh.I don't know.If it would be a boy I would call him Aiden and if it's a girl I'll call her Jordan'
'Jordan?' I ask,tears of joy in my eyes.'You would call her after me?' She simply nods a smile on her face as I have a lump in my throat

'Really?'

'Yes.And I wanted to ask you,if you would mind being his or her godmother' She asks quietly
'Yes,of course.It would be an honour.Thank you soo much.Oh my god.I'll be the best auntie ever.I swear' I promise my hand on my chest and she smiles.

'Louis is going to be the godfather so everyone is pleased.' She laughs.I'll be a godmother.

'I unfortunately have to go.Bye darling' She squeezes my hand lightly and then leaves

*Niall's POV*

I'm so happy that Jordan's back home.She has been through so many pains,but she acts like everything's ok.She's so stubborn sometimes.I just want her to be save.I couldn't save her the first time and she was almost killed.She now lying in the hall,plaing Angry Birds with her mobile.

'Hey' I whisper as I sit down next to her

'Hey' She whispers back and stops the game.She looks like a child when she's playing with her mobile or when she's playing video games.I love it.

'Why was Sandra here?' I ask her quietly

'She had some great news.She told me that I'm getting her baby's godmother' She grins at me

'So she told you now' I smirk at her and she nods

'Harry's really excited because of Baby Styles' She looks at me,quizically and then starts laughing

'Baby Styles?' She asks and suddendly kisses my cheek

'Yes.That's how we call their child' I grin back at her 'How do you feel now?' I ask

'I'm far better now.You see no pain' She says and hugs me tight

'O-Ok' I stutter a little suprised

'Hmmm' She hums into my chest 'I love you' I kiss her head and she smiles

'I love you,too' I whisper and wrap an arm around her

*two days later,Jordan's POV*

I'm feeling way better and I'm now with Sandra and Eleanor,searching for some baby clothes.

'How does that one look?' Eleanor has a baby blue pullover in her hands and it looks really cute.

'You don't know the gender,do you?' I ask smiling and Sandra rubs her stomach with her hand

'No' She whispers,taking now the pullover and watching it

'But it looks soo sweet.' She squeaks 'Oh I don't care.My kid will look beautiful in it,anyway'
She snorts and Eleanor and I couldn't help but laugh.


After Sandra bought the pullover and the matching shoes we head out of the store and the paparazzi are storming to us.
'Are you really pregnant?' 'What does Harry think about it?' 'Boy or girl?'
'Is it true that the baby is maybe not Harry's?'

That last question wasn't a really good idea.
Sandra abruptly stands,watching at them and I swear in my whole,entire life that I never saw her emotionless.She looks at the man who questioned this and walks straight to him.
It looks like she's going to beat him up,but she walks to him,hugs him and says:

'I don't know you and I don't know what you were going through the last few years,but whatever it was I'm sorry for you.But I love Harry and it doesn't even come to my mind to cheat on him.So I hope that your question's answered now'

She walks back to us,smiling takes the bag,she left on the floor and we head to the car which is waiting on the other side.
As we're in the car Eleanor and I star at her,shocked

'What was that?' Eleanor asks the question I was actually up to ask

'I don't know.I just felt sorry for him and I was about to get mad but I didn't.That's why I hugged him,instead of kicking him in his arse'

It then comes to my mind,that Sandra is doing krav maga since childhood.That could have ended otherwise,if she wasn't,only God knows why,sorry for him

'Maybe your hormones are already making your decisions' I say and we all start laughing

Notes

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