
Just because of me...
Chapter 25
I ring,I think for five good minutes but noone opens the door.I try to call the police again and they tell me they're there in two minutes.I'm checking the whole area,maybe she's somewhere outside talking to the stranger.I'm soo concerned.I don't know what I would do without her.She is.. my everything.It all happend so fast but I know that I love her and then I also know that my biggest fear is to lose her.
She's my weakness,my achilles' heel,my lovely achilles heel.I should have gone with her,why did I let her go there on her own?I'm particulary the worst boyfriend on earth.If someone hurts her..I can't live without her.She like an addiction,something that crushs in your life and you don't want it to go.She is the only girl,I ever knew who said she loves me.She's the first person I said
"I love you" to.My damaged,beautiful girlfriend.And where is she now? Nobody knows.I knock at the door again,but it still seems like noone is there.
The police arrive,and run straight to me.
'Is anyone there?' One of the police officers asks
'I knocked and ringed but it seems like the house is empty'
'Ok.We are going inside.Come on!' One of them,probably the boss shouts and within a few seconds the door I was standing for is open.I go inside but I don't see anyone.The hall is empty,totally and it looks dirty everywhere.There are beer cans all over the place and it smells disgusting
'Jordan!Jordan!Are you here!Answer me!The police is here.They are here to save you'
No answer.
'Nobodys here!' One police officer shouts
'Here neither' An other shouts
'Empty!' An other shouts
'I'm sorry Mr.Horan but noone is in here' One if them says to me
'But..her car is outside.Are you sure that you watched everywhere?' I ask nervously
'No sign' He answers and I know he tried everything to find her
'It's the best when we go now and search after her in the police departement.We will find her.Don't worry' He tries to encourage me but fails completely
Oh God have mercy
My head aches.It's dark and I hear people shouting.I'm chained up ,my body pressed to the chair in which I sit.
I can't shout.I can't even whisper.My mouth is tied up.I'm afraid.It smells.Of alcohol and cigarettes.
'Jordan!Jordan!Are you here!Answer me!The police is here.They are here to save you'
I hear Niall.Oh God he's here.I want to answer.I can't.I want to scream.I can't.I'm lost.
I try to free myself but then someone starts laughing
'You can try to escape but you won't you little bitch' A male says laughing,freeing my mouth.
'P-Please.Leave me'I stutter,fear replacing my confusion
'Did you want to see your uncle?That little prick is dead.I killed him... like the whore of mother you had and like I will kill you' The man clenches through gritted teeth
'Y-You killed my mum?.' I stutter
'And I liked it.And that bitch really thought I like her.Hahaha she thought I love her'
That son of a bitch laughs at my mum.Fucking wanker.
'And you,you are the last one on my list' He's now close to me,I feel his hot breath on my ear and it smells like cheap burbon and cigarettes.He laughs into my ear,my stomach's hurting,feeling the disgust running through my body and then he gives me a kiss on my cheek.
Immediately I spit into his face which takes him by suprise
'You fucking little hoe' He shouts and kicks me in my belly. 'That was for your disbehave,cunt '
He kicks me again,right know I my left rib,causing me to gasp for breath
I cry out,the pain cruising through my body,causing me to scream out loudly
'Shut up or I'll kick the shit out of you' He laughs again and leaves me there,sitting alone in the dark.
That's my chance.Directly,I bite the rope open.I see blood surfacing out of my mouth.
I want to cry but I don't have time for that.I have to be quick.
Thanks to heaven,that he's even too dumb to tie me up right.As I stand,I want to faint.
But I have to be strong now
Now I notice that I'm in the attic so I slowly climb down the ladder and run.
But I have to be quiet.
Shit,there are two of them.The one notices me.
'Hey stay here' He shouts and I run quickly
Caused by the adrenaline I feel I run as quick as I never run before and I hide myself outside in a bush and then I quickly run to another street and after a time I think he lost me.I run and run to my dad's house.
I ring nervously,feeling the strenght to carry on running out of my body. He opens the door
'Dad,please help me' I whisper and I collapse
'Jordan!!Jordan!!' I hear my dad shouting.I see Niall next to me.I see the emergency coming.Everything feels like a dream.I don't hear what they say I just feel as if my body doesn't want to carry on.I see Niall standing above me and then I collapse completely.
She's my weakness,my achilles' heel,my lovely achilles heel.I should have gone with her,why did I let her go there on her own?I'm particulary the worst boyfriend on earth.If someone hurts her..I can't live without her.She like an addiction,something that crushs in your life and you don't want it to go.She is the only girl,I ever knew who said she loves me.She's the first person I said
"I love you" to.My damaged,beautiful girlfriend.And where is she now? Nobody knows.I knock at the door again,but it still seems like noone is there.
The police arrive,and run straight to me.
'Is anyone there?' One of the police officers asks
'I knocked and ringed but it seems like the house is empty'
'Ok.We are going inside.Come on!' One of them,probably the boss shouts and within a few seconds the door I was standing for is open.I go inside but I don't see anyone.The hall is empty,totally and it looks dirty everywhere.There are beer cans all over the place and it smells disgusting
'Jordan!Jordan!Are you here!Answer me!The police is here.They are here to save you'
No answer.
'Nobodys here!' One police officer shouts
'Here neither' An other shouts
'Empty!' An other shouts
'I'm sorry Mr.Horan but noone is in here' One if them says to me
'But..her car is outside.Are you sure that you watched everywhere?' I ask nervously
'No sign' He answers and I know he tried everything to find her
'It's the best when we go now and search after her in the police departement.We will find her.Don't worry' He tries to encourage me but fails completely
Oh God have mercy
*meanwhile Jordan's POV*
I can't shout.I can't even whisper.My mouth is tied up.I'm afraid.It smells.Of alcohol and cigarettes.
'Jordan!Jordan!Are you here!Answer me!The police is here.They are here to save you'
I hear Niall.Oh God he's here.I want to answer.I can't.I want to scream.I can't.I'm lost.
I try to free myself but then someone starts laughing
'You can try to escape but you won't you little bitch' A male says laughing,freeing my mouth.
'P-Please.Leave me'I stutter,fear replacing my confusion
'Did you want to see your uncle?That little prick is dead.I killed him... like the whore of mother you had and like I will kill you' The man clenches through gritted teeth
'Y-You killed my mum?.' I stutter
'And I liked it.And that bitch really thought I like her.Hahaha she thought I love her'
That son of a bitch laughs at my mum.Fucking wanker.
'And you,you are the last one on my list' He's now close to me,I feel his hot breath on my ear and it smells like cheap burbon and cigarettes.He laughs into my ear,my stomach's hurting,feeling the disgust running through my body and then he gives me a kiss on my cheek.
Immediately I spit into his face which takes him by suprise
'You fucking little hoe' He shouts and kicks me in my belly. 'That was for your disbehave,cunt '
He kicks me again,right know I my left rib,causing me to gasp for breath
I cry out,the pain cruising through my body,causing me to scream out loudly
'Shut up or I'll kick the shit out of you' He laughs again and leaves me there,sitting alone in the dark.
That's my chance.Directly,I bite the rope open.I see blood surfacing out of my mouth.
I want to cry but I don't have time for that.I have to be quick.
Thanks to heaven,that he's even too dumb to tie me up right.As I stand,I want to faint.
But I have to be strong now
Now I notice that I'm in the attic so I slowly climb down the ladder and run.
But I have to be quiet.
Shit,there are two of them.The one notices me.
'Hey stay here' He shouts and I run quickly
Caused by the adrenaline I feel I run as quick as I never run before and I hide myself outside in a bush and then I quickly run to another street and after a time I think he lost me.I run and run to my dad's house.
I ring nervously,feeling the strenght to carry on running out of my body. He opens the door
'Dad,please help me' I whisper and I collapse
'Jordan!!Jordan!!' I hear my dad shouting.I see Niall next to me.I see the emergency coming.Everything feels like a dream.I don't hear what they say I just feel as if my body doesn't want to carry on.I see Niall standing above me and then I collapse completely.
Notes
Heyooo lovesHope you enjoy it
xx justteenagedirtbags
P.S. Finally it's getting hot in Germany ♥♥♥ ( and I still sit at the laptop hahaha) xx
10/21/13