'Hey sweetheart,it's me Niall.How ya doin'? Oh God.I'm filled with relief

'For heaven's sake you scared me.You know that ' I laugh at him and I hear that he's laughing as well

'Sorry.I couldn't find my mobile and that's why I am calling out of a payphone.Didn't mean to scare you'

'Is ok.I'm with Sandra in Starbucks'

'Hi Niaaaaaaall' Sandra shouts into my phone

'Hi Saandraaa' Niall imitates her which makes us laugh

'Did the person already call' He then says

'No.I hope he will' I whisper

'I hope,too.Sorry but I have to go now.Love you'

'Love you,too.Bye'

I hang up and look at Sandra

'You know what' She says more confident now 'We have to go shopping.I want to see you happy girl'

Thanks to the job I have at H&M I have some money and so I agree and we go
It's a really funny day.In the evening I sit in Niall's apartement,i have a key,and watch Tv because Niall has to work longer

My phone rings.It's 2 am and again I slept on the couch.Niall is sleeping on the couch next to me.

'Hey pretty.' I wake him up gently 'Niall' I whisper
He's now awake and I can't help but he looks so sweet

'My phone rings.I think it's the anon' I pick up the phone

'Hello?'

'I have to say it quickly.I don't have much time.All I can say is that your mum never commited suicide.She was killed by - '

Crap.This is it. Why can't this guy talk a little faster? Why can't I have good news? My life is such a mess

'What did he say?' Niall whispers

'He said my mum never commited suicide.She was killed by someone.He couldn't tell me the name.'

I say quietly.I'm so tired,so exhausted I can't even cry

'Hey,look at me' He whsipers 'You can do this,ok.I believe in you.Don't give up.'

'I don't think so' I murmur depressed

'I know you can' He smiles at me

'And how.Tell me how you know that I am strong enough.How do you know I can handle this?'

'I know it because..' He pauses and looks at me 'I love you'

*Niall's POV*
She looks at me with all emotions she feels mixed up in her eyes.Was it to early to say it? The L-word
That word I was,I am afraid of.And I said it.First.I said it to her.
Her face softens but she still says nothing.I can't believe that a young,beautiful girl has to go through so many things.I can't believe that she doesn't realize that she's pretty or that she's funny.
I usually don't believe in love at the first sight,although it's ironically that what we're singing about in the band,but when I saw her in London,running towards me,looking on the floor with her beautiful eyes,which looks like the water after a storm,I knew that I feel something for her
And now,this beautiful girl is sitting before me,her heart's broken into pieces because life's quite a bitch and I told her that I love her.

'I-I ' She stutters

'Jordan,listen.You don't have to say it if you don't.But I love you.I know it's really stereotyped and you have so much,better said too much to struggle and that you think you can't handle this anymore and that your dad and everyone else lied to you and that you are sad and depressed and I don't know what else but that doesn't change that I love you'

She smiles at me with her beautiful face and a tear,a lonely little tear,rolls over her left cheek

'I love you,too' She pauses 'Niall Horan,I love you'

Notes

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