I am in Niall's arm.It's warm but cozy.I can't stop thinking about what my dad said to me on the phone

,,Don't live the same life I lived"

Does he want to tell me that his life is a catastrophe?Maybe I'm the reason?I'm a typical cause of problems.
But with Niall I don't feel guilty for the things that happend in my life.But I still don't get why he's in love with me.I mean..he can have any girl on this world and then he chooses me,with a fucked up family situation,self-issues and I don't know what else.
But I know that I love him.And he loves me.And I'm afraid to lose him.I have to tell him what dad told me.
Better said,what he didn't tell me.It's 6 am but I am not tired anymore.I don't think I can go to school today.I don't feel good and I have too much problems waiting for me to be solved.I'll do this now and if I did,I maybe can start living a normal life with a normal relationship to my boyfriend and a normal relationship to my dad and good friends and I don't know what else.

'How do you feel now' Obviously Niall's awake,smiling down at me

'I'm ok' I shyly smile at him 'Actually not' I whisper 'My dad doesn't want to say the truth and I give up about that.I'm too exhausted because of that.All I want now is to be a good girlfriend to you'

He smiles at me his eyes showing some unknown emotions.

'You already are' He whispers


It's 2 pm and I'm happy.Happy that I have a wonderful boyfriend.Happy that I can look forward to my future.
The sun's shining and I'm in Starbucks with Perrie,Eleanor and Danielle having fun.

'You girls are amazing' I finally say after laughing a lot

'What do you want to do next?' Eleanor asks us,but we don't actually know what to answer

'Let's visit the boys' Perrie suggests and we all agree

As we enter the studio,we sit down there silently hearing the boys singing
Of course,I heard some of their music but their voices are way better if you hear them singing live.

'I'm getting omething to drink.I'll be there soon' I hear Niall's voice and I feel that the smile in my face increases.As he opens the door,he looks immediately into my eyes and stops.I smile at him.He's smiling at me as well,and in that second I forget everything and everyone around me and I jump up and run in his arms.I hear the girls in the backround saying awww .
And I blush.

'How are you?' He whispers in my ears and kisses my cheeks

'I'm good now that I see you' He's standing behind me,hugging me.
I squeak as my feets are above the floor.

'Niall!!' I scream but then he carries me on his shoulder and sits me down on the couch again

'We'll be ready in 10 minutes.Just wait for me' He smiles down at me and now I realize that we aren't alone because just know I feel the pairs of eyes on me.

'Ok' I whisper and smile shyly

As he's out of the room all of the girls turn to me and smile

'That was soo sweet,do you know that?' Eleanor squeaks and I flush

'You're such a cute couple' Perrie says and Danielle agrees

'You know what.I think it's I don't know uncomfortable for Harry that..I mean he's the only single now' Danielle says and I know what she wants to say

'Do you want us to search a girl for Harry?' Perrie smirks at her

'Why not' Eleanor says and I agree

'Deal?' Danielle asks

'Deal' The three of us answers.

I actually already have an idea who can be his girlfriend.
I hope,he'll not be angry with us at the end

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